Darnell's lot, and Will was standing beside him in the best man's position.
spring sun, even her whitewalls seeming to glow.
Roland D. LeBay rose from one of the camp chairs like the prow of a
skeletal ghost-ship from Hades. He was grinning—and for the first time
Moochie Welch had been ripped open like a laundry bag. They were smiling.
Arnie became aware that he was moaning in the telephone booth, clutching
the receiver against his chest. With a tremendous effort he pulled himself all
the way out of the daze—vision, whatever it had been—and got hold of
himself.
This time when he reached for the change on the ledge, he spilled half of it
onto the floor. He plugged a dime into the slot and scrabbled through the
telephone book until he found the hospital number. Dennis. Dennis would be
there, Dennis always had been. Dennis wouldn't let him down. Dennis would
help.
The switchboard girl answered, and Arnie said, "Room Two-forty, please."
The connection was made. The phone began to ring It rang… and rang… and
rang. Just as he was about to give up, a brisk female voice said, "Second
floor, C-Wing, who were you trying to reach?"
"Guilder," Arnie said. "Dennis Guilder."
"Mr Guilder's in Physical Therapy right now, the female voice said. "You
could reach him at eight o'clock."
Arnie thought of telling her it was important—very important—but suddenly
he was overwhelmed with a need to get out of the phone booth.
Claustrophobia was like a giant's hand pushing down on his chest. He could
smell his own sweat. The smell was sour, bitter.
"Sir?"
"Yeah, okay, I'll call back," Arnie said. He broke the connection and nearly
burst out of the booth, leaving his change scattered on the ledge and the floor.
A few people turned around to look at him, mildly interested, and then turned
back to their food again.
"Pizza's ready," the counterman said.
Arnie glanced up at the clock and saw he had been in the booth for almost
twenty minutes. There was sweat all over his face. His armpits felt like a
jungle. His legs were trembling—the muscles in his thighs felt as if they
might simply give out and spill him onto the floor.
He paid for the pizza, nearly dropping his wallet as he tucked his three
dollars in change back in.
"You okay?" the counterman asked. "You look a little white around the gills."
"I'm fine," Arnie said. Now he felt as if he might vomit. He snatched the
pizza in its white box with the word GINO's emblazoned across the top and
fled into the cold sharp clarity of the night. The last of the clouds had blown
away, and the stars twinkled like chipped diamonds. He stood on the
sidewalk for a moment, looking first at the stars and then at Christine, parked
across the street, waiting faithfully.
She would never argue or complain, Arnie thought. She would never
demand. You could enter her anytime and rest on her plush upholstery, rest in
her warmth. She would never deny. She—she—
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