treated him well.
"So what have you been up to? Why are you here ?"
His questions brought her back to the present, making her realize what could
happen if she wasn't careful. Don't let this get out of hand, she told herself; the
longer it goes on, the harder it's going to be. And she didn't want it to get any
harder.
But God, those eyes. Those soft, dark eyes. She turned away and took a deep
breath, wondering how to say it, and when she finally started, her voice was quiet.
"Noah, before you get the wrong idea, I did want to see you again, but there's more
to it than iust that." She paused for a second. "I came here for a reason. There's
something I have to tell you."
"What is it?"
She looked away and didn't answer for a moment, surprised that she couldn't tell
him just yet.
In the silence, Noah felt a sinking feeling in his stomach. Whatever it was, was bad.
"I don't know how to say it. I thought I did at first, but now I'm not so sure …."
The air was suddenly rattled by the sharp cry of a raccoon, and Clem came out from
under the porch, barking gruffly. Both of them turned at the commotion, and Allie
was glad for the distraction.
"Is he yours?" she asked. Noah nodded, feeling the tightness in his stomach.
"Actually it's a she. Clementine's her name. But yeah, she's all mine." They both
watched as Clem shook her head, stretched, then wandered toward the sounds.
Allie's eyes widened just a bit when she saw her limp away.
"What happened to her leg?" she asked, stalling for time.
"Hit by a car a few months back. Doc Harrison, the vet, called me to see if I wanted
her because her owner didn't anymore. After I saw what had happened, I guess I
just couldn't let her be put down."
"You were always nice like that," she said, trying to relax. She paused, then looked
past him toward the house. "You did a Wonderful job restoring it. It looks perfect,
just like 1 knew it would someday."
He turned his head in the same direction as hers while he wondered about the small
talk and what she was holding back.
"Thanks, that's nice of you. It was quite a pro‐iect, though. I don't know if I would
do it again."
"Of course you would," she said. She knew exactly how he felt about this place. But
then, she knew how he felt about everything‐‐or at least she had a long time ago.
And with that thought, she realized how much had changed since then. They were
strangers now; she could tell by looking at him. Could tell that fourteen years apart
was a long time. Too long.
"What is it, Allie?" He turned to her, compelling her to look, but she continued
to stare at the house.
"I'm being rather silly, aren't I?" she asked, trying to smile.
"What do you mean?"
"This whole thing. Showing up out of the blue, not knowing what I want to say. You
must think I'm crazy."
"You're not crazy," he said gently. He reached for her hand, and she let him hold
it as they stood next to one another. He went on:
"Even though I don't know why, I can see this
is hard for you. Why don't we go for a walk?" "Like we used to?"
"Why not? I think we both could use one."
She hesitated and looked to his front door.
"Do you need to tell anyone?"
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