Beflhwh nana, Boraxwh hana

BeflHWH nana, BoraxwH Hana


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y6om^on, ^to aDTOMaTH^iocKH roDopa: “R no Mory co6o OToro no3DonnTD ,
HOnOBOK ^OMOHCTpHpyOT yMCTDOHHyro HOHb.

XoTa o6a or^a MHoro pa6oTaHH, a 3aM0THH, hto mo3f o,^Horo Bna- Aan B cnaHKy, KaK tohbko acho ^oxoahho ^o AeHO^HHx BonpocoB, Tor,^a KaK MO3r ^pyroro perynapHO TpoHHpoBaHca b otoh CHTya^HH. OrpaTO- rHHOCKHM pe3ynbTaTOM cTano to, hto nono^eHHe o^Horo OT^a ^HHancoBO yKpennaHocb, a ^pyroro - cTanoBHHocb cna6ee. 3to HanoMHHaeT cHTya^Hro, Kor,aa o,^hh H^eT b rHMHacTHHecKHH 3an TpeHHpoBaTbca, ^e- naa oto perynapHO, a ^pyroH, ch^s Ha AHBane cmot^ht TeneBH3op. Ho,axo,aa^ee ^H3HHecKoe ynpa^HeHHe yBenHHHBaeT raancH Ha xoporaee 3flopoBbe, a HO,axofla^ee yMcTBeHHoe ynpa^neHHe yBenHHHBaeT BaraH raancn Ha 6oraTcTBO. Henb cHH^aeT raancn h 3flopoBba, h 6oraTcTBa, h ^Ba mohx OT^a a6conraTHO HO-pa3HOMy ^yManH o HeM-TO o,aHOM, o Hanorax, HaHpHMep, o^hh OTe^ cHHTan, hto 6oraTHe ^oh^hh HnaTHTb 6oHbrae HanoroB, hto6h 3a6oTHTbca o Menee y,aaHHHBHx. A ^pyroH roBopHH: “HanorH HaKa3HBarar Tex, kto hpoh3bo^ht, h BO3Har- pa^^arar Tex, kto He hpoh3bo^ht”. O^hh OTe^ peKOMeH^OBan: “Eonbrae yHHcb, hto6h HaHTH xoporayra KOMHaHHra, Ha KOTopyra 6y,aerab pa6o- TaTb”. flpyroH OTe^ peKOMen^OBa^: “Eonbrae yHHcb, hto6h cmof HaHTH xoporayra KOMHaHHra h KyHHTb ee”. O^hh OTe^ roBopHn: “HpHHHHa, HOHeMy a He 6oraT b tom, hto y Mena ecTb bh - ^^th”. fl,pyroH roBopHn: “HpHHHHa, HO KOTOpOH 3 ^OH^eH 6HTb 6oraTHM B TOM, HTO y MeH3 ecTb bh”. O^hh HOO^pan pa3roBopH o ^eHbrax h 6H3Hece 3a o6e^eHHHM, ctohom. fl,pyroH 3aHpe^an o6cy^^aTb 3a e^OH ^eHe^nyra TeMy.

O^hh roBopHH: “Kor,aa AoH^eT ^o ^eHer - ^eHcTByra HaBepnaKa, He pHcKyH”. A ^pyroH roBopHn: “VHHcb pHcKOBaTb”. O^hh ^yMan: “Hara , ^OM - Harae caMoe KpyHHoe BHO^eHHe h nara caMHH KpyHHHH aKTHB”. A ^pyroH ^yMa^: “MoH ^om - HaccHB; a ec^H Bara ^om - Barae caMoe KpyHHoe BHO^eHHe - BH B 6e^e”. 06a OTpa HnaTHHH ho cHeTaM BOBpeMa, ho o^hh HnaTHH HO cHeTaM HepBHM, a ^pyroH HocneflHHM. O^hh OTep BepHH, hto KOMHaHHa HHH HpaBHTeHbcTBO HO3a6oT3Tca o HenoBeKe, o ero ny^^ax. Ero Bcer,aa 3a6oTHHH pocT BHHnaT, HnaHH Ha yBonbHeHHe, Me^HpHHcKaa cTpaxoBKa, OTHycK HO 6one3HH, HpocTO OTHycK h t.^. Oh BocxH^anca ^ByMa cbohmh ^a^aMH, BcTyHHBraHMH b apMHra h 3apa6oTaB0HMH HencHra h nbroTH Hocne 20 neT aKTHBHoH cny^6H. EMy HpaBHnacb H^ea Me^HpHHcKHx cTpaxoBHx hoco6hH h HpaBHHHcb HpHBHHerHH, ^aBaeMHe apMHeH yBOHbHara^HMca. EMy HpaBHnacb cHcTeMa HonyHeHHa ^OH^HOcTH B yHHBepcHTeTe Ha ^HHTeHbHHH cpOK.

