Strictly for open minded only : Every story has its protagonist a damsel in distress

Until we dead it, Forget it,

Let it all disappear.

 

Waiting for the end to come

Wishing I had strength to stand

This is not what I had planned

It's out of my control....

 

Flying at the speed of light

Thoughts were spinning in my head

So many things were left unsaid

It's hard to let you go...

 

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,

I know how it feels to lie,

All I wanna do 

Is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what I haven't got

 

Sitting in an empty room

Trying to forget the past

This was never meant to last,

I wish it wasn't so...

 

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,

I know how it feels to lie,

All I wanna do 

 

Is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what I haven't got

 

What was left when that fire was gone?

I thought it felt right but that right was wrong

All caught up in the eye of the storm

And trying to figure out what it's like moving on

And i don't even know what kind of things I've said

My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead

So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?

The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!

 

All I wanna do 

Is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what i haven't got...

 

This is not the end

This is not the beginning,

Just a voice like a riot 

Rocking every revision

But you listen to the tone

And the violet rhythm

Though the words sound steady

Something empty's within 'em

(Holding on to what i haven't got)

 

We say Yeah!

With fists flying up in the air

Like we're holding onto something

That's invisible there,

'Cause we're living at the mercy of

The pain and the fear

Until we dead it, Forget it,

Let it all disappear

(Holding on to what i haven't got!) '

*strum*


ang ganda ng boses ni best O.O

 

'' anung muka naman yan best. wag mo sabihin na-inlove ka na sakin? hahahaha '' siya

 

hinampas ko nga

 

'' ang assuming mo best! hindi ah. anyways. besssst! ang ganda talaga ng boses mo!! ^__^ '' ako

 

'' tssk. matagal ko nang alam yun best. '' best

 

kyaaaah! siiiiis! his damn good.

oh my gosh! naging kayo sis?

yea. i think 1 hour sis!

nakakaingget ka sis! kami 25 minutes lang ata!

waaaaaaaaaaa ang gwapo ni prince!

honey! anu ba yun?

yung 4th year na babaero. tsk wag ka lalapit dun honey

beeeeeest preeen! hinalikan niya ko!!! oh my gosh!

maka bulungan >.< 

ang bbulgar. tsk. sino ba yun

 

'' kilala mo best? '' tanong sakin ni viniel

 

'' hindi. -__- kanina pa ko andito diba '' sabi ko

 

well totoo yun. kanina pa ko dito. 11:30 na po. buong umaga ko nandito.

cutting nga ko ng morning classes eh. ^__^V

 

'' ay oo nga pala. anyways best. 11:30 na oh. better go or youll be in big trouble'' best na umi-english

 

'' oo na! see you next time best! '' ako

 

'' sige. bye. '' siya

 

umalis na ko

 

at pumunta na sa highschool building

lalo lumaganap ang mga bulong bulungan.

ghad. sino ba yung cassanova prince na yun ?

im damn curious

 

''he's a good kisser!''

 

sino ba?  >.< nakaka curious kayo ha!

 

''i want him! kaso hindi daw ako pasado sa standards!''

 

may ganun? choosy hah.

 

ang gwapo! he suits the name cassanova prince!

 

oh? cassanova prince? -__- 

 

he's damn hot!

 

pa ulet ulet? pare parehas?

 

grabe! i would die just to kiss him! 

 

O.A lang teh?

 

 

*bumps*

 

'' ouch. '' ako >.<

 

'' oh my gosh! nabunggo niya si prince''

'' kyaaaa! siya na! swerte niya!''

'' bagay naman talga sila eh! sinayang lang niya''

'' eww. that slut!''

'' whore!''

'' ang bitchy nga talaga! she did that on purpose''

'' gusto ata mahalikan si cassanova prince!  ''

 cassanova prince?  

 

tumingala ako.

 

  O______________________________O SIYA?!  

