Beflhwh nana, Boraxwh hana

BeflHWH nana, BoraxwH Hana

yPOK 1: Bui'U'i'ue He puGu'i'HWi' hu ^eubiu.

^ He paccKaaa^ CBoeMy 5e^HOMy oxpy, hto mhc hc naaxax. Oh 6h 3TOTO He noHaa, a a He ^eaaa CTapaTbca hto-to o5bacHaTb, b neM h caM He paa^Hpaaca e^e. TpH HeAeaH MaHK h a pa^oraHH no 3 naca Ka^^yro cy55oTy 3a 5ecnaaTHo. Pa5oTa MHe He HaAoeAaaa, c pyTHHoH cTaao cnpaBHaTbca aerHe. npony^eHHHe 5eHc5oabHHe Hrpn h oTcyTcTBHe bo3mo^hocth noKynaTb komhkch - Bce, hto a noTepaa.

Ha 3-eH He^eHe, b noH^eHb, y Mara3HHa ocTaHoBHaca na rpy^oBHKe 5oraTHH oTep. Mh caHraaaH, KaK oh 3ae3^aa Ha napKoBKy, KaK 3aTHx ^BHraTeab. EoraTHH oTep 3araea b Mara3HH, no^flopoBaaca c mhcchc MapTHH, o5h3b ee. V^HaB, KaK H^yT ^eaa b Mara3HHe, oh H3BaeK h3 Mopo3HHKH ^Be HoppHH Mopo^eHHoro, 3anaaTHH 3a hhx h no,ao3BaH Hac c MaHKoM K ce5e.

“HoH^eM, HpoH^eMca, pe5aTa”.

Mh HeperaHH ^opory, yBepnyBraHcb ot HecKoabKHx MaraHH, HaHpa- BHB0Hcb K 5oabraoMy TpaBSHoMy Hoara, r,ae HecKoabKo B3pocaHx Hrpa- HH B co^t5oh. CeB 3a oT^aaeHHHH ctohhk y kpomkh hohs, mh c MaHKoM HoayHHHH ho Mopo^eHHoMy.

“Hy, KaK ^eaa, pe5aTa?” - chpochh oh.

“HopMaabHo”, - oTBeTHa MaHK. ^ KHBHya, Ho,a^ep^aB ero. “Ey,aeM e^e HeMy-To yHHTbca?” - chpochh 5oraTHH oTep. MaHK h a HocMoTpeaH ^pyr Ha ^pyra, Ho^aaH HaeHaMH h KHBHyaH tohoboh.

KaK H36e^aTb o^Hy h3 caMux So^bmnx ^oeymeK b %h3hh.

“Hto ^, BaM pe5sTa, ayHrae HaHHHaTb ^yMaTb. Hepefl b^mh o^hh h3 caMHx 5oabraHx ^H3HeHHHx ypoKoB. Echh bh ycBoHTe ypoK, Bac ^^eT b ^h3hh cBo5o^a H 5e3oHacnocTb. Echh ne ycBoHTe ypoK. KoHHHTe, KaK mhcchc MapTHH H 5oabraHHcTBo ara,aeH, Hrpara^Hx b co^t5oh b HapKe. Ohh oHeHb ycep^Ho pa5oTarar 3a MaaeHbKHe ^eHbrH, ^ep^acb 3a hh- ara3Hra 5e3oHacnocTH, ^aBaeMon 5y,aTo 5h pa5oToM, c HeTepHeHHeM o^H^araT 3-x He^eHbHoro oTHycKa Ka^^HH ro,a h HHHByT k cKy,aHoH HencHH Hocae 45 aeT pa5oTH. Echh oto hphbo^ht Bac b Bo35y^^eHHe, a HoBHray, BaM ^aaoBaHHe ^o 25 peHToB b Hac”.

“Ho 3to ^e xoporaHe, pa5oTa^He ara,aH. Bh cMeeTecb Ha^ hhmh?” -cHpocHH a.

Ha HHpe 5oraToro oTpa HoaBHaacb yaH^Ka: “Mhcchc MapTHH MHe KaK MaTb. ^ 5h HHKor,aa He 5hh k neH TaK ^ecToK. Mo^eT 5HTb, moh caoBa ^ecToKo 3ByHaT, hotom^ hto a ^eaara Bce, hto Mory, hto5h hto-to pa3bacHHTb BaM o5ohm. ^ xoHy pacraHpHTb Baray ToHKy 3peHHa, hto5h BH cmothh hto-to yBH^eTb. Hto-to, Hero 5oabraHHcTBo ara,aeH He bh^ht HoToMy, hto hx MHpoBo33peHHe cHHraKoM y3Koe. EoabraHHcTBo ara,aeH He BH^aT aoByraKH, b kotopoh Haxo^aTca”.

MaHK H a cH^eaH HeyBepeHHHe b tom, hto HoHHMaeM ero. Oh tobo-



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Po5epx T. KHOcaKH, 0apoH


pHH ^eCTOKO, HO MH HyBCTBOBaHH, HTO OH OTHaHHHO XOHeX, HTOOH MH HTO-TO 3HaaH.

