Т о ш к е н т «маънавият» 2012

Дилда қодди...
Қайдан чиқци бу бало сурат, 
Балоларга мубтало сурат? 
Хотиримга тушди йигитлик, 
Кайфим олди аждаҳо сурат...
Дудоқлари ярқироқ лаъли,
Пари десам — ярашур, балли. 
Ш аҳло кўзлар — қасди жон кўзлар, 
Ёнармисан шу хилда ҳали?
Сўлди бутун иш қим боғлари, 
Й игитликнинг баҳор чоғлари.
Сен ёнасан, мен ўртанаман,
Дилда қолди ҳижрон доғлари..
Сен дилдорсан унга ноилож,
Суюк ёрсан унга ноилож...
И кки йиллик ширин умрдан — 
Қолдикми шу кунга ноилож?
Онангдан...
Бу қўшиқлар нақадар заҳар, 
Ўртанади сочилса - шаҳар. 
Улғаярсан ўғлим ва лекин 
Сир аслида бўлгил бехабар.
Й игит бўлиб, севарсан бир қиз, 
Севгинг бўлсин бўсадай кирсиз. 
Гарчи кунлар кун-бакун ёруғ,
Бир кун дема: «Севги... Оҳ, эсиз!..»
Й игит каби севаол, ўғлим,
Севган ёрнинг тили бол, ўғлим. 
Ф ақат ҳижрон тушмасин бошга, 
Бир севги-ла бўлгин чол, ўғлим.
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Ҳар номардга бўлмагин жўра,
М енинг жўрам эди бир қўра,
He яхш илик кўрдим оқибат, 
Қолганини онангдан сўра...
Фақат...
Нега, кўнглим, бўлдинг бетоқат? 
Тинчлан, дедим сенга неча қат. 
Сўнармиди ғусса оташи —
Ёзган билан менга баъзан хат?
У - ёш ликни соғинар фақат, 
Эсдаликлар жон қийнар фақат. 
Ёшликдаги муҳаббат ўчмас,
Ажал келса у тинар фақат...
Яна сурат...
Сийнанг тоза, о қ мармар каби, 
М армар эмас, ю м ш оқ пар каби. 
М армар совуқ, аммо бу сийна —
Дўзах каби, йўқ, батгар каби...
С ийнанг шундоқ... Ю рагинг-чи, тош... 
Кўзларинг-чи, беаёв-бебош.
Шаҳло эмиш ... Ш аҳло нимаси?
Оҳ, у кўзлар бир парча қуёш.
Тасвирингга нўноқман, ночор...
М енга қолди сурат ёдгор... 
Ўхшашингни тополмайман ҳеч,
Бу малоҳат фақат сенда бор.
Ҳаммасидан — кулишинг яхши,
Дил каш, мунис бўлишинг яхши... 
Кўксимга бош қўйиб суратда,
Таслим бўлиб, туришинг яхши.
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МУНДАРИЖА
Янтроқ танбур садоси....................................................................................... 3
«Қўшиқларим, сиз учун хижолатлик эм асм ан»......................................9
Йўқ б ў л м ас........................................................................................................ 10
Тутқун қ и з ......................................................................................................... 11
«Кўзингни ўйнатма, кулма, қ ар а м а » ........................................................12
Танбурим то в у ш и ...............................................................................
 
13
Чашма бў й и д а.................................................................................................. 14
Б о қ ! ...................................................................................................................... 15
К у к қ и ё................................................................................................................. 16
Ш у ъ л а.................................................................................................................. 17
Ана, боғлар........................................................................................................ 19
Эдил кулганда................................................................................................... 20
Ч ўл.........................................................................................................................22
О й н и са................................................................................................................. 23
Сув ёқалаб............................................................................................................ 25
Ф а р ғо н а ............................................................................................................... 26
Тингла \а ё т !....................................................................................................... 27
Шу қадар мағрур, шу қадар буюк..............................................................29
Нурхонни йўқпаб............................................................................................... 31
Дарё бўйлаб..........................................................................................................33
Бир гўзал....................................................................................................
