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asiriya is a city on the Euphrates River in southern Iraq, about
125 miles northwest of Kuwait. The city itself was taken by the
Marines on March 31, but action in the area continued for quite
some time, as small groups of Iraqi soldiers and Fedayeen
continued to resist and attack Americans. It was near Nasiriya that
Jessica Lynch was captured and held during the first few days of the
war.
Some historians believe that the fighting in the area was the
fiercest the Marines encountered during the war, comparing it with
the most ferocious firefights in Vietnam and later in Fallujah. Besides
the city itself, the Marines took Jalibah Airfield, several bridges over
the Euphrates, and highways and towns that secured the passage to
Baghdad during the early stages of the war. Along the way, they
began encountering the sort of fanatical insurgency that would
characterize the war after Baghdad fell.
We had an extremely small part in the conflict there. We got into
some very intense battles, but the bulk of the action was by
Marines. Obviously, I can’t write about most of that; what I saw of
the overall battle was like looking at an enormous landscape
painting through a tiny straw.
W
hen you’re working with Army and Marine Corps units, you
immediately notice a difference. The Army is pretty tough, but their
performance can depend on the individual unit. Some are excellent,
filled with hoorah and first-class warriors. A few are absolutely
horrible; most are somewhere in between.
In my experience, Marines are gung ho no matter what. They
will all fight to the death. Every one of them just wants to get out
there and kill. They are bad-ass, hard-charging mothers.
W
e inserted into the desert in the middle of the night, with two
three-seat DPVs, driving off the back of a 53. The ground was firm
enough that no one got stuck.
We were behind the tip of the U.S. advance, and there were no
enemy units in the area. We drove up through the desert until we
came to an Army base camp. We rested a few hours with them,
then took off to scout for the Marines ahead of their advance.
The desert wasn’t entirely empty. While there were long
stretches of wilderness, there were also towns and very small
settlements strung out in the distance. We mostly skirted the towns,
observing them from the distance. Our job was to get an idea of
where the enemy strongpoints were, radioing them back so the
Marines could decide whether to attack or bypass them. Every so
often we’d reach high ground, stop for a while, and take a scan.
We had only one significant contact that day. We were skirting
by a city. We obviously got too close, because they started
engaging us. I fired the .50-cal, then swung around to the 60 as we
hauled ass out of there.
We must have traveled hundreds of miles that day. We lay up
for a while in late afternoon, got some rest, then took off again after
nightfall. When we started attracting fire that night, our orders were
changed. The head shed called us back and arranged for the
helicopters to come back and pick us up.
You might think that our job was to attract fire, since that
revealed where the enemy was. You might think that the fact that
we were close enough to get the enemy to fire meant we had
discovered a significant force that was previously unknown. You
might think that meant we were doing well.
You might be right. But to our CO, it was all wrong. He wanted
us
not
to get contacted. He didn’t want to risk any casualties, even
if that meant we couldn’t do our mission properly. (And I should
add that, despite the gunfire and the earlier contact, we had not
taken any casualties.)
We were pissed. We went out expecting to be scouting for a
week. We had plenty of fuel, water, and food, and had already
figured out how to get resupplied if we needed to. Hell, we could
have gone all the way to Baghdad, which at the moment was still in
Iraqi hands.
We reported back to base, dejected.
T
hat wasn’t the end of the war for us, but it was a bad sign of what
lay ahead.
You have to understand: no SEAL
wants
to die. The purpose of
war, as Patton put it, is to make the other dumb bastard die. But we
also want to fight.
Part of it is personal. It’s the same way for athletes: an athlete
wants to be in a big game, wants to compete on the field or in the
ring. But another part, a bigger part I think, is patriotism.
It’s the sort of thing that if it has to be explained, you’re not
going to understand. But maybe this will help:
One night a little later on, we were in an exhausting firefight. Ten
of us spent roughly forty-eight hours in the second story of an old,
abandoned brick building, fighting in hundred-degree-plus heat
wearing full armor. Bullets flew in, demolishing the walls around us
practically nonstop. The only break we took was to reload.
Finally, as the sun came up in the morning, the sound of gunfire
and bullets hitting brick stopped. The fight was over. It became
eerily quiet.
When the Marines came in to relieve us, they found every man in
the room either slumped against a wall or collapsed on the floor,
dressing wounds or just soaking in the situation.
One of the Marines outside took an American flag and hoisted it
over the position. Someone else played the National Anthem—I
have no idea where the music came from, but the symbolism and
the way it spoke to the soul was overwhelming; it remains one of
my most powerful memories.
Every battle-weary man rose, went to the window, and saluted.
The words of the music echoed in each of us as we watched the
Stars and Stripes wave literally in dawn’s early light. The reminder
of what we were fighting for caused tears as well as blood and
sweat to run freely from all of us.
I’ve lived the literal meaning of the “land of the free” and “home
of the brave.” It’s not corny for me. I feel it in my heart. I feel it in
my chest. Even at a ball game, when someone talks during the
anthem or doesn’t take off his hat, it pisses me off. I’m not one to
be quiet about it, either.
For myself and the SEALs I was with, patriotism and getting into
the heat of the battle were deeply connected. But how much a unit
like ours can fight depends a lot on leadership. Much of it is up to
the head shed, the officers who lead us. SEAL officers are a real
mix. Some are good, some are bad. And some are just pussies.
Oh, they may be tough individuals, but it takes more than
personal
toughness to be good leaders. The methods and goals
have to contribute to the toughness.
Our top command wanted us to achieve 100 percent success,
and to do it with 0 casualties. That may sound admirable—who
doesn’t want to succeed, and who wants anyone to get hurt? But in
war those are incompatible and unrealistic. If 100 percent success,
0 casualties are your goal, you’re going to conduct very few
operations. You will never take any risks, realistic or otherwise.
Ideally, we could have done sniper overwatches and undertaken
scouting missions for the Marines all around Nasiriya. We could
have been a much bigger part of the Marines’ drive. We might have
saved some of their lives.
We wanted to go out at night and hit the next big city or town
the Marine Corps was going to pass through. We’d soften the
target for them, killing off as many bad guys as we could. We did
do a few missions like that, but it was certainly a lot less than we
could have done.
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