11
Mrs. Sigsby reminded Luke of his father’s oldest sibling. Like Aunt Rhoda, this woman was
skinny, with barely a hint of hips or breasts. Only there were smile lines around Aunt Rhoda’s
mouth, and always warmth in her eyes. She was a hugger. Luke thought there would be no hugs
from the woman standing beside her desk in a plum-colored suit and matching heels. There
might be smiles, but they would be the facial equivalent of three-dollar bills. In Mrs. Sigsby’s
eyes he saw careful assessment and nothing else. Nothing at all.
“Thank you, Hadad, I’ll take it from here.”
The orderly—Luke supposed that was what Hadad was—gave a respectful nod and left the
office.
“Let’s
start with something obvious,” she said. “We are alone.
I spend ten minutes or so
alone with every new intake soon after their arrival. Some of them, disoriented and angry, have
tried to attack me. I bear them no ill will for that. Why would I, for goodness’ sake? Our oldest
intakes are sixteen, and the average age is eleven years and six months. Children, in other words,
and children have poor impulse control at the best of times. I see such aggressive behavior as a
teachable moment . . . and I teach them. Will I need to teach you, Luke?”
“Not about that,” Luke said. He wondered if Nicky was one of those who had tried to lay
hands on this trim little woman. Maybe he would ask later.
“Good. Have a seat, please.”
Luke took
the chair in front of her desk, leaning forward with
his hands clasped tightly
between his knees. Mrs. Sigsby sat opposite, her gaze that of a headmistress who would brook
no nonsense. Who would treat nonsense harshly. Luke had never met a merciless adult, but he
thought he might be facing one now. It was a frightening idea, and his first impulse was to reject
it as ridiculous. He quashed it. Better to believe he had merely led a sheltered life. Better—safer
—to believe she was what he thought she was, unless and until she proved different. This was a
bad situation; that much was beyond doubt. Fooling himself might be the worst mistake he
could make.
“You have made friends, Luke. That’s good, a good start. You will meet others during your
time in Front Half. Two of them, a boy named Avery Dixon and a girl named Helen Simms,
have just arrived. They’re
sleeping now, but you’ll
make their acquaintance soon, Helen
perhaps before lights-out at ten. Avery may sleep through the night. He’s quite young, and is
sure to be in an emotional state when he does wake up. I hope you will take him under your
wing, as I’m sure Kalisha, Iris, and George will. Perhaps even Nick, although one never knows
“You will be given a number of injections. You will be given a number of tests. Your physical
and mental condition will be monitored. You will eventually graduate
to what we call Back
Half, and there you will be given certain services to perform. Your stay in Back Half may last as
long as six months, although the average length of active service is only six weeks. Then your
memories will be wiped, and you will be sent home to your parents.”
“They’re alive? My parents are alive?”
She laughed, the sound surprisingly merry. “Of course they’re alive. We’re not murderers,
Luke.”
“I want to talk to them, then. Let me talk to them and I’ll do whatever you want.” The
words were out before he realized what a rash promise this was.
“No, Luke. We still don’t have a clear understanding.” She sat back. Hands once more flat
on her desk. “This is not a negotiation. You will do whatever we want, regardless. Believe me on
that, and spare yourself a lot of pain. You will have no contact with the outside world during
your time at the Institute, and that includes your parents. You will obey all orders. You will
comply with all protocols. Yet you will not,
with perhaps a few exceptions,
find the orders
arduous or the protocols onerous. Your time will pass quickly, and when you leave us, when
you wake up in your own bedroom one fine morning, none of this will have happened. The sad
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