46 GEORGE LEBAY AGAIN
That fateful night the car was stalled
Upon the railroad track,
I pulled you out and you were safe
But you went running back…
— Mark Dinning
On Friday the fifth of January I got a postcard from Richard McCandless,
secretary of the Libertyville American Legion Post. Written on the back in
smudgy pencil was George LeBay's home address in Paradise Falls, Ohio. I
carried the card around in my hip pocket most of the day, taking it out
occasionally and looking at it. I didn't want to call him; I didn't want to talk
to him about his crazy brother Roland again; I didn't want this crazy business
to go any further at all.
That evening my father and mother went out to the Monroeville Mall with
Ellie, who wanted to spend some of her Christmas money on a new pair of
downhill skis. Half an hour after they were gone, I picked up the telephone
and propped McCandless's postcard up in front of me. A call to Ohio
directory assistance placed Paradise Falls in area code 513—western Ohio.
After a pause for thought I called directory assistance again and got LeBay's
number. I jotted it on the card, paused for thought again—a long pause, this
time—and then picked up the phone a third time. I dialed half of LeBay's
number and then hung up.
Fuck it
, I thought, full of a nervous resentment I
could not recall ever feeling before.
Enough is enough, so fuck it, I'm not
calling him. I'm done with it, I wash my hands of the whole crappy mess.
Let him go to hell in his own handcar. Fuck it.
"Fuck it," I whispered, and got out of there before my conscience could begin
to bore into me again. I went upstairs, took a sponge bath, and then turned in.
I was soundly asleep before Ellie and my folks came back in, and I slept long
and well that night. A good thing, because it was a long time before I slept
that well again. A very long time.
While I slept, someone—
something
—killed Rudolph Junkins of the
Pennsylvania State Police. It was in the paper when I got up next morning.
DARNELL INVESTIGATOR MURDERED NEAR BLAIRSVILLE, the
headline shouted.
My father was upstairs taking a shower; Ellie and two of her friends out on
the porch, giggling and cawing over a game of Monopoly; my mother
working on one of her stories in the sewing room. I was at the table by
myself, stunned and scared. It occurred to me that Leigh and her family were
going to be back from California tomorrow, school would start again the day
after, and unless Arnie (or LeBay) changed his mind, she would be actively
pursued.
I slowly pushed away the eggs I had scrambled for myself. I no longer
wanted them. Last night it had seemed possible to push away the whole
ominous and inexplicable business of Christine as easily as I'd just pushed
away my breakfast. Now I wondered how I could have been so naive.
Junkins was the man Arnie had mentioned New Year's Eve. I couldn't even
kid myself that it hadn't been. The paper said he had been the man in charge
of Pennsylvania's part of the Will Darnell investigation, and it hinted that
some shadowy crime organization had been behind the murder. The Southern
Mob, Arnie would have said. Or the crazy Colombians.
I thought differently.
Junkins's car had been driven off a lonely country road and battered to so
much senseless wreckage
(That goddam Junkins is still after me full steam ahead; he better watch out or
somebody might just junk him… Just stay on my side, Dennis. You know
what happens to shitters who don't)
with Junkins still inside it.
When Repperton and his friends were killed, Arnie had been in Philly with
the chess club. When Darnell was killed, be was in Ligonier with his
parents, visiting relatives. Cast-iron alibis. I thought he would have another
for Junkins. Seven—seven deaths now, and they formed a deadly ring around
Arnie Cunningham and Christine. The police could surely see that; not even a
blind man could miss such an explicit chain of motivation. But the paper
didn't say that anyone was "aiding the police in their enquiries", as the
British so delicately put it.
Of course, the police are not in the habit of just handing everything they know
over to the newspapers. I knew that, but every instinct I had told me that the
state cops weren't seriously investigating Arnie in connection with this latest
murder by automobile.
He was in the clear.
What had Junkins seen behind him on that country road outside of
Blairsville? A red and white car, I thought. Maybe empty, maybe driven by a
corpse.
A goose ran squawking over my grave and my arms broke in cold bumps.
Seven people dead.
It had to end. If for no other reason than because maybe killing gets to be a
habit. If Michael and Regina wouldn't go along with Arnie's crazy California
plans, either of them or both of them might be next. Suppose he walked up to
Leigh in study hall period three next Tuesday and asked her to marry him and
Leigh simply said no? What might she see idling at the curb when she got
home that afternoon?
Jesus Christ, I was scared.
My mother poked her head in. "Dennis, you're not eating."
I looked up. "I got reading the paper. Guess I'm not that hungry, Mom."
"You have to eat right or you're not going to get well. Want me to make you
oatmeal?"
My stomach churned at the thought, but I smiled as I shook my head. "No—
but I'll eat a big lunch."
"Promise?"
"Promise."
"Denny, do you feel okay? You've looked so tired and peaked lately."
"I'm fine, Mom." I widened my smile to show her how fine I was, and then I
thought of her getting out of her blue Reliant-K at the Monroeville Mall, and
two rows back was a white-over-red car, idling. In my mind's eye I saw her
walk in front of it, purse over her arm, saw Christine's transmission lever
suddenly drop into DRIVE—
"Are you sure? It's not your leg bothering you, is it?"
"No."
"Have you taken your vitamins?"
"Yes."
"And your rosehips?"
I burst out laughing. She looked irritated for a moment, then smiled. "Ye're a
sassbox, Dennis Guilder," she said in her best Irish accent (which is pretty
good, since her mom came from the auld sod), "and there's no kivver to ye."
She went back to the sewing room, and in a moment the irregular bursts of
her typewriter began again.
I picked up the newspaper and looked at the photo of Junkins's twisted auto.
DEATH CAR, the caption beneath read.
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