The issue was too critical and it was impossible for me to go beyond the
opinion of my parents. The crucial moment came when I started collecting
forms from different universities to study literature and the subjects of Arts
faculties. But my parents did not listen to me and they brought some forms of
medical colleges located in different parts of India. They were on the view that
I should appear the entry test for all of the medical colleges in India and they
will do everything for me. If I fail to get admission into any public medical
college, they will help me to get admitted at any of the private medical
colleges. Thereby, I had to abide by their choice.
After passing my higher
secondary with distinction, I got admitted into a public medical college.
The admission procedure was great. Initially, it was difficult for me to get
prepared for the admission and when the preparation was done, I found it
easier than it was supposed to be. Besides, my regular life, as it was before the
admission, has been greatly changed and I started following a life filled with a
daily routine. Though I had to follow the rules and regulations in
my school and
college days, none of them was as tougher as it was. Now I am to get up early
in the morning to attend my classes. When I was in college, my classes held in
the noon (the classes started from 12.00pm and continued till 5.00 pm) and I
did not have any troubles with my sleep. I used to sleep at midnight and wake
up at 10 or 10.30am. But now, everything has been changed. I have to do
everything following the routines and there are fewer chances to break the
rules. It is a bit difficult for me to adjust.
From my early childhood, I used to compose poems and songs.
I wanted to be
a poet or a songwriter. But when my parents compelled me to be a doctor, all
my dreams were shattered. My heart was filled with grief that all of my dreams
were going to be destroyed. Moreover, it was difficult for me to pick the
profession as I was a bit afraid of surgeries, blood and operations. It was truly
difficult for me to move to a different track than I intended. I thought that I
would study different sorts of literature, history, stories, novels,
epics and
poems but instead, I have to read the books over medicine and practice on
dead bodies to sort out the internal organs of humans. Initially, it was difficult
for me but now I am okay with all these. With the passing of time, I am
becoming habituated with all the necessary experiments that a trainee doctor
need to do.
decisions that are really difficult. I also had a similar experience a couple of
years ago. After the death of my father, it was impossible
for me to continue
my academic activities. Thank you for the question. It reminds me of my past. I
will describe the events in brief here.
My father suddenly died by a road accident and my family had to struggle a lot
after his death. In fact, we were in great danger and there were no sources of
income. My father was the only earning member of the family. So, I had to
take the decision whether I should continue my education or not. I continued
the education and now do not have any financial troubles at all.
I was an undergrad student when my father died. It was 2012. In a fine
morning, my father went to his office but on his way to the office, he fell the
victim of a serious road accident that claimed his life. After a couple of days, I
find none besides my family. Everyone who promised
with various supports
was absent. It was really a tough time for me and my other family members.
So, I had to take the decision whether I should continue the education until the
end or should get involved into earning activities for my family. But luckily I did
not have to give up my academic activities. I managed everything and joined as
a part-time sales executive at a local super shop.
The consequences were detrimental for all the family members. Earlier, we
lived in a rented apartment with two bedrooms and other facilities. But after
this event, we had to shift in a small tin-shed house. Moreover, my mother also
had to experience some struggle with us. She started teaching students of the
locality to increase the family earning. In fact, it was impossible to me to
manage all the expenses with the little income that I got from the shop.
I was confused to some extent. People offered many
jobs and my family could
have been in a solvent state if I accepted them. I did not want to get a full-time
profession then. I knew that my days were not good in that moment but
someday I will overcome the obstacles. Gradually, I completed graduation and
post-graduation. Now it was time for me to seek a full-time job that will give
me the way to have a better living. Later, I was able to manage a full time in a
reputed marketing company. But it was hard for me to stuck in the decision of
continuing my study.
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