H^ea Ba^HocTH pa6oTH ^h3hh, BHro,a pa6oHero MecTa BpeMenaMH Ka^a^acb 6onee Ba^HoH, HeM caMa pa6ora. Oh HacTO roBopHn: “^ MHoro pa6oTan Ha HpaBHTenbcTBO h HMera HpaBa na nbroTH”.

fl,pyroH OTep BepHH b Honnyra ^HHancoByra caMocToaTenbHocTb. Oh BHcTyHan HpoTHB MeHTaHHTeTa “nbroT”, bh^s, hto 3to aBHeHHe ho- po^^a^o cna^Hx h ^HHancoBO ^^bhchmhx nra,aeH. Oh 6hh peraHTenb-

HHM cTOpOHHHKOM ^HHaHcOBOH KOMHeTeHTHOcTH.



16 Po5epx T. KHOcaKH, 0apoH

ncHTcp

U^HH OTep 5opoaca 3a OKOHOMHro HecKoabKHx ^oaaapoB. ^pyroH npOCTO, Co3,aaBaa HHBeCTHpHH. O^HH oTep yHHH MeHH, KaK HHCaTb Bne-

HaTHaro^He pe3WMe, hto5 a CMor h^Hth xoporayro pa5oTy. flpyroH yHHH

MeHH HHCaTb CHHbHHe 5H3HeC-HHaHH, ^HHaHCOBHe HHaHH, HTo5h H MOT

CO3^aBaTb pa5oHHe MeCTa.

HaaHHHe ^Byx CHHbHHx oTpoB ^aBaao MHe ^paropeHHyra bo3mo^- HOCTb Ha5ara,aaTb 3a o^^eKroM, kotophH HpoHCTeKaa h3 pa3HHHHHx MHCaeH, oKa3HBaa BHHHHHe na Mora ^H3Hb. ^ 3aMeTHa, hto ara,aH pe- aabHo ^opMHpyraT CBora ^H3Hb Hepe3 cboh mhchh. TaK, moH 5e^HHH OTep Bcer,aa roBopHa: “^ HHKor,aa He 5y,ay 5oraTHM”, h oto HpopoHecTBO CTaao peaabHOCTbra. C ^pyroH CTopoHH, moH 5oraTHH OTep Bcer,aa OT- HOCHHca K ce5e KaK k 5oraTOMy. Oh roBopHa ^pa3H THHa: “^- 5oraTHH HeaoBeK”, roBopHa, hto 5oraTHe ara,aH HHKor,aa He CKa^yT: “^ He 5y,ay HHKor,aa 5oraTHM”. fla^e Kor,aa oh 5hh BKonep pa3opeHHHM - Hocae 5oabraoro ^HHancoBoro perpecca, oh Hpo^oa^aa OTHOCHTbca k ce5e KaK K 5oraTOMy HeaoBeKy. Oh HpHKpHBaa ce5a, roBopa: “EcTb pa3HHpa Me^^y HOHKTHaMH 5HTb 5e^HHM H 5HTb pa3OpeHHHM. Pa3OpeHHe - KBaeHHe BpeMeHHoe, a 5e^HoCTb - KBaeHHe HoCToaHHoe”.

