BeflHWH nana, BoraxwH Hana
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HH^oro HO c^onaoTO .
npHHHHa ^ 4. npHBWHKH. HafflH ^H3HH - OTpa^OHHO HafflHX npHBHHOK B 5OHbraOH CTOnOHH, HOM o5pa3OBaHH3. HoCMOTpOB ^HHbM
“KoHan”, c Apnonb^OM 0BappeHorrepoM b raaBHOH poHH, o^hh moh 3HaKOMHH CKa3an: “XoTen 5h a HMeTb TaKoe ^e Teno, KaK 0Bappener- rep”. HpHcyTCTBOBaBraHe pe5sTa khbhyhh b 3h^k coraacHa.
“^ ^a^e cHHraa^, hto oh o^ho BpeMa 5hh to^hm cna5aKOM”, -
^o5aBHH ^pyrOH MOH 3HaKOMHH.
“fla, a cHHraan o5 3tom To^e”, - Ao5aBHH e^e o^hh. “^ e^e chh- raan, hto y Hero ecTb npHBHHKa pa5oTaTb ^o ce^bMoro noTa hohth Ka^AHH ^eHb B cHopT3ane”.
“fla, 5bracb o5 3aKHa^, eMy 3to neo5xoAHMo”. “A-A-A” - HpoH3Hoc
caMHH 5oHbraOH PHHHK cpe^H HpHcyTcTBOBaB0HX. - “Ebracb o5 3aKHa^, HTO OH TaKHM ypo^HHca. na^HO, hto mh bco o5 Apnonb^e, ^aBaH Bpe^eM
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HO HHBKy .
BoT BaM HpHMep HpHBHHeK, KOHTpOHHpyM^HX HOBe^eHHe. ^ HO- MHra, cHpocHH KaK-TO 5oraToro OTpa o HpHBHHKax 5oraTHx. BMecTO Toro hto5h OTBeTHTb MHe HpaMO, OH 3axoTen, hto5h a Haraen OTBeT Ha cboh BOHpOc caM B HpHBO^HMOM HM ^a^ee HpHMepe.
“Kor,aa TBOH oTep oHnaHHBaeT cboh cHeTa?” - chpochh 5oraTHH
OTep.
“B HaHane Ka^^oro Mecapa”, - cKa^an a. “Oh oTKHa^HBaeT KaKHe- HH5y,ab ^eHbBH?” - cHpocHH OH. “OHeHb MaHo”, - cKa3an a.
“BoT B HOM raaBHaa HpHHHHa, HOHeMy oh 5opeTca 3a BH^HBaHHe”, - cKa3an 5oraTHH oTep. - “Oh HMeeT HHOXHe hphbhhkh. Tboh oTep Hna- THT KOMy-TO ^pyroMy cnaHana. A ce5e oh HnaTHT b HocneflHrara OHepe^b
H TO, ecHH HTO-TO OTHO^Ht”.
“Hero o5hhho He 5HBaeT”, - cKa^an a.
“Ho Be^b OH ^OH^eH OHHaHHBaTb cHeTa, He TaK HH? HhH BH XOTHTe cKa3aTb, HTO OH He ^OH^eH OHHaHHBaTb cHeTa?” “KoHeHHO, ^OH^eH”, - cKa3a^ 5oraTHH oTep.
“^ HpH^ara 5oHbraoe 3HaHeHHe “cBoeBpeMeHHoH oHnaTe cHeTOB. HpocTo a HHaHy ce5e HepBOMy. Hpe^^e, HeM 3aHnaHy ^a^e HpaBHTenb-
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cTBy .
“A HTO 5HBaeT, ecnH y nero He XBaTaeT ^ener?” - chpochh a. - “Hto BH Tor,aa AenaeTe?”
“To ^e caMoe”, - cKa^an 5oraTHH OTep. “^ HO-Hpe^neMy HnaHy ce5e HepBOMy. fla^e, ec^H y Mena Mano ^eHer. Moa rpa^a “aKTHB” Mena HeMHoro Ba^nee, HeM HpaBHTenbcTBo”.
“Ho”, - cKa3an a, - “Pa3Be HpaBHTenbcTBo ne cTapaeTca B3STb cboo? He HpecneflyeT Bac?”
