She took the evening in. Moon higher now, wind in the trees, temperature
dropping.
She looked at Noah next. The scar on his face was visible from the side. She
wondered if it had happened during the war, then wondered if he'd ever been
wounded at all. He hadn't mentioned it and she hadn't asked, mostly because she
didn't want to imagine him being hurt.
"I should go," she finally said, handing the quilt back to him.
Noah nodded, then stood without a word. He carried the quilt, and the two of them
walked to her car while fallen leaves crunched beneath their feet. She started to
take off the shirt he'd loaned her as he opened the door, but he stopped her.
"Keep it," he said. "I want you to have it." She didn't ask why, because she wanted
to keep it, too. She readjusted it and crossed her arms afterward to ward off the
chill. For some reason, as she stood there she was reminded of standing on her front
porch after a high school dance, waiting for a kiss.
"I had a great time tonight," he said. "Thank you for finding me."
"I did, too," she answered.
He summoned his courage. "Will I see you tomorrow?"
A simple question. She knew what the answer should be, especially if she wanted to
keep her life simple. "I don't think we should," was all she had to say, and it would
end right here and now. But for a second she didn't say anything.
The demon of choice confronted her then, teased her, challenged her. Why couldn't
she say it? She didn't know. But as she looked in his eyes to find the answer she
needed, she saw the man she'd once fallen in love with, and suddenly it all came
clear.
"I'd like that."
Noah was surprised. He hadn't expected her to answer this way. He wanted to
touch her then, to take her in his arms, but he didn't.
"Can you be here about noon?"
"Sure. What do you want to do?"
"You'll see," he answered. "I know just the place to go."
"Have I ever been there before?" "No, but it's a special place." "Where is it?" "It's
a surprise." "Will I like it?"
"You'll love it," he said.
She turned away before he could attempt a kiss. She didn't know if he would try but
knew for some reason that if he did, she would have a hard time stopping him. She
couldn't handle that right now, with everything going through her head. She slid
behind the wheel, breathing a sigh of relief. He shut the door for her, and she
started the engine. As the car idled, she rolled down the window just a bit.
"See you tomorrow," she said, her eyes reflecting the moonlight.
Noah waved as she backed the car out. She turned it around, then drove up the
lane, heading toward town. He watched the car until the lights vanished behind far‐
off oak trees and the engine noise was gone.
Clem wandered up to him and he squatted down to pet her, paying special
attention to her neck, scratching the spot she couldn't reach anymore. After he
looked up the road one last time, they returned to the back porch side by side.
He sat in the rocker again, this time alone, trying once again to fathom the evening
that had just passed. Thinking about it. Replaying it. Seeing it again. Hearing it
again. Running it by in slow motion. He didn't feel like playing his guitar now,
didn't feel like reading. Didn't know what he felt.
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