“The Godfather” By Mario Puzo
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would get phone calls obviously about business but she never even listened to the
words. She would be too busy toying with his body, fondling it, kissing it, burying her
mouth in it. Sometimes when he got up to get a drink and he walked by her, she couldn’t
help reaching out to touch his naked body, hold him, make love to him as if those
special parts of his body were a plaything, a specially constructed, intricate but innocent
toy revealing its known, but still surprising ecstasies. At first she had been ashamed of
these excesses on her part but soon saw that they pleased her lover, that her complete
sensual enslavement to his body flattered him. In all this there was an animal
innocence. They were happy together..
When Sonny’s father was gunned down in the street, she understood for the first time
that her lover might be in danger. Alone in her apartment, she did not weep, she wailed
aloud, an animal wailing. When Sonny did not come to see her for almost three weeks
she subsisted on sleeping pills, liquor and her own anguish. The pain she felt was
physical pain, her body ached. When he finally did come she held on to his body at
almost every moment. After that he came at least once a week until he was killed.
She learned of his death through the newspaper accounts and that very same night she
took a massive overdose of sleeping pills. For some reason, instead of killing, the pills
made her so ill that she staggered out into the hall of her apartment and collapsed in
front of the elevator door where she was found and taken to the hospital. Her
relationship to Sonny was not generally known so her case received only a few inches in
the tabloid newspapers.
It was while she was in the hospital that Tom Hagen came to see her and console her. It
was Tom Hagen who arranged a job for her in Las Vegas working in flue hotel run by
Sonny’s brother Freddie. It was Tom Hagen who told her that she would receive an
annuity from the Corleone Family, that Sonny had made provisions for her. He had
asked her if she was pregnant, as if that were the reason for her taking the pills and she
had told him no. He asked her if Sonny had come to see her that fatal night or had
called that he would come to see her and she told him no, that Sonny had not called.
That she was always home waiting for him when she finished working. And she had told
Hagen the truth. ‘He’s the only man I could ever love,” she said. “I can’t love anybody
else.” She saw him smile a little but he also looked surprised. “Do you find that so
unbelievable?” she asked. “Wasn’t he the one who brought you home when you were a
kid?”
“He was a different person,” Hagen said, “he grew up to be a different kind of man.”
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