35
Яхши ш аҳар........................................................................................................36
Балки...................................................................................................................... 38
Ў ғил.......................................................................................................................39
Ё з ...........................................................................................................................41
К у з.........................................................................................................................42
Ойсулув................................................................................................................ 43
«Самога термилиб боқдим кеч аси ...» ....................................................... 45
Юрт қ ў ш и ғи ...................................................................................................... 46
Сени, болалигим................................................................................................47
Лолазордан ўтганда 
 
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49
Ой ю зли............................................................................................................... 51
«Кўзларим йўли усти да»............................................................................... 53
Я л и -я л и ............................................................................................................... 54
Ш одиёна.............................................................................................................. 55
Д а м ........................................................................................................................57
Тўйга атаганим....................................................................................................58
У й ғон !.................................................................................................................. 60
Ў й л а р ................................................................................................................... 61
Қ изғалдоқ............................................................................................................63
Қ и з ........................................................................................................................65
Қ о я ........................................................................................................................67
Барака том чилари............................................................................................ 69
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Н авои й ................................................................................................................. 71
Боғимнинг чечаклари.....................................................................................73
Х о л то ш ................................................................................................................ 74
Кўл бўйларида................................................................................................... 77
С аҳарларда..........................................................................................................78
П и л л а................................................................................................................... 79
Мард йигит ёринг бўлай............................................................................... 80
Сен она..................................................................................................................81
Қора к ўзли ..........................................................................................................82
Бўсаси қ а н д ....................................................................................................... 83
Кўэларим й ўли н гд а......................................................................................... 84
Б о б о ......................................................................................................................85
Ё р ........................................................................................................................... 86
Боғ кўча............................................................................................................... 87
Қ и р ғо қ ................................................................................................................. 88
Денгиз бўй и д а................................................................................................... 90
Аму қирғоқлари ................................................................................................94
Э р к а т о й ............................................................................................................... 96
Ёрим бору ёрим б о р ....................................................................................... 97
Бердимат а м а к и ................................................................................................98
Ж а л а ......................................................................................................................99
Сой бўйи — яланг қум лоқ........................................................................ 100
Г илос................................................................................................................. 101
Қ айрағоч.......................................................................................................... 102
Л а р з а ................................................................................................................. 103
Қ алд и рғоч....................................................................................................... 104
Б у лу т................................................................................................................. 105
К иприкларим ................................................................................................. 106
Ж ў ж а................................................................................................................. 107
О нагинам ......................................................................................................... 108
Қайдадир булоқ.............................................................................................. 110
Махтумқули тўйига ўзбек к ў за с и ............................................................. 111
«Юрагимни севги чертган илк оқш ом »............................................... 113
О қс о қ о л ........................................................................................................... 114
Балиқпик б ў й и д а.......................................................................................... 116
Балиқ о в и ........................................................................................................ 117
Т ў р ғай .............................................................................................................. 118
Олтин қўнғиз................................................................................................. 120
Қ и м и э .............................................................................................................. 121
Кончи чи роғи ................................................................................................ 123
Қ арқарали к ..................................................................................................... 125
К е л ги н ............................................................................................................. 126
К у з ..................................................................................................................... 127
Қиш э д и .......................................................................................................... 129
Соч оқяиги - кўнгил о қ л и г и .................................................................. 130
П ард али к......................................................................................................... 131
Устозга атаган и м .......................................................................................... 133
Т ар сак и ............................................................................................................ 134
Б о қи ш и ............................................................................................................ 137
Б а р н о ................................................................................................................ 138
Сен баргида..................................................................................................... 139
О лхўри ............................................................................................................. 140
Дорилфунун хи ёбонида.............................................................................. 141
«Фасли баҳор, қир лолазор»...................................................................... 144
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А разлиқ............................................................................................................ 145
Н а й .................................................................................................................... 146
Ч о л л а р ............................................................................................................. 148
Чанқок.лиқ....................................................................................................... 150
Ёз ём ғири........................................................................................................ 152
Сув ва сулув.................................................................................................. 153
К ўнглим ........................................................................................................... 155
Қ алд и рғоч....................................................................................................... 156
Кўклам эл ч и с и .............................................................................................. 157
Мен кетганда................................................................................................... 159
А н ғи з................................................................................................................. 160
Ҳали ҳам........................................................................................................... 161
О в ...................................................................................................................... 162
С о й .................................................................................................................... 163
Ш удринг.......................................................................................................... 164
Қўғирмоч......................................................................................................... 165
Б улоқ................................................................................................................. 166
Ёпиғлиқ н о н .................................................................................................. 168
Ч ў п о н ............................................................................................................... 169
Ш умғия............................................................................................................ 170
Қ у ч о қ ................................................................................................................ 172
К елм агин ......................................................................................................... 174
Илҳом парисига............................................................................................ 175
О қи ш ................................................................................................................. 176
Салқин саҳар, дарё бўйи............................................................................ 177
С о з..................................................................................................................... 178
Л олазор............................................................................................................ 180
Заранг коса си н и ғи ..................................................................................... 181
Йўлинг узун.................................................................................................... 182
Пушкин уйида............................................................................................... 184
К у з..................................................................................................................... 185
Истардимки..................................................................................................... 186
Майли................................................................................................................ 188
А га р ................................................................................................................... 189
Шундоғам севаманки.................................................................................... 190
Қути т и л и ........................................................................................................ 192
Ҳатгоки.............................................................................................................. 194
Ю лдуз................................................................................................................ 195
«Жиғам йўқ-д а...»......................................................................................... 196
«Фусункор ёруғлик...»................................................................................. 196
К у л ги ч и ........................................................................................................... 197
Она ю р т........................................................................................................... 199
Дунё бир соз қўшиқдан завқ о лолсай ди ...............................................200
Самарканд ш еърларидан............................................
