look
all right? I whispered.
"
No
," she said, and burst into tears.
"Then don't"—I swallowed past a pain dry lump in my throat—"don't ask
stupid questions. I love you."
She hugged me clumsily.
"He said he'd call the police, too," she said.
I barely heard her. My eyes had found the twisted, silent hulk that was
Christine's remains. And hulk was the right word; she hardly looked like a
car at all anymore. But why hadn't she burned? A hubcap lay off to one side
like a dented silver tiddlywink.
"How long since you stopped the plough?" I asked hoarsely.
"Maybe five minutes. Then I got the rag and dipped it in that bucket over
there. Dennis… thank God it's over."
Punk! Punk! Punk!
I was still looking at the hubcap.
The dents were popping out of it.
Abruptly it flicked up on its rim and rolled towards the car like a huge coin.
Leigh saw it too. Her face froze. Her eyes widened and began to bulge. Her
lips mouthed the word
No
but no sound came out.
"Get in here with me," I said in a low voice, as if it could hear us. How do I
know?—perhaps it could. "Get in on the passenger side. You're going to run
the gas while I run the clutch with my right foot."
"No…." This time it was a hissing whisper. Her breath came in whining little
gasps. "No… no..."
The wreckage was quivering all over. It was the most eerie, most terrible
thing I have ever seen in my life. It was quivering all over, quivering like an
animal that is not quite dead. Metal tapped nervously against metal. Tie rods
clicked jittery jazz rhythms against their connectors. As I watched, a bent
cotter-pin lying on the floor straightened itself and did half a dozen
cartwheels to land in the wreckage.
"Get in," I said.
"Dennis, I can't." Her lips quivered helplessly. "I can't… no more… that
body… that was Arnie's
father
. I can't, no more, please—"
"You have to," I said.
She looked at me, glanced affrightedly back at the obscenely quivering
remains of that old whore LeBay and Arnie had shared, and then came
around Petunia's front end. A piece of chrome tumbled and scratched her leg
deeply. She screamed and ran. She clambered up into the cab and pushed
over beside me. "Wh-what do I do?"
I hung halfway out of the cab, holding onto the roof, and pushed the clutch
down with my right foot. Petunia's engine was still running. "Just gun the gas
and keep it gunned," I said. "No matter what."
Steering with my right hand, holding on with my left, I let the clutch out and
we rolled forward and smashed into the wreckage, smashing it, scattering it.
And in my head I seemed to hear another scream of fury.
Leigh clapped her hands to her head. "I can't, Dennis! I can't do it! It—it's
screaming
!"
"You've got to do it," I said. Her foot had come off the gas and now I could
hear the sirens in the night, rising and falling. I grabbed her shoulder and a
sickening blast of pain ripped up my leg. "Leigh, nothing has changed. You've
got to."
"It
screamed
at me!"
"We're running out of time and it still isn't done. Just a little more."
"I'll try," she whispered, and stepped on the gas again.
I changed into reverse. Petunia rolled back twenty feet. I clutched again, got
first… and Leigh suddenly cried out. "Dennis, no! Don't! Look!"
The mother and the little girl, Veronica and Rita, were standing in front of the
smashed and dented hulk of Christine, hand in hand, their faces solemn and
sorrowing.
"They're not there," I said. "And if they are, it's time they went back"—more
pain in my leg and the world went gray—"back to where they belong. Keep
your foot on it."
I let out the clutch and Petunia rolled forward again, gaining speed. The two
figures did not disappear as TV and movie ghosts do; they seemed to stream
out in every direction, bright colors fading to wash pinks and blues… and
then they were totally gone.
We slammed into Christine again, spinning what was left of her around.
Metal shrieked and tore.
"Not there," Leigh whispered. Not really there Okay. Okay, Dennis."
Her voice was coming from far down a dark hallway. I fetched up reverse
and back we went. Then forward. We hit it; we hit it again. How many times?
I don't know. We just kept slamming into it, and every time we did, another
jolt of pain would go up from my leg and things would get a little bit darker.
At last I looked up blearily, and saw that the air outside the door seemed full
of blood. But it wasn't blood; it was a pulsing red light reflecting off the
falling snow. People were rattling at the door out there.
"Is it good enough?" Leigh asked me.
I looked at Christine—only it wasn't Christine anymore. It was a spread-out
pile of twisted, gored metal, puffs of upholstery, and glittering broken glass.
"Have to be," I said. "Let them in, Leigh."
And while she went, I fainted again.
Then there were a series of confused images; things that came into focus for a
while and then faded or disappeared completely. I can remember a stretcher
being rolled out of the back of an ambulance; I can remember its sides being
folded up, and how the overhead fluorescents put cold highlights on its
chrome; I can remember someone saying, "Cut it, you have to cut it off so we
can at least
look
at it"; I can remember someone else—Leigh, I think—saying
"Don't hurt him, please, don't hurt him if you can help it"; I can remember the
roof of an ambulance… it had to be an ambulance because at the periphery of
my vision were two suspended IV bottles; I can remember a cool swab of
antiseptic and then the sting of a needle.
After that, things became exceedingly weird. I knew, somewhere deep inside,
that I was not dreaming—the pain proved that, if it proved nothing else—but
all of it
seemed
like a dream. I was pretty well doped, and that was part of
it… but shock was part of it too. No fake, Jake. My mother was there, crying,
in a room that looked sickeningly like the hospital room in which I had spent
the entire autumn. Then my father was there, and Leigh's dad was with him,
and their faces were both so tight and grim they looked like Tweedledum and
Tweedledee as Franz Kafka might have written them. My father bent over me
and said in a voice like thunder reverberating through cotton batting: "How
did Michael get there, Dennis?" That's what they really wanted to know: how
Michael got there.
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