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That s not anything! A runner from the café would have been more
exciting.
She sighs, checks her mobile. Five more minutes then. She sounds
like my dad.
And what about you? Are you just going to watch?
m your lookout.
The assistant at the pharmacy is discussing chesty coughs with a
customer. I don t think she s going to miss this tube of Relief Body
Moisturizer or this small jar of Crème de Corps Nutritif. In the basket go
crispbreads. In my pocket goes Hydrating Face Cream. Tea bags for the
basket. Signs of Silk Skin Treatment for me. It s a bit like strawberry
picking.
m good at this! I tell Zoey.
Great!
She s not even listening. Some lookout she is. She s fiddling about at
the pharmacy counter.
Chocolate
aisle next, I tell her.
But she doesn t answer, so I leave her to it.
It s not exactly Belgium, but the confectionery section has miniature
boxes of truffles tied with sweet little ribbons. They re only £1.99, so I nick
two boxes and shove them in my pocket. A biker s jacket is very good for
thieves. I wonder if Adam knows this.
At the end aisle, by the freezers, my pockets are bulging. I m
wondering how long Ben and Jerry s Phish Food would
last in a coat when
two girls I used to go to school with walk by. They stop when they see me,
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bend their heads close together and whisper. I m just about to text Zoey to
let her know she needs to help me out when they come over.
Are you Tessa Scott? the blonde one says.
Yeah.
Do you remember us? We re Fiona and Beth. She makes it sound as
if they only come in a pair.
You left in Year Eleven, didn t you?
Ten.
They both look at me expectantly. Don t they realize that they come
from another planet – somewhere that spins much more slowly than mine –
and that I have absolutely nothing to say to them?
How s it going? Fiona says. Beth nods, as if she agrees entirely with
this question. Are you still having all that treatment?
Not any more.
So you re better?
No.
I watch them understand. It starts in their eyes
and spreads down
their cheeks to their mouths. It s all so predictable. They won t ask any
more questions, because there are no polite ones left. I want to give them
permission
to leave, but I don t know how to.
m here with Zoey, I say, because the silence goes on for too long.
Zoey Walker. She was in the year above us.
Really? Fiona nudges her friend. That s weird. She s the one I was
telling you about.
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Beth brightens at this, relieved that normal communication has
resumed. Is she helping you shop? She sounds as if she s talking to a four-
year-old.
Not exactly.
Hey, look! Fiona says. There she is. Do you know who I mean now?
Beth nods. Oh,
her
m beginning to wish I hadn t said anything.
I ve got a horrible feeling
about this. But it s too late now.
Zoey doesn t look at all pleased to see them. What re you doing here?
Talking to Tessa.
What about?
This and that.
Zoey looks at me suspiciously. Are you ready to go?
Yeah.
Before you do – Fiona touches Zoey s sleeve – is it true you ve been
seeing Scott Redmond?
Zoey hesitates. What s it to you? You know him?
Fiona snorts, a soft noise with her nose. Everyone knows him, and
she rolls her eyes at Beth. I mean
everyone
Beth laughs. Yeah, he went out with my sister for about half an hour.
Zoey s eyes glitter. Is that right?
Hey, listen, I say.
Fascinating as this is, we ve got to go now. I have
to collect the invites for my funeral.
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That shuts them up. Fiona looks astonished. Really?
Yeah. I grab Zoey s arm. It s a shame I can t be there myself – I like
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