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HAHA^O


rnABA VIII


nPEO^O^EHHE HPEHHTCTBHH

EcHH aro,aH o5yHHHHCb H cxaaH ^HHancoBO rpaMOXHHMH, ohh Bce e^e Moryx HaxHKaxbca Ha nperpa^H, cxoa^He nepe^ hhmh, Ha nyxH k cxaHoBaeHHro ^HHancoBo neaaBHcHMHMH. Cy^ecxByrox 5 raaBHHx npH- HHH, noneMy ^HHancoBo rpaMoxHHe aro,aH Moryx Bce e^e He coa^aTb 5oraxyro rpa^y “aKTHB”. Penb H^eT o5 aKTHBax, npo^ypHpyro^Hx 3Ha- HHTeabHHe cyMMH ^ene^Horo noToKa, T.e. npo,aypHpyro^Hx ^BH^eHHe

^ene^HoH HaaHHHocTH. PeHb h^ct o5 aKTHBax, KoTopHe mothh 5h ^aTb aro,aaM cBo5o^y ^HTb toh ^H3Hbro, o kotopoh ohh MeHTaaH, BMecTo Toro, hto5h BKaaHBaTb ^enb 3a ^neM no 8 HacoB ToabKo Toro, hto5h naaTHTb no cHeTaM. 3th 5 raaBHHx npHHHH cHe^yro^He:

1. CTpax.

2. U.HHH3M.

3. neHb.

4. HaoxHe hphbhhkh.

5. BHcoKoMepHe.

HpHHHHa ^ 1. Cxpax noxepH acHer, KOTopwH naao npeoflo- ^eBaTb. ^ HHKor,aa ne BcTpeHaa HeaoBeKa, KoropoMy npaBHaocb 5h TepaTb ^eHbTH. 3a Bcro cbow ^H3Hb a HHKor,aa ne BcTpeHaa 5oraToro HeaoBeKa, KoTopHH 5h HHKor,aa He Tepaa ^eHer. Ho a BcTpeHaa MHo^ecTBo 5e^HHx aro,aeH, KoTopHe HHKor,aa h 10 peHToB ne TepaaH, ^eaaa HHBecTHpHH,

T.K. HHKor,aa He HHBecTHpoBaaH.

CTpax HoTepH ^ener - peaaen. Oh y^e tohho ecTb y Ka^^oro. fla^e y 5oraToro HeaoBeKa. Ho Hpo5aeMa-To ne b cTpaxe. Hpo5aeMa b tom, KaK BH yHpaBaaeTecb co cTpaxoM, KaK yHpaBaaeTecb c HoTepaMH. Hpo5aeMa B tom, hto HMeHHo To, KaK BH cHpaBHseTecb c Hey,aaHaMH, HaKaa^HBaeT oTHeHaToK Ha Bcro Baray ^H3Hb, oto oHpe^eaaeT MHoroe b ^h3hh ara,aeH, He o^HH HHrab ^eHbTH. Cy^ecTBeHHaa pa^HHpa Me^^y 5oraTHM h 5e^HHM B tom, KaK ohh cHpaBaaraTca co cTpaxoM.

CTpax - aBaeHHe HopMaabHoe. HeT HHHero neo^HHHoro b tom, hto HeaoBeK HpoaBaaeT TpycaHBocTb, Kor,aa ^eao ^oxo,aHT ^o ^eHer. Mo^ho Bce e^e cTaTb 5oraTHM. Bce mh b hcm-to - repoH, a b h^m-to - TpycH. ^ena Moero ^pyra pa5oTaeT Me^cecTpoH b hphcmhoh cKopoH homo^h. Kor,aa ona bh^ht KpoBb, to cpa3y HaHHHaeT ^eHcTBoBaTb. Kor,aa a HpH HeH 3aroBapHBara o5 HHBecTHpoBaHHH, ona y5eraeT. Kor,aa a BH^y KpoBb, a He y5erara, a Tepara co3HaHHe.

MoH 5oraTHH oTep HoHHMaa cTpaxH, KacaTeabHHe ^eHer. “HeKo-



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Topmo y^acno 6oflTDca 3moh. HoKOTopmo y^acno 6oflTDca

noTopaTb ^OHbTH. 3to - nro,^CKHe CTpaxn”, - tobophh oh. Oh coBOToBan 6opoTbca co cTpaxoM noTepH ^ener, roBopa TaK: “Echh HenaBH^Hrab phck H 6ecnoKoHcTBo - roToBbca k hhm 3a5naroBpeMeHHo”.

Bot noneMy 5aHKH peKoMen^yrar, HTo5m ^enaTb c5epe^eHHa Borano B npHBmHKy e^e b MoHo^me ro^m. Echh Bm HanHHaeTe flenaTb c5epe- ^eHHa, 5y,^yHH MoHo^mM, BaM 5y,^eT nerKo cTaTb 5oraTmM. ^ He 5y,^y o5cy^^aTb OTy H^era, ho HMeeTca ^HaHHTenbHaa pa^HHpa Me^^y Heno- BeKoM, HaHaBraHM ^enaTb c5epe^eHHa b 20 neT, h HenoBeKoM, HaHaBraHM flenaTb c5epe^eHHa b 30 neT. Pa^HHpa npocTo oraenoMHara^aa.

EoBopaT, hto o,^HHM h3 Hy,^ec cBeTa aBnaeTca cHna cno^nmx npo- peHToB. HoKynKa ocTpoBa ManxeTTen cHHTaeTca o^hoh h3 caMmx Bm- ro,^Hmx c^eHoK b hctophh 5H3Heca. Hbra-HopK 5mn KynneH 3a 24 ^oh- napa b 5e3^eHyraKax h no5paKyraKax. A ecnH 5m oth 24 ^onnapa 5mnH HHBecTHpoBanm, npH HHTepece b 8 %, e^ero^Ho, to ohh k 1995 r., ot MoMeHTa HHBecTHpoBaHHa, BmpocHH 5m B ctohmocth ^o cyMMm, 5onee HeM B 28 tphhhhohob ^onnapoB. Ho penaM Ha He^BH^HMocTb b 1995 r., Ha 3TH ^eHbTH mo^ho 5mno 5m h ManxeTreH KynHTb co BceM, hto TaM ecTb, H e^e xBaTHno 5m Ha noKynKy 3HaHHTenbHoH HacTH He^BH^HMo- cth Hoc-An^^eneca.

