kissed.
"I love you, Allie."
"I love you, too."
Noah opened her car door, and they kissed one more time. Then she slid behind the
wheel, never taking her eyes from him. She put the packet of letters and the
pocketbook
next to her on the seat and fumbled for the keys, then turned the ignition. It started
easily, and the engine began to turn over impatiently. It was almost time.
Noah pushed her door closed with both hands, and Allie rolled down the window.
She could see the muscles in his arms, the easy smile, the tanned face. She reached
out her hand and Noah took it for just a moment, moving his fingers softly against
her skin.
"Stay with me,"
Noah mouthed without sound, and this for some reason hurt more than Allie would
have expected. The tears began to fall hard now, but she couldn't speak.
Finally, reluctantly, she looked away and pulled her hand from his. She put the car
in gear and eased the pedal down just a bit. If she didn't leave now, she never
would.
Noah backed up just a bit as the car started to roll away.
He fell into an almost trancelike state as he felt the reality of the situation.
He watched the car roll slowly forward; he heard the gravel crunching under the
wheels.
Slowly the car began to turn from him, toward the road that would take her back to
town. Leaving‐‐she was leaving!‐and Noah felt dizzy at the sight.
Edging forward.., past him now...
She waved one last time without smiling before she began to accelerate, and he
waved back weakly. "Don't go!" he wanted to shout as the car moved farther away.
But he didn't say anything, and a minute later the car was gone and the only
remaining signs of her were the tracks that her car had left behind.
He stood there without moving for a long time. As quickly as she had come, she was
gone. Forever this time. Forever. He closed his eyes then and watched her leave
once more, her car moving steadily away from him, taking his heart with her.
But, like her mother, he realized sadly, she never looked back.
Letter from yesterday
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iving with tears in her eyes was difficult, but she went on anyway, hoping that
instinct would take her back to the inn. She kept the window rolled down, thinking
the fresh air might help clear her mind, but it didn't seem to help. Nothing would
help.
She was tired, and she wondered if she would have the energy she needed to talk to
Lon. And what was she going to say? She still had no idea but hoped that something
would come to her when the time came. It would have to.
By the time she reached the drawbridge that led to Front Street, she had herself
a little more under control. Not completely, but well enough, she thought, to talk
to Lon. At least she hoped so. Traffic was light, and she had time to watch strangers
going about their business as she drove through New Bern. At a gas station, a
mechanic was looking under the hood of a new automobile while a man,
presumably its owner, stood beside him. Two women were pushing baby carriages
just outside Hoffman‐Lane, chatting between themselves while they window‐
shopped. In front of Hearns Jewelers, a well‐dressed man walked briskly, carrying a
briefcase.
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