high school that was still standing—it wouldn't burn down for another six
years, not until 1964 and I could turn on the radio and catch Chuck Berry
with a rusty, hellish screech, and I cracked my elbow good on one of the
garage walls. I pushed the door shut (I didn't really even want to touch it, to
tell you the truth) and then just stood there looking at the Plymouth which,
barring a miracle, would soon be my friend Arnie's. I rubbed my bruised
crazybone. My heart was beating too fast.
Nothing. No new chrome, no new upholstery. On the other hand, plenty of
the radio aerial crazily askew. And that dusty, dirty smell of age.
I decided right then that I didn't like my friend Arnie's car.
I walked out of the garage, glancing back constantly over my shoulder—I
must sound, but it was how I felt. And there it sat with its dented, rusty grille,
nothing sinister or even strange, just a very old Plymouth automobile with an
inspection sticker that had gone invalid on June 1, 1976—a long time ago.
Arnie and LeBay were coming out of the house. Arnie had a white slip of
paper in his hand—his bill of sale, I assumed. LeBay's hands were empty; he
had already made the money disappear.
"Hope you enjoy her," LeBay was saying, and for some reason I thought of a
very old pimp huckstering a very young boy. I felt a surge of real disgust for
him—him with his psoriasis of the skull and his sweaty back brace. "I think
you will. In time."
His slightly rheumy eyes found mine, held there for a second, and then
slipped back to Arnie.
"In time," he repeated.
"Yessir, I'm sure I will," Arnie said absently He moved toward the garage
like a sleepwalker and stood looking at his car.
"Keys are in her," LeBay said. "I'll have to have you take her along. You
understand that, don't you?"
"Will she start?"
"Started for me yesterday evenin," LeBay said, but his eyes shifted away
toward the horizon. And then, in the tone of one who has washed his hands of
the whole thing: "Your friend here will have a set of jumpers in his boot, I
reckon."
Well, as a matter of fact I
did
have a set of jumper cables in my boot, but I
didn't much like LeBay guessing it. I like him guessing it because… I sighed
a little. Because I didn't want to be involved in Arnie's future relationship
with the old clunker he had bought, but I could see myself getting dragged in,
step by step.
Arnie had dropped out of the conversation completely. He walked into the
garage and got into the car. The evening sun was slanting strongly in now, and
I saw the little puff of dust that went up when Arnie sat down and
automatically brushed at the seat of my own pants. For a moment he just sat
there behind the wheel, hands gripping it loosely, and I felt a return of my
unease. It was, in a way, as if the car had swallowed him. I told myself to
stop it, that there was no damn reason for me to be acting like a goosey
seventh-grade schoolgirl.
Then Arnie bent forward a little. The engine began to turn over. I turned and
shot LeBay an angry, accusatory glance, but he was studying the sky again, as
if for rain.
It wasn't going to start; no way it was going to start. My Duster was in pretty
good shape, but the two I'd owned before it were clunkers
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