MoH coce^ pa5oTaeT na Be^y^yra KoMHbrarepHyra KoMnaHHra. Oh B HeH y^e 25 neT. Hpopa5oTaB e^e 5 neT, coce^ yH^OT h3 komh^hhh, HMea 4 MHHHHona ^oHHapoB HencHoHHmx c5epe^eHHH. 3th ^enbTH, Hpe- HMy^ecTBeHHo HHBecTHpoBanm b 5mcTpo pacTy^He HHBecTHpHoHHme ^oH^m oTKpmToro THHa, a 3aTeM 5y^yT KoHBepTHpoBanm coce^oM b o^HHrapHH H peHHme HpaBHTenbcTBeHHme 5yMarH. Coce^y 5y,^eT TonbKo 55 K MoMeHTy Bmxo,^a Ha HencHra, a y Hero 5y,^eT HaccHBHmH ^ene^HmH hot (HaccHBHoe ^BH^eHHe ^ene^HoH HanHHHocTH) 5onee, HeM 300000 $ B ro^. SapHHaTm hoao5hoto pa3Mepa oh HHKor,^a 5m He HMen. SnaHHT, ^eHbTH mo^ho 3apa5oTaTb, ^a^e ecnH Bm nenaBH^HTe TepaTb h pHcKoBaTb. Ho BaM Ha^o roToBHTbca 3a5naroBpeMeHHo h acno Hpe^cTaBHaTb, hto y Bac 5y,aeT c HencHoHHmMH c5epe^eHH3MH k MoMeHTy Bmxo,am b orcTaBKy. CHe^oBaHo 5m HanaTb ^HHancoBoro HnanoBHKa, KoTopoMy Bm ^oBepaeTe HacTaBHSTb Bac ^o Toro, KaK cTanH 5m BKHa^mBaTb ^enbTH bo hto-to.

A hto ^e, ecHH y Bac b 3aHace ocTanocb Mano BpeMeHH, ecnH Bm pano yH^OTe b oTcTaBKy? KaK HpH t^kom Hono^eHHH ^en yHpaBHSTb cTpaxoM HoTepH ^ener?

MoH 5eflHmH oTep HHHero He AenaH. Oh ne 3a5HBa^ ce5e ronoBy, oTKa^mBaacb o5cy^^aTb Ho^o5Hme BoHpocm.

MoH 5oraTmH oTep, c ^pyroH cToponm, peKoMen^oBa^, HTo5m a MmcHHH, KaK Texacep. “Hra5nra a Texac h TexacpeB”, - k^k-to cKa^a^ oh - “B Texace bco 3HaHHTenbHee, Kor,aa Texacpm BmHrpmBaraT, to h BmHrpmBaraT ho KpyHHoMy. A Kor,aa HpoHrpmBaraT, to flenaraT oto o^- ^eKTHo”.

“Ohh nra5aT HpoHrpmBaTb?” - chpochh a. “^ He 3to HMen BBH^y.



120 Po5epx T. KHOcaKH, 0apoH

ncHTcp

KaKOH AypaK aro5HT npoHrpHBaxb? noKa^Hxe MHe CHacxaHBoro He- y,aaHHHKa, h a noKa^y BaM ney,aaHHHKa”, CKaaaa 5oraTwH oTep. “^ roBopro o5 oTHoraeHHH TexacpeB k pHCKy, BosHarpa^^eHHra h ney,aaHe. ToBopra o tom, KaK ohh Be^yT ce5a b pasHHx ^HaneHHHx CHTyapHax. Ohh ^hb^t c bhsobom. Kor^a Aeao ^oxo,aHT ^o ^eHer, Texacpn He ynoAo^Hararca TapaKanaM, hoao5ho 5oabraHHcTBy ara,aeH BoKpyr. TapaKaHH cTparano 5oaTbca, hto KTo-HH5y,ab HaHpaBHT Ha hhx cb^t. Hra,aH HaHHHaraT xHHKaTb, Kor,aa b MarasHHe hm HeAo^aaH HeTBepTaK c^aHH”.

EoraTHH oTep Hpo^oa^aa o5bacHaTb: “Mne 5oabrae Bcero hmho- HHpyeT oTHoraeHHe TexacpeB k ^h3hh. Ohh rop^aTca, Kor,aa BHHrpHBa- MT, H ohh xBacTararca, Kor,aa HpoHrpHBaraT. TexacpH tobopkt: “Echh co^Hpaerabca bo BTopoH pa3 pa^opHTbca, c^eaaH oto KpacHBo. Hto5h HHKoMy H B roaoBy He HpHraao, hto th pa^opHaca ho BTopoMy 3axo^y. EoabraHHcTBo ara,aeH BoKpyr TaK 5oaTbca HpoHrpaTb, hto BTopoH pa3 pa^opHTbca HM He HpHxo^HTca”.

EoraTHH oTep hoctokhho HoBTopaa MHe h MaHKy, hto raaBHaa HpH- HHHa oTcyTcTBHK ^HHaHcoBoro ycHexa 3aKaraHaeTca b tom, hto 5oab- 0hhctbo ara,aeH y^ caHraKoM ^eHcTByraT HaBepnaKa. “Hra,aH hotom^ h HpoHrpHBaraT, hto caHraKoM 5oaTbca HpoHrpHBaTb”, - tobophh oh.

OpeH TapKeHToH, 5hb0hH o,ano BpeMa KaaccHHM ^^^hthhkom b HapHonaabHoH ^yT^oabnoH aHre, tobopht t^k: “no5e^^aTb - o^naHaeT He 5oaTbca HpoHrpaTb”.

