“Beatrice?” demands a nasal voice next to me. Molly folds her arms and laughs. “Is that your real
name, Stiff?”
I glance at her. “What did you think Tris was short for?”
“Oh, I don’t know…weakling?” She touches her chin. If her chin was bigger, it might balance out
her nose, but it is weak and almost recedes into her neck. “Oh wait, that doesn’t start with Tris. My
mistake.”
“There’s no need to antagonize her,” Robert says softly. “I’m Robert, and you are?”
“Someone who doesn’t care what your name is,” she says. “Why don’t you get back in your truck?
We’re not supposed to fraternize with other faction members.”
“Why don’t you get away from us?” I snap.
“Right. Wouldn’t want to get between you and your boyfriend,” she says. She walks away smiling.
Robert gives me a sad look. “They don’t seem like nice people.”
“Some of them aren’t.”
“You could go home, you know. I’m sure Abnegation would make an exception for you.”
“What makes you think I want to go home?” I ask, my cheeks hot. “You think I can’t handle this or
something?”
“It’s not that.” He shakes his head. “It’s not that you can’t, it’s that you shouldn’t have to. You
should be happy.”
“This is what I chose. This is it.” I look over Robert’s shoulder. The Dauntless guards seem to have
finished examining the truck. The bearded man gets back into the driver’s seat and closes the door
behind him. “Besides, Robert. The goal of my life isn’t just…to be happy.”
“Wouldn’t it be easier if it was, though?” he says.
Before I can answer, he touches my shoulder and turns toward the truck. A girl in the back has a
banjo on her lap. She starts to strum it as Robert hoists himself inside, and the truck starts forward,
carrying the banjo sounds and her warbling voice away from us.
Robert waves to me, and again I see another possible life in my mind’s eye. I see myself in the back
of the truck, singing with the girl, though I’ve never sung before, laughing when I am off-key,
climbing trees to pick the apples, always peaceful and always safe.
The Dauntless guards close the gate and lock it behind them. The lock is on the outside. I bite my
lip. Why would they lock the gate from the outside and not the inside? It almost seems like they don’t
want to keep something out; they want to keep us in.
I push the thought out of my head. That makes no sense.
Four steps away from the fence, where he was talking to a female Dauntless guard with a gun
balanced on her shoulder a moment before. “I am worried that you have a knack for making unwise
decisions,” he says when he’s a foot away from me.
I cross my arms. “It was a two-minute conversation.”
“I don’t think a smaller time frame makes it any less unwise.” He furrows his eyebrows and touches
the corner of my bruised eye with his fingertips. My head jerks back, but he doesn’t take his hand
away. Instead he tilts his head and sighs. “You know, if you could just learn to attack first, you might
do better.”
“Attack first?” I say. “How will that help?”
“You’re fast. If you can get a few good hits in before they know what’s going on, you could win.”
He shrugs, and his hand falls.
“I’m surprised you know that,” I say quietly, “since you left halfway through my one and only
fight.”
“It wasn’t something I wanted to watch,” he says.
What’s that supposed to mean?
He clears his throat. “Looks like the next train is here. Time to go, Tris.”
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