MoH 5e^HHH OTep Bcer,aa roBopHa: “flenbrH Mena He HHTepecy- mt”! hhh “fleHbTH He HMerar 3HaHeHHa”. A moH 5oraTHH OTep Bcer,aa roBopHa: “flenbrH - oto BaacTb”. CHaa naraHx MHcaeH He Bcer,aa H3Me- paeTca h opeHHBaeTca KaK ny^HO, ho Mena, Moao,aoro Hapna CTaao OHeBH^HHM, HTO C MHCHKMH Ha^O 5HTb OCTOpO^HHM, Ha^O OCO3HaBaTb Hx, KOHTpOHHpOBaTb Ce5a. ^ 3aMeTHH, HTO MOH 5e^HHH OTep 5hH 5e^HHM

He HOTOMy, HTO 3apa5aTHBaa Maao, a HOTOMy, hto ero 5e^HoCTb 5Haa pe3yabTaTOM ero MHcaeH h ^eHcTBHH. Moao,aoH HapeHb, HMera^HH ^Byx OTpoB, a ocTpo o^y^aa, hto cae^yeT 5HTb ocTopo^HHM b BH5ope MHcaeH, 3a kotophmh cae^OBaTb. Koro ^oa^eH 5hh a cayraaTb - 5oraToro OTpa HHH 5eAHoro OTpa?

XoTK o5a OTpa C OrpOMHHM yBa^eHHeM OTHOCHHHCb K o5pa3OBa- HHra H yHeHoCTH, OHH pacxoflHHHCb Bo MHeHHH Ho BOHpocy, a HTO ^e H3yHaTb? O^HH xoTea, hto5h a yHHaca H3O Bcex chh, 3apa5oTaa yHenyra CTeHeHb, HoayHHH xoporayra pa5oTy, pa5oTaa na^HBH 3a ^eHbrH. XoTea, hto5h a, BHyHHB0HCb, CTaa Hpo^eccHOHaaoM-HOBepeHHHM, 5yx-

raaTepoM-OKCHepTOM, KOMMepcaHTOM. fl,pyroH B^oxHOBaaa Mena yHHTb- ca, KaK 5HTb 5oraTHM, HOHHMaTb, KaK pa5oTaraT ^enbTH, yHHTbca TOMy, KaK 3acTaBHTb ^eHbTH pa5oTaTb na ce5a. Oh THcaHy pa3 HOBTopaa: “^ He pa5oTara na ^eHbrH! flenbrH pa5oTaraT na Mena”. C 9 aeT a peraHa cayraaTb h yHHTbca y Moero 5oraToro OTpa TOMy, hto oh roBopHa Kaca- TeabHO ^eHer. RocTyHHB TaK, a peraHa He cayraaTb CBoero 5e^Horo OTpa, xoTK y Hero h 5hhh yHeHHe CTeHeHH.


ypoK PoSepxa ^pocxa

Po5epT OpocT - MoH hm^hmhH hoot (Konep XIX - naHaao h cepe-



BeflHWH nana, BoraxwH Hana


“Hox17


^nna XX dd.). Mho npaDflTca MHorno oro CTHxn, no nro6nMmn
^OHaa ^opora”. VpoKOM 3Toro CTHxa a noab3yrocb e^e^HeDHO.

Hexo^euaa dopoea

^De ^oporH nayTaaH d ocenneM aecy,

K HecnacTbro, Heab3a h^th cpa3y ^DyMa
H, 6y,ayHH cTpaHHHKoM a o^hhokhm , ^oaro ctosh,

CMoTpa Ha o^Hy h3 hhx, HacToabKo ^aaeKo, HacKoabKo Mor,
KaK ona neTaaeT, Hcne^aa d nepeaecKe.


Ho DH6paa a ^pyryro, Hexo^enyro hohth,

Hoaaraa, hto ona HpHDe^eT Mena k ^eaH,

flopora 6HHa hokpht^ TpaDon, KoTopaa Gnaa hohth He HpHMSTa, Ho ctohho 6h TaM ne pa3 HpoHTH,

H ho 3toh ^opore HoraaH 6h ^pyrHe.