B cBoeH co5cTBeHHoH ^h^h^h a 3aMeTHa, hto Ho5e^a o5hhho cae- ^yeT 3a HpoHrpHraeM. Hpe^^e HeM a, naKonep, nayHHaca e^^HTb Ha BeaocHHe^e, a Ha^aa c nero mhoto pa3. ^ HHKor,aa He BcTpeHaa HrpoKa b roab^, kotophH 5h HHKor,aa He Tepaa MSHa roab^a. ^ HHKor,aa He

BcTpeHaa ara,aeH, KoTopHe Hoara^HHH koto-to, ho HbH cep^pa ne pa35H- BaaHcb 5h HHKor,aa Hpe^^e. H a HHKor,aa He BcTpeHaa koto-to 5oraToro, kto HHKor,aa 5h He Tepaa ^eHbrH.

HpHHHHa, HoHeMy 5oabraHHcTBo ara,aeH He HMeraT ^HHancoBHx Ho5e^, 3aKaraHaeTca b tom, hto 5oab ot HoTepH ^ener hhx ^hhtck Ky,aa ^oabrae, HeM pa^ocTb ot cTaHoBaeHHa 5oraTHM. EcTb TaKaa ho- roBopKa B Texace: “Ka^^HH xoHeT HoHacTb na He5eca, ho hhkto ne xoHeT yMHpaTb”. EoabraHHcTBo ara,aeH MeHTaeT pa35oraTeTb, ho hm cTparano HoTepaTb ^eHbTH. Echh ohh He xotkt yMHpaTb, to khk HoHa^yT Ha He5eca?

EoraTHH oTep mhoto paccKa^HBaa HaM c M^Hkom o cbohx Hoe3^- Kax B Texac. “Echh bh ^eHcTBHTeabno ^eaaeTe nayHHTbca cHpaBaaTbca c phckom, c HoTepeH h c Hopa^eHHeM, oTHpaBaaHTecb b Can-AHToHHo h HoceTHTe AaaMo. AaaMo - oto BeaHKaa hctophk o My^ecTBeHHHx ara,aax, peraHBraHx cpa^aTbca c HpeBocxo^a^HMH cHaaMH HpoTHBHHKa, 3Haa, hto HeT HH MaaeHraeH Ha^e^flH na Ho5e^y. Ohh Hpe^HoHaH cMepTb c^aHe B HaeH. B 3toH hctophh ecTb MHoroe, HeMy cae^oBaao 5h HoyHHTbca, xotk BoeHHoe Hopa^eHHe HpHcyTcTByeT; ecTb h ney,aaHa, ecTb h HpoHrpHra. TaK KaK ^e TexacpH cHpaBaaraTca c ney,aaHeH? Ohh, hto5h He cTaaocb, KpHHaT: “Homhht^ AaaMo!”



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MaHK H a cnmfflann ncTopnro o6 AnaMO MHoro paa. EoraTmn oto^

paccKa3HBaa HaM ee Tor,aa, Kor,aa roToBHaca hohth Ha 6oabrayro c^eaKy H HepBHHHaa. Oh paccKa3HBaa HaM 3Ty hctophm Tor,aa, Kor,aa cAeaano 5hho Bce Bo3Mo^Hoe, H c^eaKa cocToaaacb hhh ne cocToaaacb.

Ka^^HH pa3, Kor,aa oh 5oaaca ^onycTHTb oraH^Ky hhh noTepsTb ^eHbrH, oh paccKa3HBa^ HaM 3Ty hctophm. Ona npH^aBaaa eMy chhh, T.K. HanoMHHaaa eMy, hto oh Mor Bcer,aa npeBpaTHTb ^HHancoByra no- Tepra B ^HHancoByra no5e^y. EoraTHH oTep 3Haa, hto Hey,aana HHrab AeaaHa ero cHHbnee h coo5pa3HTeabHee. Oh HHKor,aa ne ^eaaa npoHr- pHBaTb, oh npocTo 3Haa, KeM oh 5hh h KaK 5h nocTynHa b caynae He- y,aaHH. Oh 3Han, KaK Hey,aany npeBpaTHTb b no^e^y. Bor hto Aeaaao ero no^eflHTeaeM b to BpeMa, KaK ^pyrHe npoHrpHBaaH. SnaHHe, KaK h3- BaeHb BHro^y h3 ney,aaHH, ^aBaao 5oraToMy oTpy My^ecTBo npe^npH- HHMaTb raarH, Ha KoTopHe ^pyrHe 5hhh He choco5hh. Oh roBopHa: “Mne 3^opoBo HpaBSTca TexacpH. Ohh b^shh BeaHKyra ney,aaHy (AaaMo) h HpeBpaTHHH ee b ^ocToHpHMeHaTeabnocTb TypHcToB, hto hphhocht

HM MHHHHoHH .

Ho, BepoaTHo, cero^Ha Mena naH^oaee 3h^hhmh caeflyra^He caoBa 5oraToro oTpa: “TexacpH ne xoponaT cboh ney,aaHH. Ohh b^ox- HoBHaraTca hmh. Ohh 5epyT cboh ney,aaHH h HpeBpa^araT hx b hph3hbh K ^eHcTBHra. Hey,aaHa B^oxnoBaaeT TexacpeB cTanoBHTbca Ho5e^HTeaaMH. Ho 3Ta ^opMyaa He HpHHa^ae^HT HcKaraHHTeabHo TexacpaM. 3Ta ^opMyaa Bcex Ho^eAHTeaeH”.

KaK a y^e roBopHa, Ha^eHHe c BeaocHHe^a Mena 5hho HacTbra o5yHeHH3 e3^HTb Ha hcm. ^ homhm, hto Ha^eHHe aHrab e^e 5oabrae Ho5y^^aao Mena nayHHTbca e3^HTb Ha BeaocHHe^e. ^ TaK^e cKa^a^, hto HHKor,aa He BcTpeHaa HrpoKa b roab^, kotophH 5h HHKor,aa He Tepaa M3Ha. HoTepa MSHa, HpoHrpHra b TypHHpe aHrab B^oxHoBaarar HrpoKoB B roab^ coBepraencTBoBaTb cHoprHBHHe HaBHKH, 5oabrae TpeHHpoBaTbca, H3yHaTb tohkocth HrpH. HnaHe Heab3a cTaTb Hpo^eccHonaaoB BHcraero Kaacca b Hrpe b roab^. flaa Ho^e^HTeaeH HpoHrpHra - B,aoxHoBaara^HH ^ohhhf. flaa Tex, kto HpoHrpHBaeT, He H3BaeKaa Hoab3H h3 Hopa^eHHa, HpoHrpHra o3HaHaeT Hoanoe KpyraeHHe na^e^^.