“HpecneflyeT, ecnH th ne HnaTHrab”, - cKa^an 5oraTHH OTep. “Ho- cnyraaH, a h He roBopHH He HnaTHTb. ^ HHrab cKa^an, hto HnaHy ce5e HepBOMy, ^a^e, ecnH y Mena Mano ^eHer”. “Ho KaK bh 3to flenaeTe?” - cHpocHH a.
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negxe
oxe^.
Po5epx T. KHocaKH, 0apoH ^.
onpoc He B TOM, KaK. bonpoc b tom, noneMy", - CKaaaa ooraxHH
“Xoporao, noneMy?”
“MoTHBapHa”, - CKaaaa 5oraTwH oTep. “Kto, th ^yMaerab, CTaneT rpoMHe BHpa^aTb CBoe He^oBoabCTBo, ecaH ne aanaaHy hm no cneTaM a HHH MoH Kpe^HTopH?”
“BaraH Kpe^HTopH, KoneHHo, 5y,ayT BonHTb rpoMne, neM bh”, - CKaaaa a, pearHpya Ha hchhH Bonpoc. - “Bh 5h HHHero He CKaaaaH, ecHH 5h bh He aanaaTHHH 5h ce5e”.
“Th, HaBepnoe, noHHMaerab, hto nocae Toro, KaK a aanaaHy ce5e, ^aBHeHHe na Mena aanaaTHTb naaorH h aanaaTHTb no ^pyrHM o5a3a- TeabCTBaM CToab BeaHKo, hto oto BHHy^^aeT Mena HCKaTb ^pyrHe bh^h Aoxo^a. Heo5xo^HMocTb naaTHTb CTanoBHTca MoeH MoTHBapHeH. Kor,aa ^o 3Toro aoxoahho, a 5paaca 3a caMyra pa3HHHHyra pa5oTy, yHpe^^aa HoBHe KoMnaHHH, ToproBaa Ha ^oh^oboH 5Hp^e, ^eaaa Bce, ^a5H 5HTb yBepeHHHM, hto Kpe^HTopH ne npecae^yraT Mena. Heo5xo,aHMocTb naaTHTb 3acTaBaaaa Mena pa5oTaTb ycep^Hee, 3acTaBaaaa Mena ^yMaTb H, B KoneHHoM CHeTe, c^eaaaa Mena coo5pa3HTeabHee h oneprHHHee, Kor,aa peHb raaa o ^eHbrax. Echh 5h a naaTHa ce5e b nocae^Hrara oHepe^b, a 5h He o^y^aa AaBaeHHa Ha ce5a, ho a 5h pa^opHaca”.
“SnaHHT CTpax nepe^ npaBHTeabCTBoM hhh ^pyrHMH ara,abMH, ko- TopHM BH ^oa^HH ^eHbFH H eCTb To, HTo MoTHBHpyeT Bac?”
“CoBepraeHHo Bepno”, - CKa3aa 5oraTHH oTep. - “HonHMaerab, npa- BHTeabCTBeHHHe c5op^HKH ^oaroBHx o5a3aTeabCTB yMerar 3anyrHBaTb ara,aeH. Ohh Bce ^eHcTByraT o,^HHaKoBo. EoabraHHCTBo ara,aeH H^yT ne- pe^ HHMH Ha nonaTHyra. Hra,aH naaTaT othm c5op^HKaM h HHKor,aa He naaTaT ce5e. Th Be^b 3Haerab paccKa3 o 96-^yHToBoM caa5oBoabHoM HeaoBeKe, no3Boaara^eM KH^aTb ce5e b hhpo necoK?”
^ KHBHya roaoBoH. “^ hoctokhho BH^y o5baBaeHHa o5 ypoKax tk- ^caoH aTaeTHKH h 5oflH5HaflHHra b KoMHKcax”.
