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The Trial of Courage:
The belltower. Sunset on the seventh day.
That’s clear enough. If today counts as the first day, I have six full days to
reach the belltower or the Augurs will kill me for failing the Trial.
The air’s so dry that breathing burns my nostrils. I lick my lips, already
thirsty, and hunch beneath the paltry shade of the Jack tree to consider my
predicament.
The stink in the air tells me that the glittering patch of blue to the west of me
is Lake Vitan. Its sulfurous stench is legendary, and it’s the only source of water
in this wasteland. It’s also pure salt and so completely useless to me. In any case,
my path lies east through the Serran Mountain Range.
Two days to get to the mountains. Two more to get to Walker’s Gap, the only
way through. A day to get through the Gap and a day to get down to Serra. Six
full days exactly, if everything goes as planned.
It’s too easy.
I think back to the foretelling I read in the Commandant’s office.
Courage to
face their darkest fears.
Some people might fear the desert. I’m not one of them.
Which means there’s something else out here. Something that hasn’t revealed
itself.
I tear strips of cloth off my shirt and wrap my feet. I have only what I fell
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asleep with—my fatigues and my dagger. I’m suddenly, fervently grateful that I
was too exhausted from combat training to strip before sleeping. Traveling the
Great Wastes naked—that would be its own special sort of hell.
Soon the sun sinks into the wild sky of the west, and I stand in the rapidly
cooling air. Time to run. I set out at a steady jog, my eyes roving ahead. After a
mile, a breeze meanders past, and for a second, I think I smell smoke and death.
The smell fades, but it leaves me uneasy.
What are my fears? I rack my brain, but I can’t think of anything. Most of
Blackcliff’s students fear something, though never for long. When we were
Yearlings, the Commandant ordered Helene to rappel down the cliffs again and
again until she could drop with nothing but a clenched jaw to betray her terror.
That same year, the Commandant forced Faris to keep a bird-eating desert
tarantula as a pet, telling him that if the spider died, he would too.
There must be something I fear. Enclosed spaces? The dark?
If I don’t know
my fears, I won’t be prepared for them.
Midnight comes and goes, and still the desert around me is quiet and empty.
I’ve traveled nearly twenty miles, and my throat is dry as dirt. I lick at the sweat
on my arms, knowing that my need for salt will be as great as my need for water.
The moisture helps, but only for a moment. I force myself to focus on the ache in
my feet and legs. Pain I can handle. But thirst can drive a man insane.
Soon after, I crest a rise and spot something strange ahead: glimmers of light,
like moonlight shining down on a lake. Only there’s no lake around here. Dagger
in hand, I slow to a walk.
Then I hear it. A voice.
It starts quietly enough, a whisper I can pass off as the wind, a scrape that
sounds like the echo of my footsteps on the cracked ground. But the voice gets
closer, clearer.
Eliassss.
Eliassss.
A low hill rises before me, and when I reach the top, the night breeze curdles,
bringing with it the unmistakable smells of war—blood and dung and rot. Below
me sits a battlefield—a killing field, actually, for no battle rages here. Everyone’s
dead. Moonlight glints off the armor of fallen men. This is what I saw earlier,
from the rise.
It’s a strange battlefield, unlike any I’ve encountered. No one moans or
pleads for aid. Barbarians from the borderlands lay beside Martial soldiers. I spot
what looks like a Tribal trader and beside him, smaller bodies—his family. What
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is this place? Why would a Tribesman battle against Martials and Barbarians out
in the middle of nowhere?
“Elias.”
I practically leap from my skin at the sound of my name spoken in such
silence, and my dagger is at the throat of the speaker before I can think. He is a
Barbarian boy, no more than thirteen. His face is painted with blue woad, and his
body is dark with the geometric tattoos unique to his people. Even in the light of
the half-moon, I know him. I’d know him anywhere.
He is my first kill.
My eyes drop to the gaping wound in his stomach, a wound I put there nine
years ago. A wound he doesn’t seem to notice.
I drop my arm and back away.
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