"No."
"It doesn't have to be like this, Allie," he said. "We're adults now, we have the
choice we didn't have before. We're meant to be together. We always have been."
He walked to her side and put his hand on her shoulder. "I don't want to live the
rest of my life thinking about you and dreaming of what might have been. Stay with
me, Allie."
Tears began to fill her eyes. "I don't know if I can," she finally whispered.
"You can. Allie... I can't live my life happily knowing you're with someone else.
That would kill a part of me. What we have is rare. It's too beautiful to just throw
it away."
She didn't respond. After a moment he gently turned her toward him, took her
hands, and stared at her, willing her to look at him. Allie finally faced him with moist
eyes. After a long silence, Noah brushed the tears from her cheeks with his fingers,
a look of tenderness on his face. His voice caught as he saw what her eyes were
telling him.
"You're not going to stay, are you?" He smiled weakly. "You want to, but you can't."
"Oh, Noah," she said as the tears began
again, "please try to understand "
He shook his head to stop her.
"I know what you're trying to say‐‐I can see it in your eyes. But I don't want to
understand it, Allie. I don't want it to end this way. I don't want it to end at all. But
if you leave, we both know we'll never see each other again."
She leaned into him and began to cry harder as Noah fought back his own tears.
He wrapped his arms around her.
"Allie, I can't force you to stay with me. But no matter what happens in my life,
I'll never forget these last couple of days with you. I've been dreaming about this
for years."
He kissed her gently, and they embraced as they had when she first got out of her
car two days ago. Finally Allie let him go and wiped her tears.
"I have to get my things, Noah."
He didn't go inside with her. Instead he sat down in the rocker, spent. He watched
her go into the house and listened as the sound of her movements faded into
nothing. She emerged from the house minutes later with everything she'd brought
and walked toward him with her head down. She handed him the drawing she had
done yesterday morning. As he took it, he noticed that she hadn't stopped crying.
"Here, Noah. I made this for you."
Noah took the drawing and unrolled it slowly, careful not to tear it.
There were dual images, one overlapping the other. The image in the foreground,
which occupied most of the page, was a picture of how he looked now, not fourteen
years ago. Noah noticed that she had penciled in every detail
of his face, including the scar. It was almost as if she'd copied it from a recent
photograph.
The second image was that of the front of the house. The detail there was also
incredible, as if she had sketched it while sitting beneath the oak tree.
"It's beautiful, Allie. Thank you." He attempted a smile. "I told you that you were
an artist." She nodded, her face cast downward, her lips pressed together. It was
time for her to go.
They walked to her car slowly, without speaking. When they reached it, Noah
embraced her again until he could feel the tears welling up in his own eyes. He
kissed her lips and both cheeks, then with his finger softly brushed the places he'd
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