201
«Кўзларингдан ўргилай, қараб қўй қ и ё» ...............................................202
«Бутун олам жамоли қизлар жилмайиш ида»....................................... 203
«Сойларга тикилсам, кўэим ёшланур»................................................... 204
Қ и ш л о ғи м .........................................................................................................205
«... Ёрамазон айтар эдик баъзи к е з » ....................................................... 206
Алёр т а ғ и н ....................................................................................................... 207
К ўнглим ............................................................................................................. 210
М енлигим..........................................................................................................211
«Каъбамсан, шеърият, эзгу эҳромим»................................................... 213
О нагинам ...........................................................................................................214
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Т уш м асин......................................................................................................... 216
«Қоронғулик туш ар».....................................................................................217
Тун бўйи............................................................................................................218
И з з а л и к .............................................................................................................219
Ч ирилдоқ.......................................................................................................... 220
С еҳр.................................................................................................................... 221
Ж уж ун................................................................................................................ 223
Бетоблигимда...................................................................................................227
А ч а...................................................................................................................... 228
Т ўй .......................................................................................................................230
Ч а қ м о қ ............................................................................................................... 232
Ч и м и лди қ......................................................................................................... 233
Бир кез................................................................................................................ 234
Кўл ё қ а л а б ....................................................................................................... 235
Буқабулоқ..........................................................................................................236
Бу ўша................................................................................................................ 238
«Тун сукути чўкмиш зилол ҳавога»........................................................ 239
Қишлоқда қ и ш ................................................................................................240
«Кўкламда, ёмғир мўл ёғса, дер э д и к » .................................................242
Ўзим биламан....................................................................................................243
И злаганим ........................................................................................................ 244
Абдулҳаққа ай тган и м ....................................................................................245
Ёруғлик..............................................................................................................247
«Босириқ тушдай босиб келур саратон»................................................248
Ў с м и р л и к......................................................................................................... 249
Ш а р о б ................................................................................................................ 250
А рмон................................................................................................................. 251
«Саратонда соябонинг бўлайин»..............................................................252
Т у н ...................................................................................................................... 253
Кўк ч о й .............................................................................................................254
О вунч оқ.............................................................................................................256
Тошкентим осмонидан.................................................................................. 257
К ўкалд ош ......................................................................................................... 258
Қ айда?................................................................................................................ 259
K j i u .................................................................................................................... 260
Аёв у л о қ ............................................................................................................261
Қўқон ниҳоллари........................................................................................... 264
С ум ал ак.............................................................................................................265
Сутдек ойдин...................................................................................................266
Ҳ ан д ал ак .......................................................................................................... 267
«Ором оғушида мудрар эди тун»..............................................................268
«Розиман, розиман, ўла-ўлгунча».......................................................... 269
«Бу йўлдан \а р замон ўтганинг м аҳал».................................................270
Кисавур..............................................................................................................271
Ж и й д а ................................................................................................................ 272
Р а қ с .................................................................................................................... 273
Агар мен............................................................................................................. 274
Халқ дилининг кўзгуси............................................................................... 276
А ллом а...............................................................................................................278
Сурат (Лирик қи сса).....................................................................................280

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