Interim control work Faculty: Art history Group: Department of Music Education Group no

Interim control work
Faculty: Art history
Group: Department of Music Education Group no. 171
Student’s name: Jumaniyazov Ollabergan

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   Speak on the topic “What kind of person are you”
   

What can i say about me? An 21 year old young medical student who is passionate about Medicine, her life and adventures. At times i can be little anxious too, i over analyze everything, um i think too deeply about most things, well not everyone’s perspectives are same right, mine neither.

Maybe i can say i’m kind of a Meloman, Any day i would prefer listening music over movies. i like listening musics because I can also listen to music of any genre: rap, hip-hop, pop, jazz Uzabek classical musics, European classics and so on, but apart from hard rock. In a 21 year old, at times i’m constantly confused about myself, my purpose in life and clueless about my intuitions. but i think its normal in this age, we are in a stage of developing our personalities and who we are gonna become, i should guide myself to become a better person, unlearn many self sabotaging habits and declutter myself. looking back at myself, my character have changed over time, the person who i was 6 months ago is’nt same as the person who i’m now. i think that’s how life works, if we keep trying we constantly change and improve our values over time.
i have a amazing parents, who sacrificed many things to give a better life for me and my sibling, i appreciate that, but i think we don’t have a good parent child friendly relationship, as i grew up, i become even more distant, now i’m kind of very serious person in front of them. i wish i could tell them, how much they mean to me.
I’m not a fan of movies or dramas, i feel bored and i find romantic stories boring to be honest. its all about nothing they see a attractive protagonist and fall for it, then start some drama, hmm that’s not my thing, but there are few movies i really loved watching, like Legend of 1900, Night flight, Shooter, The return of the Hero.
I’m usually shy and silent around people but once i feel comfortable around them, i am usually pretty cool. if our taste of interests vibes i may talk a lot and ask lot of questions, i’m curious about other people’s perspectives.
There’s no fictional super hero coming to save you, you gotta get up and do it for you, I Believe life is no miracle, if it was life would have been way different from what we are living now, its no coincidence either, we get what we make out of life. But unlike some Nihilists those people who lack courage to fight their bad times may find excuses to justify their inefficiency to say life is an Illusion, fate, so on….. hmmm i think no I think life is real a collection of Vision, music, senses, emotions, sensibility, doubts, fears, faces, so on..
I Fall in love with the magic of words, poetry, hmm i write a lot i like to write down my own words, like handwritten than penning down on a blog…
I like travelling to new places, meeting new people, Doing more adventures, trekking, i like huge Snow filled swiss pristine mountains, the Alps, Norwegian Fjords, going to the beach, and staying on the shore as the waves wash my feet, seeing the rain, cloudy rainy days are my favourite, early mornings too, i’m usually happier and optimistic in the early mornings.
I really love piano, I wish my parents had enrolled me in piano classes in my childhood, i’m desperate to play my favourite tones, well now I can't change the past or blame them, but I wish to marry a guy who plays piano, so he can teach me in the free time. if you get time do check out Federick chopin’s nocturne 9, 20, 22, Prelude in minor , moonlight sonata, Fur elise, Symphony 5 by beethovan, My world, Aurora, Life goes on by Florian bur, Ludovico Einaudi - Nuvole Bianche, Stay Alive, ashes of memories by Giovanni Puocci, the list is endless lol and the last one highly recommended Mariage d'Amour - Paul de Senneville
they are all really beautiful, if you are my kind of person you might like these :)
I love instrumental music more than actual music with vocals because most lyrics are about relationships, break ups, talking about their crush and something related love stories. I don't know why is that, life is not all about relationships. I’d rather love to listen to uplifting meaningful songs like ‘Brave by Sara Bareilles’ or ‘Scars to your beautiful by Alessia Cara’ or ‘Roar by Katy Perry’. I’m unstoppable by SIA is my kind of song… i’m a person who struggles a lot with self esteem and confidence so that lyrics speaks directly to my heart to become stronger and break my shackles.
I do not like love story movies, i think its illogical, i mean with barely spending few days or moment with them how can you even know them… i think its rather lust than actually love, forsaking the parents and loved ones for the person whom you just met is’nt love, its just temptation to get laid :D. notebook is the movie i hate very much, i do believe in love but its not like the blind crap movies show, It's more than attraction to good looks, it develops over time, never see a unattractive protagonist in those overhyped love stories movies. They surely impose bad illogical ideas in our young minds, surely I was a victim once, glad that I've grown up from that.
I'm passionate about random things, for example, I google a lot about scientists and their life and history, about world war, Jalaliddin Manguberdi, Frederick Chopin, Beethoven, Newton, parapsychology, ghosts, abstract sciences Random mysteries and theories I've in mind, so on.. all those interests me. As a kid I used to love to be an archaeologist, jet fighter pilot (to defend my motherland) or Historian because that kind of things interested me. But somehow tables turned around and now I'm a musician. :).
I’m kinesthetic and loical learner so i’m good at imagining things and to come up with different ideas.
I am not a fan of many over hyped things, like Instagram (i barely check it, i think i gain nothing from seeing random celebrities pictures or my high school friends having fun), Celebrities (I don’t think they deserve the respect people are giving and blindly following them and treating their words as pearls) they are just actors with good looks that’s all have to offer. its Good to appreciate a nice actor but stanning is kind of meaningless (like fan girls or kpop stans probably they are teenagers) on their daily life these celebrities barely cares about people, all that matters to them is reputation.
I love to be a traveler in future, wandering through the lovely streets and enjoying the little things in life than being trapped in a routined life of obligations and curfews. I wish to add some sparks and adventures to my everyday boring life. I just want to go on more adventures, surround myself with good energy, learn new things, grow and share these experiences with people I love.
I want to look back on my life journey when I’m old and be satisfied with everything I have done and have no regrets.