Beflhwh nana, Boraxwh hana

BeflHWH nana, BoraxwH Hana

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rpann OMO^nonanDnoro OT^aanna n nopDHoro cpmDa, xota Dnomno dco d nopa^Ke h ^CHer xDaTaeT”.

“Hto ^e 5e^HHH neaoDeK cnacTaHDee?” - cnpocHa a.

“HeT, a TaK He ^yMaro”, - oTDeTHa 5oraTHH oTep. - “He^ocTaToK ^ener HepDHpyeT TaK ^e, KaK h nepeH35nToK”.

B 3to DpeMa MecTHHH 5om^ nporaea mhmo naraero cToaa, oct^ho- DHaca y 5oabraoro Mycopnoro a^HKa h cTaa d h^m pHTbca., Mh, Dce Tpoe, Ha5ara,aaaH 3a hhm c 5oabraHM HHTepecoM, Tor,aa Kor,aa panbrae npocTo HpoHrHopHpoDaaH 5h ero. EoraTHH oTep DHTanya h3 5yMa^HH- Ka ^oaaap h ^^ctom Ho3Daa 5oM^a. VDH^eD ^enbrH, tot HeMe^aeHHo Ho^oraea, D3aa 5aHKHoTy, ropano Ho5aaroAapHa 5oraToro orpa h pa^o- cthhh, ^oDoabHHH y,aaneH yMnaaca Hponb.

“Oh HeMHorHM oTHHHaeTca ot 5oabraHHcTDa mohx pa5oTHHKoD”, - cKa3an 5oraTHH oTep. - “^ DcTpenaa TaK mhofo ara,aeH, roDopHDraHx: “O, ^eHbFH Mena He HHTepecyraT”. A Dce ^e ohh 5y,ayT pa5oTaTb ho 8 HacoD D ^eHb, TeM caMHM oTpHpaa mhhmo^ paDHo^yraHe k ^enbraM. Echh ^eHbFH HM 5e3pa3HHHHH, 3aHeM Tor,aa ohh pa5oTaraT”.

Kor,aa a cH^ea TaM, cayraaa cDoero 5oraToro oTpa, d HaMSTH dchhh- Daao, KaK 5ecKoneHHoe hhcho pa3 moh co5cTDeHHHH oTep todophh: “fleHbFH Mena He HHTepecyraT”. Oh HacTo oto todophh. “^ pa5oTara, hotom^ hto Hra5ara cdom pa5oTy”, - todophh oh.

“Hto ^e HM ^eaaTb” - chpochh a . - “Pa5oTaTb 5ecHaaTHo, hok^ Dce caeflH cTpaxa h ^a^HocTH ne HcHe3HyT?”

“HeT, 3to 5hho 5h HaHpacnoH TpaToH DpeMeHH”, - cKa^an 5oraTHH oTep. - “Omophh ^eaarar HeaoDeKa HeaoDeKoM. fleaarar nac t^mh, kto MH ecTb. Chodo “omophs” o3HaHaeT oneprHra d ^eHcTDHH, Ho5y^^ara- ^yra OHeprHra. By,ab hp^d^hdhm co cdohmh omophsmh, HcHoab3yH cdoH pa3yM H omophh d cdom Hoab3y, a He hpothd ce5a”. “Yx th!” - cKa^aa MaHK.

“He 5ecHoKoHTecb o tom, hto a ToabKo hto cKa^aa. C ro^aMH Dce cTaneT Ha cdoh MecTa. Ha5ara,aaHTe, ho ne HpoTHDo^eHcTDyHTe cdohm omophsm. EoabraHHcTDo ara,aeH He 3HaraT, hto HMenno hx omophh ^op- MHpyraT hx MHraaeHHe. BaraH omophh - oto DaraH omophh. Ho dh ^oa^- HH HayHHTbca ^opMHpoDaTb co5cTDeHHoe MHraaeHHe”.

“A DH Mo^eTe HpHDecTH MHe HpHMep?” - cHpocHH 3.

“KoneHHo”, - oTDeTHa 5oraTHH orep. “Kor,aa HeaoDeK todopht - Mne Hy^Ho HaHTH pa5oTy - DepoaTHee Dcero, omophs yHpaDaaeT ero MHraaeHHeM. CTpax HeHMeHHa ^ener renepHpyeT OTy MHcab”.

“Ho De^b ara,aaM ^eHcTDHTeabHo ny^HH ^enbrH, ecaH ohh ^oh^hh HaaTHTb ho cHeTaM”, - cKa^aa a.

“KoneHHo ny^HH”, - y.aH5Hyaca 5oraTHH oTep. “Bce, hto xoHy cKa3aTb, 3to to, hto HMeHHo cTpax oHeHb HacTo ^opMHpyeT MHraaeHHe HeaoDeKa”.

“^ He HoHHMara”, - cKa^aa MaHK.

