'Why don't you jump?'
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'Rebecca Has Won
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t was Maxim down on the terrace. I could not see him, but I
could hear his voice. I heard Frith answer from the hall.
'A ship's hit the rocks in the bay,' Maxim called out. 'The
fog is terrible out there. Tell Mrs Danvers to have food and drink
ready for the men. I'm going back to the bay to see if I can do
anything.'
Mrs Danvers moved back from the window.
'We had better go down,' she said in her usual voice. 'Frith will
be looking for me. Be careful of your hands. I am going to close the
window.'
Then she went to the door and held it open for me.
'When you see Mr de Winter, Madam, please tell him there
will be a hot meal ready for the men at any time.'
I stared at her.
'Yes,' I said. 'Yes, Mrs Danvers.'
She turned her back on me and went along the corridor. I
walked slowly out of the room. I felt as though I had just woken
up from a long sleep. When I reached the hall, I saw Frith.
'Did you hear the rockets, Madam?' he said. 'Mr de Winter's
gone down to the bay. He went across the lawn only a few
minutes ago.'
I went out on to the terrace. The fog was beginning to clear
and I could see the woods again. I looked up at the window above
my head. It looked very high. I suddenly felt very hot. My head
ached and my hands were wet. I stood very still. Then for the first
time I realized that Maxim had not gone away. I had heard his
voice and he was down there in the bay. Maxim was safe. Nothing
else mattered if Maxim was safe.
I began to walk along the path through the woods. The fog had
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almost gone now. When I came to the bay, I could see the ship at
once. She was on the rocks about two miles from the shore. There
were some small boats near her.
I climbed up the path to the cliffs above the bay. Frank was
there talking to a coast-guard
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, but I could not see Maxim.
'They're going to send a diver
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down soon, Mrs de Winter,'
said the coastguard. 'They want to see if they can get the ship off
the rocks.'
'Have you seen Maxim?' I asked Frank.
'He's taken one of the sailors to hospital,' Frank told me.
'The man was hurt. Maxim is always a great help at times like
this. What are you going to do? Can I walk back with you to the
house?'
'I think I'll stay here. I want to see the diver go down,' I said.
'Very well,' Frank said. 'I shall be at the office if you want
me.'
The coastguard looked at his watch.
'Well, I must be getting along too,' he said. 'Good afternoon.'
The sea was calm now. The diver went down and came up
again. Nothing else happened. It was very hot. I sat on the cliffs
for a long time doing nothing, thinking of nothing.
When I looked at my watch again, it was three o'clock. I got
up and walked down the hill to the bay. When I came to the other
side, I saw Ben. He stood there, smiling at me.
'Seen the big ship?' he said.
'Yes,' I said. 'She's on the rocks, isn't she?'
'She'll break up
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,' he said. 'The big ship won't go down like
the little one. She won't come back, will she?'
'Who?' I asked him.
'Her,' he said. 'The other one.'
I did not know what Ben meant. I left him and walked towards
the path through the woods. I did not look at the cottage. As I
went up the path, a strange fear began to fill my heart.
The house looked very peaceful. Manderley was a place of
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