^^oh fl. PoK^eaaep roBopHa: “^ Bcer,aa cTapa^ca HpeBpaTHTb Ka^- ^yra 5e^cTBeHHyra cHTyapHra b KaKyra-To Bo3Mo^nocTb”.

Ey,ayHH aMepHKanpeM c shohckhmh KopnaMH, a Mory cKa3aTb cae- ^yra^ee. MnorHe ara,aH roBopsT, hto HHpa-Xap5op 5hh aMepHKancKoH o0h5koH. ^ roBopra, hto HHpa-Xap5op 5hh shohckoH o0h5koH. B kh- Ho^HHbMe “Topa, Topa, Topa” MpaHHHH shohckhH a^MHpaa tobopht cbohm pa^yra^HMca hoahhhchhhm: “Eoracb, hto mh pa35y,aHHH chs- ^ero THraHTa”. “HoMHHTe HHpa-Xap5op” - 3th caoBa cTaaH hph3hbom K ^eHcTBHra. 3th caoBa cTa^H ao^ynroM, HpeBpaTHBraHM o^Hy h3 KpyH- HeHraHx HoTepb AMepHKH b HpHHHHy Ho5e^HTb. 3to KpyHHeHraee Hopa- ^eHHe HpH^aao AMepHKe chhh, h AMepHKa BcKope 3aaBHaa o ce5e, KaK MHpoBaa ^ep^aBa.



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Hey^aana B^oxHOBaaeT no5e^HTeaeH. M Hey^aana coKpymaeT He h3- BaeKaro^Hx noab^y h3 nopa^eHHa npoHrpHBaro^Hx. CaMwH 5oabraoH ceKpeT no5e^HTeaeH, ceKpeT, o kotopom ne 3Hara Te, kto npoHrpHBaeT, ^aKaranaeTca HMenno b tom, hto ney^aana B^oxHoBaaeT no5eAHTeaeH no5e^^aTb. no^e^HTeHH ne 5oaTbca npoHrpaTb. ^ noBTopra pHTaiy Opona TapKeHTona: “Ho5e^^aTb - o^nanaeT ne 5oaTbca npoHrpaTb”. Hra,aH, no^o^HHe OpoHy TapKeHTony, He 5oaTbca npoHrpHBaTb, noToMy hto ohh 3HaraT, kto ohh. Ohh HenaBH^aT npoHrpHBaTb, h ohh 3HaraT, hto npoHrpHra HHrab cTaneT B^oxHoBaaTb hx cTanoBHTbca ayHrae. EcTb 5oabraaa pa^HHpa Me^^y TeMH, kto nenaBH^HT npoHrpHBaTb, h t^mh, kto 5ohtch npoHrpHBaTb. EoabraHHcTBo ara,aeH TaK 5oaTbca norepH ^ener, hto TeparaT hx. Ohh pa^oparaTca b^boHh^. B ^HHancoBoM oTHoraeHHH ohh b cBoeH ^h3hh cTaparaTca ^eHcTBoBaTb HcKaraHHTeabHo HaBepnaKa H ^eaaTb MaaenbKHe raa^KH. Hra,aH oth noKynarar 5oabraHe ^oMa h 5oabraHe MaraHHH, ho He ^eaaraT 5oabraHx HHBecTHpHH. EaaBHaa npHHHHa Toro, hto 5oaee 90 % aMepHKanpeB Be^yT ^HHancoByra 5opb5y, 3aKaraHaeTca b tom, hto ^eHcTByraT ohh TaK, hto5h HHHero He noTepsTb. Ohh He ^eHcTByraT, KaK no5e^HTeaH.

Ohh B^yT K cbohm ^HHancoBHM naaHoBHKaM, hhh 5yxraaTepaM, HHH 5Hp^eBHM 5poKepaM h npHo5peTaraT c5aaaHcHpoBaHHHH nopT^oaHo. Hra,aH BKaa^HBaraT ^enbTH b ^eno^HTHHe cepTH^HKaTH, b o5aHrapHH c He^naHHTeabHHM npopeHTHHM ^oxo^oM, b peHHHe 5yMarH B HHBecTHpHoHHHx ^oH^ax oTKpHToro THna, B He5oabraoe KoaHHecTBo aKpHH. 3to 5e3onacHHH h 5aaropa3yMHHH nopT^oaHo. Ho 3to - He nopT^oaHo no5e^HTeaa. 3to nopT^oaHo Toro, kto ^eHcTByeT TaK, hto5h He npoHrpaTb.

HoHMHTe Mena npaBHabHo. Ee^onacHHH nopT^oaHo - 3to ayHrae Toro, hto HMeraT 70 % aMepHKancKoro HaceaeHHa, Toro, hto npocTo nyraeT. Ee^onacHHH nopT^oaHo - 3to 3HaHHTeabHo ayHrae, HeM noaHoe oTcyTcTBHe nopT^oaHo. 3to othhhhhH nopT^oaHo Tex, kto hm^ht 5e3onacnocTb. Ho ^eHcTBoBaTb HaBepnaKa, onHpaacb Ha c5aaaH- chpob^hhhH nopT^oaHo - 3to He tot nyTb, no KoTopoMy H^yT ycneraHHe HHBecTopH. Echh y Bac Maao ^eHer, a bh xoTHTe cTaTb 5oraTHM, bh ^oa^HH, npe^^e Bcero, b nepByra oHepe^b, 5HTb “HapeaeHHHM”, a ne “ypaBHoBeraeHHHM”. Echh bh B3raaHeTe Ha ycneranoro HeaoBeKa, to 3aMeTHTe, hto b naHaae cBoeH ^eaTeabnocTH otot HeaoBeK ne 5hh ypaBHoBeraeHHHM. YpaBHoBeraeHHHe ara,aH HHKy,aa He noH^yT. Ohh He c^BHHyTca c MecTa, hto5h hto-to ^o^HTbca, ^BHHyTbca Bnepe^, bh ^oa^HH cnaHaaa cTaTb HeypaBHoBeraeHHHMH. H Tor,aa bh yBH^HTe, KaK HaHHCTe npo,aBHraTbca Bnepe^.