C yaw^KOH 5OraTHH OTep CKa3aa: “A hto, pa3Be 25 peHTOB b nac HHOXO? He 3acTaBHaeT hh oto ^htbch Barae cep^pe neMHOTO 5wcTpee”. ^ HOKaHaa tohoboh “neT”, xoth oh 5hh HpaB, 25 peHTOB b nac 5hhh 5OHbraHMH ^eHbraMH Mena.

“Ha^Ho, a 5y,ay HaaTHTb BaM ^oHaap b Hac”? cKa^aa 5oraTHH oTep

c ayKaBOH yXMHHKOH.

BoT TeHepb Moe cep^pe BHHpHTHyao h3 rpy,aH. MoH MO3r bohhh: “Bo3bMH! Bo3bMH!”. ^ He MOT HOBepHTb B TO, HTO cHHray, a Bce ^e a HpOMOHHaa.

“Ha^Ho, 2 ^oaaapa b Hac”. MoH MaaeHbKHH ^eBHTHaeTHHH mo3t h cep^pe HyTb He B3opBaaHcb. 3to ^e 5hh 1956 ro^, a HaaTa b 2 ^oaaapa B Hac HpeBpaTHaa 5h Mena b caMoro 5oraToro pe5eHKa b MHpe. ^ He Mor ce5e Hpe^cTaBHTb, hto mo^ho cToabKo 3apa5aTHBaTb. ^ xoTea cKa3aTb “fla”. ^ roTOB 5hh y,aapHTb ho pyKaM. Mne Hpe^cTaBaaaHcb hobhH BeaocHHe^, HOBHe 5eHc5oabHHe HepHaTKH, HOKaoneHHe mohx ^py^eH, KOTopHe yBH^eaH 5h cToabKO ^eHer b mohx pyKax. fla h ^.^hmmh co cBOHMH 5oraTeHbKHMH ^py3bKMH HHKOT,aa He cMOT 5h cHOBa Ha3BaTb MeHK 5e^HHM. Ho Bce-TaKH MOH pOT OcTaBaaca 3aKpHTHM.

Mo^eT 5HTb, MOH MO3T Heperpeaca h 3a^ya 5hk^op^ob ranyp. ^ MOHHaa, XOTK MHe B ray^HHe ^yraH cTparano xoTeaocb HoayHHTb 2 ^oa- aapa b Hac.

Mopo^eHHoe pacTaaao h cTeKaao ho MoeH pyKe. HaaoHKa h3-ho^ Mopo^eHoro 5Haa HycTa, a Ho^o mhoH 5Haa aHHKaa BaHHabHO- raoKoaa^HaH ay^a, ot KOTopoH MypaBbH 5hhh b BocTopre. EoraTHH OTep cMOTpea Ha ^Byx MaabHHraeK, ycTaBHBraHxca Ha Hero, c raHpoKO pac- KpHTHMH raa3aMH H OHycToraeHHHMH MO3raMH. Oh 3Haa, HTO hchhth- BaeT, HcKyraaeT Hac, 3Haa, hto HacTb naraero ecTecTBa pBeTca 3aKaraHHTb c^eaKy. Oh 3Haa, hto Ka^^oe HeaoBeHecKoe cy^ecTBo HMeeT caa^HHy b ^yrae, Hepe3 KOTopyra HeaoBeKa mo^ho KyHHTb. H oh 3Haa, hto Ka^^oe HeaoBeHecKoe cy^ecTBO HMeao cHay b cBoeH Ayme, yHacTOHeK b neH, r^e TaHTca My^ecTBO, KOTopoe Heab3a 5hho KyHHTb hh 3a KaKHe ^eHbrH. BoHpoc 5hh b tom, HTO BO3bMeT Bepx: “Caa^HHa hhh cHaa?” Thckhh ^yra HporaaH Hepe3 otot BOHpoc. 3tot BOHpoc HpoBepaa ^yraH Ha KpeHocTb, Kor,aa peHb raaa o pa5oTe.

“Ha^Ho, 5 ^oaaapoB b Hac”, - cKa^aa 5oraTHH oTep.

Bne3aHHO a o^yTHa ryaKyra HycTOTy BHyTpH, hto-to H3MeHHaocb. npe^ao^eHHe 5hho caHraKOM ^e^pHM h 3ByHaao neaeHO. He caHraKOM MHoro B3pocaHx B 1956 ro^y 3apa5aTHBaaH 5oaee 5 ^oaaapoB b Hac. Co5aa3H HcHe3, h BopapHaca hokoH. Me^aeHHO a HOBepHyaca naaeBO, hto5h HocMOTpeTb Ha MaHKa. Oh raa^ea na Mena b cbom OHepe^b. HacTb MoeH AyMH, r,ae HpHTaHaacb caa^HHa, 5e3MoaBcTBOBaaa. CHaa b MoeH ^yrae B3aaa Bepx, B3aaa Bepx Ta HacTb ^yMH, KOTopaa He Hpo^aBaaacb. TeHepb a HyBcTBOBaa ce5a chokoHho h yBepeHHO. ^ 3Haa, hto h MaHK