All praise is due only to Allaah. We laud Him and beseech His

The 
Wasiyyat
 of a pious woman to her husband 
Muslim women should also ask for forgiveness from their 
husbands, for having displeased them at any time, or for hurting 
his feelings, or for not having fulfilled his rights, etc. 
In this regard Nabi (sallallahu alayhi wasallam) said, 
“That 
woman who dies in the state that her husband is pleased with 
her, will enter Jannat.” 
[Tirmidhi, page 325, vol. 4] 
A woman should ask her husband for forgiveness for her past 
mistakes and she should make an attempt at pleasing her 
husband in the future. Yes, she will not obey him in matters 
which are contrary to the teachings of Islaam. She will also not 
obey him if he prevents her from carrying out something which 
the Shariah orders her to do. In this regard, she should study 
Bahishti Zewar
and learn what is expected from a Muslim 
woman. 
Women should use the under-mentioned points and change 
them to suit her particular situation, when making out a 
Wasiyyat
to her husband: 
1. 
Alhamdulillah, I am not in the habit of putting nail 
polish, and even if I ever did use it then I would always remove 
it thoroughly before making wudhu or ghusal. If my death has 
to come in this state (that I have nail polish) then please first 

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Listen! You should never make the dua that your husband 
return to you from the battlefield safe and sound. This is a dua 
for your personal benefit and Allaah Ta`ala does not like such 
duas. You should, however make this dua that He accept the 
Jihaad of your husband. Let him return with victory or let him 
place his lips on the goblet of martyrdom. 
My darling! How beloved will that moment be, when in the 
Path of Allaah Ta`ala, this head, which you used to describe as 
handsome, be separated from this body…the greatest desire of 
Anwar is that he become a martyr, so that he may be 
resurrected with Hadhrat Khaalid bin Waleed (radhiallahu 
anhu). This world is temporary and death is certain. Why then 
must we fear death? 
When death is near, then why should a man die whilst lying in 
his bed? The death by martyrdom is not a death, rather it is 
life, everlasting life. 
My beloved! Listen to my bequest. If I attain shahaadat, then 
you should marry your brother-in-law (my younger brother), 
Noori Paasha. After you, Noori is the most beloved to me. 
My second Wasiyyat to you is that as many children as you 
have, narrate to them the story of my life, and send all of them 
into the battlefield of Jihaad. If you do not do this, then 
remember that in Jannat, I will ignore you. 
My third Wasiyyat is that you should always keep good 
relations with Mustafa Kamaal Paasha. Assist him wherever 
you can, because at this time, Allaah Ta`ala has placed the 
freedom of our land at his hands. 
I will now take leave, my dearest. I do not know why my heart 
is telling me that after this letter I will not write to you again. 
What surprise will it be that tomorrow I am martyred? You 
should adopt patience. Instead of grieving over my death, you 
should rejoice, because of my coming to use in Allaah Ta`ala’s 
Path you should take pride. 
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Beloved! I take leave now. I am embracing you in the realm of 
thought. Insha-Allaah Ta`ala we will unite in Jannat, 
whereafter there will be no separation.
Your Beloved Anwar
It should be remembered here that at the time of this letter 
having being written, Mustafa Kamaal Paahsa was just a 
normal Muslim Mujaahid. He had not yet at that stage taken the 
anti-Islaam stance which he later took on.