ToMac O^hcoh ne 5hh ypaBHoBeraeHHHM, chokoHhhm. Oh 5hh Ha- peaeHHHM. EHaa EeHTc He 5hh ypaBHoBeraeHHHM. Oh 5hh Hapeaen- HHM, peaeycTpeMaeHHHM. floHaab^ TpaMH - HapeaeHHHH HeaoBeK.

fl,^opA^ Copoc - HapeaeHHHH HeaoBeK. naTron ne pacTarHBaa

TaHKH ho ^poHTy, HacTyHaa Ha HeMpeB. Oh HapeaHa t^hkh Ha HpopHB b



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cna6mx MOCTax homo^koh o6oponm. Opan^yam pacTanynn no fflnpnno CBOH BOHCKa Ha HHHHH Ma^HHO, H Bm 3HaoTe, hto c HHMH HpoH3oraao.

EcHH Bm ^eaaeTe CTaTb 6oraTmM, Bm ^oa^nm yMeTb ^OKycHpo- BaTbca. noao^HTe MHoro cbohx sh^ b HecKoabKO Kop3HH. He ^eaaHTe Toro, HTO fleaaraT 6e^Hme h cpe^HHH Kaacc, Kaa^a Maaoe KOHHnecTBO cBOHX 3H^ BO MHOrO KOp3HH.

Echh Bm HenaBH^HTe HpoHrpmBaTb - ^eHcTByeTe HaBepnaKa. Echh HpoHrpmra ^eaaeT Bac caa6mM - ^eHcTByHTe HaBepnaKa. 3aHHMaHTecb c6aaaHcHpoBaHHmMH HHBecTH^HSMH. Echh BaM 6oaee 25 aeT h Bm cTpa- raHTecb pHcKOBaTb, HHHero He MenaHTe. fleHcTByHTe HaBepnaKa, ho nan- HHTe ^eHcTBOBaTb HopaHbrae, 3a6aaroBpeMeHHO. HaHHHTe aKKyMyaHpo- BaTb cboH KaHHTaa Hopanbrae, t.k. oto 3aHMCT OHpe^eHeHHoe BpeMa.

Ho, ecaH Bm MeHTaeTe o cBo6o^e, o tom, KaK Bm^paTbca h3 “Kpm- cHHmx tohok”, cHpocHTe ce6a: “KaK a OTpearHpyra Ha ney,aaHy?” Echh Hey,aaHa b^oxhobht Bac na 6y,ay^yra Ho6e^y, MO^eT 6mTb, Bm ^oa^nm pHcKHyTb - HO TOHbKO MO^eT 6mTb. Echh ^e Hey,aaHa cfleaaeT Bac caa- 6mM HHH 3acTaBHT MeTaTb rpoMm h mohhhh, hhh, TOHaa ho^koH, 3bo- HHTb a^BOKaTy, HTo6m HO,aaBaTb Ha kobo-to b cy,a, kohh hto-to HpoHcxo- ^HT He HO-BaraeMy - Tor,aa ^eHcTByHTe HaBepnaKa, He pHcKyHTe. Pa6o- TaHTe HOHHmH pa6oHHH ^eHb. Hhh HOKyHaHTe o6aHra^HH h ^ennme 6y- MarH. Ho HOMHHTe, HTO B 3thx ^HHaHcoBmx HHcTpyMeHTax ecTb ^oaa pHcKa, xoTa OHH H OTHocaTca K KaTeropHH 6e3OHacnmx.

Bce HTO a roBopra, yHOMHHaa Texac h Opona TapKeHTOHa, HOTOMy HTO co6HpaTb rpa^y “aKTHB” - aerKO. 3^ecb ne ny^nm KaKHe-TO HeBe- posTHme choco6hocth. 3^ecb ne Tpe6yeTca orpoMHoe o6pa3OBaHHe. ^ocTaTOHHO MaTeMaTHKH HSToro Kaacca. Ho co6HpaHHe, cKaa^mBaHHe rpa^m “aKTHB” - Hrpa, Tpe6yra^aa cepbe3Horo OTHoraeHHa. 3Ta Hrpa Tpe6yeT TepHeHHa, pa^yMHoro OTHoraeHHa k ney,aaHe, BHyTpeHHeH cHam. Te, KTO HpoHrpmBaeT 6ecHOBopoTHO, H36eraeT HpoBaaoB, ney,aaH.

Ho Hey,aaHa e^e h HpeBpa^aeT ne c^aBraHxca HpoHrpaBraHx b ho- 6eflHTeaeH. H^rab homhht^ o6 AaaMO.

npHHHHa ^ 2. H,hhh3m h ero npeoflo^eHHe. “He6o Ha^aeT. He6o Ha^aeT”. MnorHe h3 Hac 3HaKOMm c paccKa3OM “^mHaeHOK ho hm^hh Maamra”, r,ae roBopHTca o pmHaeHKe, HocHBraeMca ho ^Bopy ^epMm, Hpe^yHpe^^aH Bcex o Ha^BHrara^eHca rH6eaH. Bce Mm 3HaeM ara,aeH, Hbe HOBe^eHHe HaHOMHHaeT Ha3Banoro repoa. Ho h Bce Mm HMeeM “H,mHaeHKa ho hm^hh Maamra” BHyTpH ce6a. ^hhhk HO^o6eH MaaeHb- KOMy pmHaeHKy. Mm Bce hochm b ^yrae MaaeHbKoro pmHaeHKa, Kor,aa cTpax H coMHeHHe Baa^eraT naraHMH MmcaaMH.