^De ^oporH ae^aaH Hpe^o mhoh d to yTpo

Hh o,anoro cDe^ero oTHeHaTKa Hor He 6hho hh Ha o^hoh.

HepDyra ^opory a peraHH oTao^HTb Ha caeflyra^HH pa3!

Xot3 h DH^ea, Ky,aa ona De^eT,

^ coMHeDaaca, He ny^no hh MHe 6y,aeT Do3Dpa^aTbca.

^ roDopra o6 3tom co d3^oxom PoDopra cKDo3b HpoHoca^Heca DeKa ^De ^oporH pacxoflHHHcb D aecy,

^ DH^paa Ty, ho kotopoh hohth He xoahhh H D 3tom 6Haa Dca pa3HHpa

Po6epm 0pocm (1916)


Bot d HeM 6Haa pa3HHpa. MnorHe ro^H a o6pa^a^ca k 3ToMy cTHxoTDopeHHra Po6epTa OpocTa. Moh dh6op - ne cayraaTb Moero dh- coKoo6pa3oDaHHoro oTpa c ero coDeTaMH oTHocHTeabno ^eHer, c ero oTHoraeHHeM k ^enbraM - 5hh 6oae3HeHHHM peraeHHeM, ho 3to 5hho peraeHHe, naao^HDraee oTHeHaToK na Dcra mom Hocae^yra^yra ^H3Hb. KaK ToabKo a peraHa, Koro cayraaTb, Moe ^eHe^Hoe o5pa3oDaHHe h na- Haaocb. Moh 5oraTHH oTep yHHa Mena TpH^paTb aeT, T.e. HoKa MHe He HcHoaHHaocb 39, oh ocTanoDHaca aHrab Tor,aa, Kor,aa yDH^ea, hto a hoh- HocTbra oco3Ha^ to, hto oh cToabKo aeT D^a^5aHDaoT d mom TyHyra roaoDy. fleHbFH - o^Ha H3 ^opM DHacTH, chhh. Ho hto e^e 5oaee Mory^ecTDeHHoe - 3to ^HHancoDoe o5pa3oDaHHe. flenbrH HpHxo,aaT h yxo^aT, ho ecaH dh 3HaeTe, KaK pa5oTaraT ^enbrH, dh HoayHaeTe DaacTb na^ hhmh h Mo^eTe HaHHHaTb cTpoHTb 5oraTcTDo. HpHHHHa, HoHeMy caMo ho ce5e ho^hthdho^ MHraaeHHe He cpa5aTHDaeT, d tom, hto 5oabraHHcTDo ara,aeH, HpH^a d



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negxep


Po5epx T. KHOcaKH, 0apoH


fflKoay, HHKor,aa He yHHHHCb xaM noHHMaxb, He HaynaaH, khk paOOTarox
^eHbFH H TpaTHHH CBow ^H3Hb, pa5oTaH Ha ^eHbrH.

B 9 aeT, Kor,aa a CTaa no3HaBaTb 3aKoHH, no kotophm pa5oTawT ^eHbFH, BHHKaa B to, HeMy ynHa Mena 5oraTHH oTep, ero ypoKH 5hhh npocTH. A Kor,aa Bce 5hho CKa^ano h CAeaano, ocTaaHCb 6 ypoKoB, noBToparo^Hxca 5oaee 30 aeT. Moa KHHra o Tex 6 ypoKax, H3ao^eHHHx TaK ^e npocTo, KaK 5oraTHH oTep ^aa hx MHe. VpoKH oth - ne otb^th Ha Bce BonpocH, a ctoh5hkh c yKa^aTeaeM nyTH, KoTopHe noMoryT BaM h BaraHM ^eTKM CTaTb 5orane, BHe 3aBHCHMocTH ot Toro, hto npoHcxo^HT b 3tom MHpe pacTy^Hx nepeMen h HeyBepeHHocTH.