commodity
. It was bought and sold, and at some
point it had become the center of not just the American economy, but of the world’s. And yet
it did not really exist. It wasn’t a concrete thing like gas or gold or diamonds; it was only an idea.
A promise to pay.
When his computer’s IM chime rang, he shook his head like a boy emerging from a vivid
dream. According to the computer’s clock, it was almost 5 PM. He clicked on the balloon icon
at the bottom of the machine and read this:
Mrs. Sigsby: Hello, Luke, I run this joint, and I’d like to see you.
He considered this, then typed.
Luke: Do I have any choice?
The reply came at once:
Mrs. Sigsby: No.
“Take your smiley and stick it up your—”
There was a knock at the door. He went to it, expecting Gladys, but this time it was Hadad,
one of the guys from the elevator.
“Want to take a walk, big boy?”
Luke sighed. “Give me a second. I have to put on my sneakers.”
“No problem-o.”
Hadad led him to a door past the elevator and used a key card to unlock it. They walked the
short distance to the administration building together, waving away the bugs.
11
Mrs. Sigsby reminded Luke of his father’s oldest sibling. Like Aunt Rhoda, this woman was
skinny, with barely a hint of hips or breasts. Only there were smile lines around Aunt Rhoda’s
mouth, and always warmth in her eyes. She was a hugger. Luke thought there would be no hugs
from the woman standing beside her desk in a plum-colored suit and matching heels. There
might be smiles, but they would be the facial equivalent of three-dollar bills. In Mrs. Sigsby’s
eyes he saw careful assessment and nothing else. Nothing at all.
“Thank you, Hadad, I’ll take it from here.”
The orderly—Luke supposed that was what Hadad was—gave a respectful nod and left the
office.
“Let’s start with something obvious,” she said. “We are alone. I spend ten minutes or so
alone with every new intake soon after their arrival. Some of them, disoriented and angry, have
tried to attack me. I bear them no ill will for that. Why would I, for goodness’ sake? Our oldest
intakes are sixteen, and the average age is eleven years and six months. Children, in other words,
and children have poor impulse control at the best of times. I see such aggressive behavior as a
teachable moment . . . and I teach them. Will I need to teach you, Luke?”
“Not about that,” Luke said. He wondered if Nicky was one of those who had tried to lay
hands on this trim little woman. Maybe he would ask later.
“Good. Have a seat, please.”
Luke took the chair in front of her desk, leaning forward with his hands clasped tightly
between his knees. Mrs. Sigsby sat opposite, her gaze that of a headmistress who would brook
no nonsense. Who would treat nonsense harshly. Luke had never met a merciless adult, but he
thought he might be facing one now. It was a frightening idea, and his first impulse was to reject
it as ridiculous. He quashed it. Better to believe he had merely led a sheltered life. Better—safer
—to believe she was what he thought she was, unless and until she proved different. This was a
bad situation; that much was beyond doubt. Fooling himself might be the worst mistake he
could make.
“You have made friends, Luke. That’s good, a good start. You will meet others during your
time in Front Half. Two of them, a boy named Avery Dixon and a girl named Helen Simms,
have just arrived. They’re sleeping now, but you’ll make their acquaintance soon, Helen
perhaps before lights-out at ten. Avery may sleep through the night. He’s quite young, and is
sure to be in an emotional state when he does wake up. I hope you will take him under your
wing, as I’m sure Kalisha, Iris, and George will. Perhaps even Nick, although one never knows
exactly how Nick will react. Including Nick himself, I should think. Helping Avery acclimate to
his new situation will earn you tokens, which as you already know are the primary medium of
exchange here at the Institute. That is entirely up to you, but we will be watching.”
I know you will, Luke thought. And listening. Except in the few places where you can’t.
Assuming Maureen’s right about that.
“Your friends have given you a certain amount of information, some of it accurate, some of
it wildly inaccurate. What I tell you now is
completely
accurate, so listen carefully.” She leaned
forward, hands flat on her desk, her eyes locked on his. “Are your ears open, Luke? Because I do
not, as the saying goes, chew my cabbage twice.”
“Yes.”
“Yes what?” Snapping it at him, although her face remained as calm as ever.
“Ears open. Mind attentive.”
“Excellent. You will spend a certain amount of time in Front Half. It might be ten days; it
might be two weeks; it might be as long as a month, although very few of our conscripts stay
that long.”
“Conscripts? Are you saying I’ve been drafted?”
She gave a brisk nod. “I’m saying exactly that. There’s a war going on, and you have been
called upon to serve your country.”
“Why? Because every now and then I can move a glass or a book without touching it? That’s
stu—”
“Shut your mouth!”
Almost as shocked by this as he had been by Tony’s roundhouse slap, Luke did.
“When I talk, you listen. You don’t interrupt. Are we clear?”
Not trusting his voice, Luke only nodded.
“This is not an arms race but a
mind
race, and if we lose, the consequences would be more
than dire; they would be unimaginable. You may only be twelve, but you are a soldier in an
undeclared war. The same is true of Kalisha and the others. Do you like it? Of course not.
Draftees never do, and draftees sometimes need to be taught that there are consequences for not
following orders. I believe you’ve already had one lesson in that regard. If you’re as bright as
your records say you are, perhaps you won’t need another. If you do, however, you’ll get it.
This is not your home. This is not your school. You will not simply be given an extra
chore
or
sent to the
principal’s office
or given
detention
; you will be
punished
. Clear?”
“Yes.” Tokens for good boys and girls, face-slaps for those who were bad. Or worse. The
concept was chilling but simple.
“You will be given a number of injections. You will be given a number of tests. Your physical
and mental condition will be monitored. You will eventually graduate to what we call Back
Half, and there you will be given certain services to perform. Your stay in Back Half may last as
long as six months, although the average length of active service is only six weeks. Then your
memories will be wiped, and you will be sent home to your parents.”
“They’re alive? My parents are alive?”
She laughed, the sound surprisingly merry. “Of course they’re alive. We’re not murderers,
Luke.”
“I want to talk to them, then. Let me talk to them and I’ll do whatever you want.” The
words were out before he realized what a rash promise this was.
“No, Luke. We still don’t have a clear understanding.” She sat back. Hands once more flat
on her desk. “This is not a negotiation. You will do whatever we want, regardless. Believe me on
that, and spare yourself a lot of pain. You will have no contact with the outside world during
your time at the Institute, and that includes your parents. You will obey all orders. You will
comply with all protocols. Yet you will not, with perhaps a few exceptions, find the orders
arduous or the protocols onerous. Your time will pass quickly, and when you leave us, when
you wake up in your own bedroom one fine morning, none of this will have happened. The sad
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