Bce Mm coMHeBaeMca. “^ - Hecoo6pa3HTeabHmH HeaoBeK”. “^ - He^ocTaTOHHO xopora”. “flpyrHe ayHrae Mena”. HaraH coMHeHHa HacTO HapaaH3yrar Hac. Mm HrpaeM b Hrpy “A hto ecaH?”. “A hto ecaH b OKOHOMHKe HpoH3OH^eT o^Baa”, cpa3y Hocae Moero HHBecTHpoBaHHa?”, HHH “A HTO ecaH y Mena Bce BmH^eT h3-ho^ KOHTpoaa, h a He cMory BO3BpaTHTb cBOH ^eHbBH?”. “A HTO ecHH Bce HOH^eT He TaK, KaK a



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aanaaHHpoBaa?". V Hac ecxb ^pyaba hhh aro^HMwe, Koxopwe HanoMHax HaM o HaraHx He^ocTaTKax, xotk mh hx o5 otom He npocHHH. Ohh nacTo roBopaT! “A noneMy th TaK y5e^^CH, hto cMo^erab oto cfleaaTb?”, hhh “Echh 3to TaKaa 5aecTa^aH H^ea, nero ^ ^pyrHe ^o Hee He AoflyMaHHcb?”, HHH “HHHero y Te5a He BHH^eT. Th caM He noHHMaerab, o hcm roBopHrab”. 3th caoBa coMHeHHa HacTo 3ByHaT TaK rpoMKo, hto th TaK h He HaHHHaeT hto-to fleaaTb. HyBcTBo y^aca npoHH3HBaeT Hac H3HyTpH. Hnor,aa mh He Mo^eM cnaTb. Mh He HMeeM chh ^BHraTbca Bnepe^. Mh BH^HpaeM 5e3onacHHH BapHaHT ^eHcTBHH, a bo^mo^hocth npoxo,aaT mhmo Hac. Mh Ha5ara,aaeM, KaK mhmo nac nponocHTca ^H3Hb, ch^k neno,aBH^Ho, He HMea chh noraeBeaHTbca. Bce mh, xotk 5h pa3, ^a npe^HBaaH b no,ao5noM coctokhhh, HeKoTopHe Ha^e ^pyrHx.

HHTep Hhhh h3 ^oH^a hm^hh Oh^chhth MareaaaH othochtck k npeAynpe^^eHHaM o na^ara^eM ne5e, KaK k “rayMy”, kotophh Bce mh caHraHM.

“0yM" HHH Bo3HHKaeT BHyTpH HaraHx roaoB, hhh ^e npHxo^HT H3BHe. HacTo “rayM” hcxo^ht ot ^py^eH, ceMbH, coTpy,^HHKoB, h3 cpe^cTB MaccoBoH HH^opMapHH. ^HHH HanoMHHaeT o naTH^ecaTHx ro^ax, o Bpe- MeHH, Kor,aa yrpo3a a^epnoH boHhh 5Haa Be^y^eH TeMoH b hoboctkx. HcTepHK no noBo,ay bo3mo^hoH a^epnoH boHhh ^oBeaa ara,aeH ^o Toro, hto ohh HaHaaH cTpoHTb yKpHTHa, THna 5oM5oy5e^H^a, 3anacaTbca HH^eH H Bo,aoH, KoTopHe xpaHHHHcb B HocTpoeHHHx yKpHTHax. Echh

5h Te ara,aH HHBecTHpoBaaH ^enbTH, BH5poraeHHHe na cTpoHTeabcTBo 5oM5oy5e^H^, b phhok, ohh 5h, BepoaTHo, cTaaH ^HHancoBo He3aBH- chmhmh cero,aHa.

Kor,aa HecKoabKo aeT Ha^a^ b noc-AH^^eaece pa3pa3HHHcb 5ec- Hopa^KH, Hpo^a^a opy^Ha ho BceH cTpane Horaaa BBepx. HeaoBeK yMH- paeT ot HeHpo^apenoro Maca b raM5yprepe b raTaTe BaraHHTToH, a AeHapTaMeHT ^ApaBooxpaneHHa b ApH3one oT^acT pacHopa^eHHe pec- TopanaM xoporao Hpo^apHBaTb Bcra roBa^HHy. OapMapeBTHHecKaa kom- HaHHK Be^eT KoMMepHecKyra TeaeHepe^aHy, paccKa3HBaa o ara,aax, 3a- 5oaeBraHx tphhhom. B ^eBpaae HaHHHaeTca peKaaMa cooTBeTcTByra^Hx HpeHapaToB, Hpo,aa^a kotophx Bo3pacTaeT BMecTe c poctom 3a5oaeBaHHH.

MnorHe ara,aH - 5e^HH, hotom^ hto, Kor,aa ^oxo,aHT ^o HHBecTHpo- BaHHK, B hx yraax 3ByHaT k^hkh MaaeHbKHx phhhkt, 5erara^Hx HoBcra,ay, bohk: “He5o Ha^aeT. He5o Ha^aeT”. 3to cpa5aTHBaeT 5e3oTKa3Ho, t.k. Ka^^HH H3 Hac hocht b ce5e MaaeHbKoro pHHacHKa. HacTo Tpe5yeTca 5oabraoe My^ecTBo Toro, hto5h He Ho3BoaHTb cayxaM h pa3roBopaM

o TH^eaH ^a yHHHHra pacTpeBo^HTb naraH coMHeHHa h cTpaxH.

B 1992 r. Hara HpHKTeab PHHap^ HpHexaa h3 EocTona k h^m b tocth, B OeHHKc. Oh 5hh Hopa^CH TeM, KaKHe oHepapHH mh HpoBopaHHBaaH c aKpHKMH H He^BH^HMocTbra. ^eHH Ha He^BH^HMocTb B OeHHKce B to BpeMK 5hHH HH3KHMH. Mh ^Ba ^Ha HoKa3HBaHH PHHap^y to, hto chh- TaaH HpeKpacHHMH bo3mo^hoctkmh Bao^eHHa cpe^cTB h yBeaH- HeHHK KaHHTaaa.



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^OHa ropo,^CKoro ^oMHKa, C ^DyMa CnanbHaMH, CoCTaDnana 42000$. no^oGHaa ko He^DHKHMoCTb ^oxo^HHa D poHO ^o 65000 $, C^eHKa PHHap^y noHpaDHHaCb. Oh c y,^oDonbCTDHeM KynHH ^om h DepnyHCa d Eoctoh.