“TaK bot, 5oabraHHCTBo ara,aeH h Ho3BoaaeT HpaBHTeabCTBeHHHM c5op^HKaM ^oaroBHx o5a3aTeabCTB raBHpaTb HecoK hm b aHpo. ^ pe- raHH HCHoab3oBaTb CTpax Hepe^ othmh BHraH5aaaMH, hto5h CTaTb CHab- Hee. A ^pyrHe ot OToro CTpaxa CTanoBaTca caa5ee. SacTaBaaTb ce5a ^yMaTb, r,ae 3apa5oTaTb ^oHoaHHTeabHHe ^eHbrH, Hoxo^e na xo^^eHHe B CHopT3aa H pa5oTy ^o ce^bMoro HoTa c Ta^ecTSMH. HeM 5oabrae a HaKaHHBara yMCTBeHHo-^eHe^HHe MycKyaH, TeM CHabnee a CTanoBaracb. TeHepb a He 5oracb othx HpaBHTeabCTBeHHHx BHraH5aa”.
Mne HpaBHaocb to, hto roBopHa 5oraTHH oTep. “SnaHHT, ecaH a HaaHy ce5e b HepByra oHepe^b, a CTanoBaracb CHabHee b ^HHancoBoM
oTHoraeHHH, B yMCTBeHHoM oTHoraeHHH H B ^HCKaHbHoM oTHoraeHHH”.
EoraTHH orep KHBHya roaoBoH. “A ecaH a HaaHy ce5e b Hocae^Hrara oHepe^b HHH Boo5^e ne HaaHy, 3HaHHT, a CTanoBaracb caa5ee. SnaHHT, BCKKHe 5occH, MeHe^^epH, c5op^HKH ^ohfobhx o5a3aTeabCTB, c5op^HKH HaaoroB, ^oMoBaaAeabpH, c^ara^He KBapTHpH, Bce ohh KaK
BeflHWH nana, BoraxwH Hana
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6m CTHMynnpyroT Mona ^to to ^onaTD, dc^ mo^ ^nanD ^aDaT na Mona. Mh6 Hy^HM xopofflHe ^eHe^Hme hphdmhkh, hto6m H36aDHTbca ot hx AaDHeHHa”.
EoraTMH OTe^ KHDHyn tohodoh.
npHHHHa ^ 5. BwcoKOMepne. BMCOKOMepHe - 3to 3ro hhwc HeDe^ecTDO.
“TeM, HTO a 3Haro, a 3apa6aTMDaro ^eHbrH. H3-3a Toro, hto a He 3Haro HTO-TO, a Teparo ^eHbrH. Ka^^MH pa3, HpoaDnaa DMCOKOMepHe, a Teparo cdoh ^enbrH. Kor,aa a DMCOKOMepen, a HCKpenne Depro, hto to, hto a He 3Haro, ne oco6eHHO Da^Ho”, - HacTO roDopHH MHe 6oraTMH OTep.
^ oGnapy^HH, hto MHorHe nro,aH HOHb3yrorca DMCOKOMepHeM Toro, hto6m CTapaTbca CKpMDaTb CDoe neDe^ecTDO. TaKoe HacTO cnyHaeTca, Kor,aa a o6cy^^aro ^HHancoDMe HroancM c 5yxranTepoM hhh ^a^e HHDecTopaMH.
Ohh CTaparoTca c HenoH y pTa ^OKa3MDaTb CDoro HpaDOTy , ^HCKyTHpya. Mne Dcer,aa CTanoDHTca acHO, hto nro,aH He HOHHMaror o HeM roDopsT. Ohh He nryT, ho ohh h HpaD^M He roDopsT.
MHorHe nro,aH d MHpe ^eHer, ^HHancoD h HHDecTHpHH a5conroTHO He pa3yMeroT, o HeM roDopsT. EonbraHHCTDO nra,aeH d ^ene^HOH HH^yc- TpHH HHrab TOHKaraT HapTHH TODapa, KaK TOprODpM HO^ep^aHHMMH MaraHHaMH.
Kor,aa TM HOHHMaerab, hto HeDe^ecTDeneH d Hpe^MeTe, naH^H CHe- PHaHHCTa HO ^aHHOMy Hpe^MeTy, KOTOpMH DOCHOHHHT Hpo5eHM D TDOeM o5pa3ODaHHH, HHH ^e HaH^H KHHry HO HHTepecyra^eMy Te5a Hpe^MeTy.
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