Idiomalar

Idiomalar
When I was a young I like being fair and square. My teacher told me " Get your act together". But I was shy and beat around the bush. But I believe in that good things come to those who wait. So that I tried to back against the wall. Even, I was ready to break new ground. Being good organizer and accomodative person was very important for me. I know some persons are in for a penny, in for a pound every time. If you are good organizer, you can achieve anything you want. Moreover, I must learn how to gain snowball effect. And one day our teacher said me to participate in a competition which was from history about the life of Amir Temur. We made a team. But my teacher does not choose good pupils. Even, they couldn't say a poem. I looked like we were running around in circles. Unfortunately, I was leader of team. In the " D" class, there was a girl who knows history very well. I don't like history and it wasn't interesting for me. But I always studied this subject very well and I can remember theme only one day. I was the best pupil in may class in their think. So that, I wanted to boil the ocean. I had a idea to scrape the barral. For example, taking questions of test. But it was impossible. I must be fair and square. Hence, I had only a week and 15 themes about Amir Temur. In my think I could memorize them.I knew a bird in the hand is better than two in the bush. During the one week, I got up at 3.30 am and read the book. In my opinion I couldn't achieve it hook,line and sinker without hard preparing. We prepared hard. They only played roles. They were cutting corners. Our teacher was keeping an ear to the ground. I asked him " can we win? ". He said " your guess is as good as mine ". I was up in arms,I was left out in the cold. I told myself "every cloud has a silver lining ". I make an effort by the skin of my teeth; I played a role. The role of Amir Temur was easier said than done. But I gave it a whirl, I felt fish out of water. I had to go the extra mile, step up my game. At the end, I feel beside myself with joy. Because, I managed to doing it well. I came my home, I was down for he count, I began eating like a horse and hit the sack. Finally, the day of competition came. We went back to the drawing board. The first we made a introduction.We were on thin ice. They were not taking it with a grain of salt. I gave them a task like a cake walk. I hated some of them at that time. Because i had prepared very much for it. I threw caution to the wind. I thinked about the best thing since sliced bred. I tried to play by ear. I had a hatred. Because, I had bite off more than I can chew. It looked like our defeat was bite the bullet. The secon term was " leaders rivalry ". I break a leg to leaders. But they looking to their laurels. Arbiters gave us tests which were some more difficult. I put the competition on ice. I solved all of the tests because of looking before I leap. And the third, all groups come to stage to answer questions. All of my groupmates didn't read about Amir Temur. But we had to play devil's advocate with other groups. I was happy that other teams were beating around the bush. I wasn't felling myself like being in a tight corner. The girl who knows history well was the pupil of the judge. We were nearly equal. "D" class had 2 extra point and the last term was " scenic view ". We began spectacle and I was in role of Amir Temur.In this role I must be calm through thick and thin. Temur was cutting to the chase.And he saw stab someone in the back. At the end of it, he buried the hatchet. The class which is going first began dancing to classic music.It was ringing a bell. But I don't care, That music wasn't interesting for me. Finally, juries began declaring results. I was blowing off steam,I had to face the music. He told that " before a year, in the district competition, we make good dance.But they put us 0 grade for that. We had lost at that time ". I was on cloud nine. I was sure that I could boil the ocean. That girl was shouting. I said her " Don't cry over spilt milk ". They were up a creek without a paddle. My class-mates were in the fast lane. But the jury put three grades to them and make equal two teams. I lost my marbles. I am sure that they were crying walf and palming off. The whole nine yards was boring for me. I had a hatred. Because of that I could win them nearly by myself. I had answered questions very well. They were group but I was alone. I called it a day. And that girl called me to a duel. I screamed " I am ready to compete all of yours". She had a great knowledge,however I was ready to bell the cat, even to turn a deaf ear. I was at sea, was in the doldrums. After some more days I tried to hit the books but I can't. I began going cold turkey being black sheep.I was bearing a gredge to that jury. But I understand that if I study hard, even I can win strong people. I prove myself that I can do everything. I am having an ice up the sleeve. I feel myself snug as a bug in a rug. I learn not to tell " I can't do ". Humans shouldn't take a rain chek or rain on someone's parade. They should effort. And then they may be have bigger fish to fry. When we stop wild goose chase, we can do everything. If you can't do anything well, learn facing the music. If you don't wear your heart, you can not cut no ice. I always myself " it is always darkest before the dawn ". For intance, you are accepted to a good job. To improve your grade you must light at the end of tunnel, such as jump the gun. Eventually everybody want to break the bank.
I have never cried for the moon. I put an effort by myself. I tried to read between the lines among people.And pouring out one's heart very necessary for everybody