^De He^eHH CnyCTST HaM hotdohhh areHT h coo6^hh, hto nara npH- aTenb oTKaraHca ot c^eHKH. ^ HeMe^HeHHo HepesDoHHH PHHap^y, HTo6m y3HaTb D H6M ^e^o. Bce, hto oh MHe CKaaan, oto to, hto oh HeperoDopHH c coce^oM, a coce^ 3aaDHH, hto c^eHKa Hnoxaa, a PHHap^ DmnoKHH 3a ^om chh0kom MHoro.

^ CHpocHH PHHap^a, 5mn hh ero coce^ HHDecTopoM, PHHap^ oTDe- THH oTpHpaTenbHo. Kor,aa Ke a ero CHpocHH, HoHeMy oh HocnyraaHca coce^a, PHHap^ 3aHan o5opoHHTenbHyra ho3hphm h cKa^an, hto xoTen 5m HoHCKaTb HTo-HH5y,ab e^e.

noCTeHeHHo pmnoK He^DHKHMoCTH D OeHHKce DoccTanoDHHca, H

K 1994 r. tot ManeHbKHH ^omhk mokho 5mno c^aTb d apen^y 3a 1 000 $ D Mecap, a 3hmoh 3a 2 500 $ d Mecap. B 1995 r. ^omhk ctohh 95 000 $. PHHap^ HHHero oco5eHHoro ne DmHrpan, a De^b mot 5m HaHaTb Dm5H- paTbca H3 “KpmcHHmx tohok”. Oh h cero^Ha 5e3^eHCTDyeT. A d OeHHKce ecTb e^e Hpe^ocTaToHHo He^oporHx cflenoK, Ha^o HHrab yMeTb DH^eTb ^anbrae CDoero Hoca.

OTKa3 PHHap^a He y,aHDHH Mena. 3to Ha3mDaeTca “pacKaaHHeM HoKyHaTena”, oto HyDCTDo 3a^eDaeT Dcex Hac. 3to Te coMHeHHa, KoTopme ^ocTarar Hac. ManeHbKHH pmHHenoK Ho5e^HH, h raanc HonyHHTb CDo5o^y yHy^eH.

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“Ymhhkh HHKor,aa He BHHrpHBaraT”, - roBopHa 5oraTHH OTep. “He- KOHTpOHHpyeMOe cOMHeHHe H HeKOHTpOHHpyeMHH cTpax cO3^araT yMHHKa. H,hhhkh KpHTHKyraT, a Ho5e^HTeaH anaaH^HpyraT”, - ara^Ha roBopHTb 5oraTHH orep. Oh o5bacHaa, hto KpHTHKa ocaeHaaaa HeaoBeKa b to BpeMa, KaK anaaH3 OTKpHBaa HeaoBeKy raa3a. AnaaH^ HO3Boaaa HO^e^HTeaHM BH^eTb, HTO KpHTHKH 5hHH caeHH, BH^eTb BO3MO^HOcTH, yHy^eHHHe

^pyrHMH. A Haxo^^eHHe Toro, hto yHy^eno ara,abMH, aBaaeTca khmhom K ara5oMy ycHexy.

He^BH^HMOcTb - MO^HHH HHBecTHpHOHHHH HHcTpyMeHT HM-

5oro HeaoBeKa, H^y^ero ^HHancoByra He3aBHcHMocTb hhh cBo5o,ay. 3to

yHHKaabHHH HHBecTHpHOHHHH HHcTpyMeHT. HecMOTpa Ha 3TO, Ka^^HH pa3, KaK ToabKo a 3aroBopra o He^BH^HMocTH, KaK o cpe^cTBe ^octh- ^eHHK cbo5o^h, TO HacTO caHray: “^ He xoHy peMOHTHpoBaTb TyaaeTH”. 3to to, HTO HHTep Hhhh Ha3HBaeT “rayMOM”. 3to to, hto moh 5oraTHH OTep Ha3Baa 5h phhhhhoh 5oaTOBHeH. H,hhhhhhh 5oaTyH KpHTHKyeT, Ho He aHaaH3HpyeT, oh HO3BoaaeT cbohm coMHeHHHM h cTpaxaM 3aTMeBaTb cboh pa3yM, a coMHeHHa h cTpaxH He MoryT OTKpHTb eMy raa3a Ha ^eHcTBHTeabHOcTb.

Kor,aa KTO-TO roBopHT “^ He xoHy peMOHTHpoBaTb TyaaeTH”, MHe xoHeTca cHpocHTb: “Hto 3acTaBaaeT Te5a HoaaraTb, hto a OToro xoHy?” Ho cy^ecTBy ^e HoayHaeTca, hto, 3apHKHHBraHcb Ha Hpo5aeMax c Tya- aeTaMH, ara,aH HepeKpHBaraT ce5e HyTb k cBo5o,ae. ^ Ho^pa^yMeBara cBo5o^y OT “kphchhhx tohok”. Ho^o5Hoe MHraaeHHe, Kor,aa HeaoBeK BH^HT TyaaeTH BMecTO cbo5o^h, aBaaeTca o5pa3poM MHraaeHHa, HpHBO,aa^ero ara,aeH k 5e^HocTH. Hra,aH KpHTHKyraT BMecTO Toro, hto5h anaaH3HpoBaTb. EoraTHH OTep roBopHa, hto caoBocoHeTaHHe “a He xoHy” MeraaeT ^o^HTbca ycHexa o^hhm h aaraeTca khmhom k ycHexy ^pyrHx.

