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Submissive behavior can have negative connotations—letting
people “walk all over you,” for instance—but the scope of submissive
behavior is much wider than that. In
modern society, submissive behav-
ior is often a sign of elevated social status—think of the strict adher-
ence to manners, the focus on social customs, and, in conversation, the
deference to others that is part and parcel of the behavior of what we
might call “the elite.” The common
name for this behavior is courtesy,
a word derived from the word
court, because it was the behavior orig-
inally adopted by the nobility. By contrast, dominant behavior, repre-
senting the opposite of
courtesy, may stem from personal insecurity or
an imperfect education.
Planning, tenacity, and force of will through personal effort or by
working with others: these are the ways control-circuit dopamine lets us
dominate our environment. But how do we behave—and feel—when
the system falls out of balance? In particular, what happens when there
is too much or too little control dopamine?
OUTER SPACE CHALLENGE,
INNER
SPACE STRUGGLE
GQ Magazine:
What does it feel like to go to the moon?
Buzz Aldrin:
Look, we didn’t know what we were feeling. We
weren’t feeling.
GQ:
What were your emotions as you walked on the surface
of the moon?
BA:
Fighter pilots don’t have emotions.
GQ:
But you’re a human!
BA:
We had ice in our veins.
GQ:
Well, did you ever say, “I’m going to get in that [fragile
lunar module], and land on the moon”? Did that ever sort of
flabbergast you?
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BA:
I understood the construction of it. It’s got landing gear.
It’s got struts that compress. It’s got probes that hang down. It
was a marvel of engineering.
—Interview with Buzz Aldrin
Instead of taking a bow for walking on the moon, Colonel Buzz Aldrin,
PhD, told his admirers, “It’s something we did. Now we should do
something else,” apparently no more satisfied than if
he had painted
a fence. His desire was not to bask in his glory but to find “something
else”—the next big challenge that could hold his interest. This perpet-
ual need to identify a goal and calculate a way to reach it was perhaps
the most important factor in his historic success. But it’s not easy hav-
ing so much dopamine coursing through the control circuits. It almost
certainly played a significant role in Aldrin’s post-lunar struggle with
depression, alcoholism, three divorces, suicidal impulses,
and a stay on
a psychiatric ward, which he described in his candid autobiography,
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