 

End of Michelle's POV 

Chapter 54 : I Change Him

Michelle's POV 


napatulala nalang ako.

 

kahit napatulala ako. ni-ngitian niya lang ako then walk away.

 

papanong siya?

 

kasalanan ko... ako ang dahilan...

 

'' mich? '' mickael

 

napalingon ako sa kanya.

 

'' mickael! '' at niyakap ko siya. i felt like crying.

 

ewan ko ba. basta parang tinutusok puso ko.

 

this all hapend because of my foolishness.

 


natatakot lang ako tanggapin sa sarili ko na...

 

kaya ko nagawa to.

 

im sorry! im sorry! im s-orry.. *sob

 

'' this is *sob* all *sob* my fault '' i said between my sobs

 

mickael just patted my back 

 

waaaaaaaaaaaaa :'(

 

i hope you'de be good to me

 

cause i've been so good to you

that line.. that line in that damn song!

 

im sorry!

 

...

 

 

 

lumipas ang oras. nahimasmasan naman ako kaya medyo ok na ko.

 

'' ang sarap nya talaga humalik! '' 

'' oo nga eh! im so inlove with him na! ''

'' pssh, etchusera kayo! flavor of the day lang kayo niyan''

'' kala ko tatagal kami! manloloko siya!''

'' hindi ka pa nasanay, cassanova prince nga eh! ''


hearing girls murmuring those thing about him makes me want to kill them

 

pero hindi ko nalang pinancin. baka makulong pa ko.

 

but.. how dare them to judge him by that. hindi nga nila alam ang full story eh!

 

masakit... mas lalo.. alam ko na talaga na.. 

 

ughh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

 

im such a dumb*ss! 

 

ang t*nga t*nga ko!

 

'' hey! tulala ka ata? '' yurika

 

hindi na ko msyado nakakasama sa kanila

 

'' hindi naman. '' i said and i force a smile on my face

 

'' waaa >3< na miss kitaaa! michelleee!! '' yui at niyakap niya ko

 

ewan ko ba. pero biglang tumulo yung luha ko

 

'' waaa! micheeellee bat ka naiyak? waaa! sorry sorry! '' yui

 

napaluhod nalang ako at umiyak

 

halata sa kanila ang pagkataranta.

 

pero in the end niyakap lang nila ako

 

'' ang t*nga t*nga ko! ang sama sama ko *sob* '' i said 

 

'' wag ka magsalita ng ganyan. hindi totoo yan.'' erich

 

''*sob* dahil sakin nagkaganun siya. '' sabi ko

 

'' hindi totoo yun! ginusto nya yun'' sabi ni yurika

 

ewan ko. nakaramdam ako ng galit sa sinabi niya

 

'' hindi nya ginusto yun! '' i shouted.

 

napatakip ako sa bibig ko.

 

'' i-im sorry yurika... '' yumuko ako. '' a-ako.. ako ang may kasalanan. hindi niya ugali yung pinapakita niya ngayon. im really really sorry! '' sabi ko then i bursed into tears.

 

ang sakit.. na ako ang dahilan kung bakit siya nagkaganun.

 

naalala ko. nung nabunggo ko siya.

 

i saw no emotions in his eyes.

 

coldness. hatred... sadness? maybe..

 

basta! all negative emotions. all negative.

 

ang sama ko.

 

i let him feel those emotions.

 

sana.. sakin nalang.

 

ang sama ko..

 

 

''aaahhk! '' voice

 

napalingon ako dun. 

 

may nadapa lang na babae.

 

(author : agaw eksena -.- ) 

napatingin naman ako sa gilid.

 

i saw him.. kissing some damn slut.

 

bat ba ang talande ng mga babae dito!

 

'' zairen.. '' i said out of nowhere

 

End of Michelle's POV 

Author’s Note : thank you for reading this story. If there are some wrong spellings/typographical errors im really sorry. Its hard for me to read those all over and over again. So please just bare with it. 

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