TaK KaK a To^e He ^eaara peMOHTHpoBaTb TyaaeTH, a HpHcMaTpHBara T^aTeabHO Kan^H^aTypy Ha MecTO yHpaBaara^ero HMy^ecTBOM, b HbeM Be^eHHe h 5y,aeT peMOHT TyaaeTOB. Echh a naH^y tohkoboto yHpaBaara^ero HMy^ecTBOM, KOTopHH h cTaneT 3aHHMaTbca ^om^mh h KBapTHpaMH, MOH ^eHe^HHH HOTOK HOH^CT BBepx. OHeHb Ba^HO H TO, HTO TOHKOBHH yHpaBHara^HH HMy^ecTBOM HO3BOHHT MHe HOKyHaTb Ha-

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CTDOM ^acTO yanaoT o6 OTnn^nmx c^onKax panDmo, ^om aroHTm no npo

He^DH^HMOCTH, HTO ^eaaeT ero e^e 6oaee ^eHHHM 6H3Heca.

To, HTO 6oraTHH OTe^ HMea d DH^y, roDopa, hto CHODOConeTaHHe “a He xoHy” aDHaeTca koto-to KaroHOM k ycnexy, a noacnro e^e pa3. TaK KaK a TaK^e ne xoHy peMOHTHpoDaTb TyaaeTH, a npHKH^HDaa, KaK KynHTb 6oHbrae He^DH^HMocTH H 3THM ycKopHTb Hpo^ecc H36aDHeHHa OT yHacTHa D “kphchhhx roHKax”. A Te ara,aH, KOTopHe, HHHero He Hpe^HpHHHMaa, Hpo^OH^araT roDopHTb: “^ ne xoHy peMOHTHpoDaTb TyaaeTH”, HacTO OTKa3HDaraT caMHM ce6e d HcHoab3ODaHHH ototo mo^hoto HHDecTH^HOHHoro cpe^cTDa ^ocTH^eHHa cdo5o^h. TyaaeTH hhx 6oaee Da^HH, HeM co5cTDeHHaa cDo5o^a.

Ha ^OH^ODOH 5Hp^e a HacTO caHray, KaK ara,aH roDopsT: “^ He xoHy TepaTb ^enbrH”. Hy, a hto 3acTaDaaeT hx HoaaraTb, hto a ara5ara TepaTb ^eHbTH, hhh kto-to e^e ara^HT TepaTb ^enbTH? HacTO ara,aH He 3apa5aTHDaraT ^ener, HOTOMy hto 3axoTeaH He HOTepaTb ^enbTH. BMecTO Toro, hto5h aHaaH3HpoDaTb Hoao^eHHe De^eH, ara,aH, Hpene^peraa cdohmh yMcTDeHHHMH choco5hoct3mh, HHraaraT ce5a e^e ro,aHoro MO^Horo HHDecTH^HOHHoro cpe^cTDa ^ocTH^eHHa cdo5o^h - ^oh- ^ODOH 5hp^H.

B ^eKa5pe 1996 r. a Hpoe3^aa co cdohm HpHSTeaeM mhmo MecTHOH 5eH3OKoaoHKH. Oh D3raaHya Ha 5eH3OKoaoHKy, Ha ^eHH, h eMy cTaao scho, hto ^ena Ha ne^Tb cKopo HaHHeT pacTH. Oh naHOMHHaa MaaeHb- Koro ^HHaeHKa, Ha KOToporo ^oa^HO 5hho cDaaHTbca ne5o.

Kor,aa MH HpHexaaH ^omoh, oh Hpe^ocTaDHa MHe HO^TDep^^eHHa Toro, HTO ^eHH Ha He^Tb ^oa^na 5Haa Hpo,aoa^aTb h^th DDepx d hoc- ae^yra^He ro^H. Oh Hpe^ocTaDHa MHe cTaTHcTHKy, KOTopaa MHe 5Haa HeH3DecTHa, xoTa a h Daa^ea cy^ecTDeHHHM HaKeTOM aK^HH peaabHOH He^TaHOH KOMHaHHH. HMea HH^opMa^Hra HpHSTeaa, a HeMe^aeHHO Ha- Haa HcKaTb h Haraea HODyra He^Tanyra KOMHaHHra, KOTopyra He^oo^eHH- DaaH H KOTopaa dot-dot ^oa^na ^Haa HaHTH HODHe MecTopo^^eHHa He^TH. MoeMy 5poKepy HODaa KOMHaHHa OHeHb HonpaDHaacb, h a KyHHa 15 000 aK^HH HO 65 ^eHTOD 3a raTyKy.

B ^eDpaae 1997 r. Mh c TeM ^e caMHM HpHSTeaeM Hpoe3^aaH

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MaaeHbKHH ^HHaeHOK ne ^acT ara,aaM ^yMaTb h anaaH3HpoDaTb. Echh 5h 5oHbraHHcTDO ara,aeH HOHHMaaH, KaK pa5oTaeT “ctoh” HpH hh- DecTHpoDaHHH Ha ^OH^ODOH ^Hp^e, 5hho 5h 5oabrae ara,aeH HHDecTH- pyra^Hx, hto5h Ho5e^^aTb, a ne HHDecTHpyra^Hx, hto5h He HOTepaTb. “Ctoh” - 3TO HpocTO KOMHbrarepHaa KOMan^a, HpH KOTopoH DaraH ^k^hh Hpoflararca aDTOMaTHHecKH, ecaH hx ^ena HaHHHaeT Ha^aTb, OTa KOMan^a KOMHbMTepa HOMoraeT coKpaTHTb DaraH HOTepH h MaKcHMaabHO



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yBeaHHHTb onpe^eaeHHyro npHOHab. Jto othhhhhh HHCxpyMeHT xex,

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Echh ara,aH He 3anaTH Ha pa5oTe hhh c ^eTbMH, ohh HacTo 3aHHTH HpocMoTpoM TeaeHporpaMM, ph5hoH aoBaeH, HrpoH b roab^, xo^^eHH- eM ho Mara3HHaM. Xots b ray^HHe ^yraH ohh co^naraT, hto H35eraraT Hero-To Ba^Horo. Hepefl BaMH naH^oaee pacHpocTpaHeHHaa ^opMa aeHH - aeHb, HpHKpHBaeMaa Hpe3BHHaHnoH 3aHHTocTbra.

EcTb HH cpe^cTBo HpoTHB aeHH? EcTb, 3to - MaaeHbKaa ^a^HocTb.

Mhothm h3 Hac, Kor,aa mh 5hhh e^e ^eTbMH, HpHBHBaaHcb MHcab,