“Hy, HaHpHMep”, - cKa^a^ 5oraTHH oTep. - “Echh Do3HHKaeT cTpax



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negxep


Po5epx T. KHOcaKH, 0apoH


HeHMeHHK ^ocTaxoHHoro KOHHHecTBa ^eHer, BMecxo xoro, htoOh He-
Me^aeHHO MnaTbca HCKaTb pa5oTy h cMonb 3apa5oTaTb necKoabKo 5aK-
cob, 5y,aTo 5h y^HBaro^Hx cTpax, aro,aH MoraH 5h cnpocHTb ce5a: “A
5y,aeT HH pa5oTa HaHayHmHM peraeHHeM, hto5h npeo^oHeTb cTpax, b
Konpe kohpob?” ^ cnHTara, hto otb^t 3^ecb - “neT”. Oco5eHHo, ecaH
npoKpyTHTb Bcra ^H3Hb HeaoBeKa. Pa5oTa, Ha^e Bcero, KpaTKoBpeMennoe
peraeHHe ^oaroBpeMeHHoH npo5aeMH”.

“Ho moh oTep Bcer,aa tobopht: “VHHcb b raKoae, noayHaH xoporaHe 3HaHHH H Tor,aa cMo^erab HaHTH Ha^e^Hyra 5e3onacnyra pa5oTy”, - bh- roBopHH a HeMHoro cMy^enno.

“fla, a noHHMara, noHeMy oh oto tobopht”, - cKa^aa 5oraTHH oTep. “EoabraHHcTBo ara,aeH coBeTyrar oto, TaKaa H^ea ycTpaHBaeT Hx. Ho ^araT TaKHe peKoMeH^apHH ara,aH npeHMy^ecTBeHHo H3-3a cTpaxa”.

“Bh xoTHTe cKa3aTb, hto moh oTep tobopht oto, noToMy hto 5oht-

ca?”

“fla”, - cKa3aa 5oraTHH oTep. “EMy cTparano, hto th He cMo^erab 3apa5aTHBaTb ^enbrH h He BHHraerabca b o5^ecTBo. He hohmh Mena npeBpaTHo. Oh hm^ht Te5a h ^eaaeT Te5e ayHraero. ^ HoHHMara ero cTpax. O5pa3oBaHHe h pa5oTa Ba^HeH. Ho ohh ne Ho5e^^arar cTpax. HoHHMaerab, tot ^e cTpax, hto 3acTaBaaeT ero Ho^HHMaTbca yTpoM, hto5h 3apa5oTaTb HecKoabKo 5aKcoB, h BH3HBaeT tot ^anaTH3Me ko- TopHM oh xoHeT, ^^5h th yHHaca”.

“A hto bh HocoBeTyeTe?” - cHpocHa a. “^ xoHy HayHHTb Te5a, KaK oBaa^eTb chhoh ^ener. He 5oaTbca OToro. Ho b raKoae OToMy He yHaT. Echh th 3ToMy He nayHHrabca, to cTanerab pa5oM ^ener”.

B tom, hto roBopHH 5oraTHH oTep, 5hh cmhch. B Konpe kohpob oh ^eHcTBHTeabHo xoTea pacraHpHTb naraH B3raa^H. Hto5h mh yBH^eaH to, Hero He bh^ht mhcchc MapTHH, Hero He MoraH BH^eTb ero pa5oTHHKH

HHH MoH oTep. HpHBo^HMHe HM HpHMepH 3ByHaHH HecKoHbKo ^ecToKo,

ho a hx HHKor,aa He 3a5HBaa. B tot ^enb Moe BocHpHSTHe pacraHpHaocb, H a cMor HaHaTb BH^eTb Ty aoByraKy, hto ae^aaa Hepe^ 5oabraHHcTBoM ara,aeH.

“HoMHHTe, TaK HHH HHaHe, Bce MH pa5oTHHKH. Mh ToabKo pa5oTa- eM Ha pa3HHx ypoBHax”, - cKa^aa moh 5oraTHH oTep. “^ HpocTo xoHy, hto5h bh, pe5aTa, HMeaH raanc H35e^aTb aoByraKH. A aoByraKa to 3Ta BH3HBaeTca ^ByMa omophkmh: cTpaxoM h ^eaaHHeM. HcHoab3yHTe 3th OMopHH B cbom HoHb3y, a He HpoTHB ce5a. Bot HeMy a xoHy Bac HayHHTb. ^ He 3aHHTepecoBaH aHrab b tom, hto5h bh HpocTo 3apa5aTHBaaH KyHy ^eHer. 3thm He o^ep^Hrab Bepx na^ cTpaxoM h ^eaaHHeM. Echh bh He cHpaBHTecb cnaHaaa co cTpaxoM h ^eaaHHeM h pa35oraTeeTe, bh Bcero HHrab cTaneTe BHcoKooHaaHHBaeMHM pa5oM”.

“TaK KaK ^e HaM ne yro^HTb b aoByraKy?” - cHpocHa a.

“E.aaBHaH HpHHHHa 5e^HocTH h ^HHancoBoH 5opb5H b cTpaxe h HeBe^ecTBe; OKonoMHKa, HpaBHTeabcTBo hhh 5oraTHe ne Hrparar Be^y^eH poaH. Hra,aH HaBK3HBaraT ce5e cTpax h HeBe^ecTBo, hto h ^ep^HT hx b