Геометрик баҳор: ўнгарилган тушлар

Назар Эшонқул

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Т а р а д д у д .................................................................................................. 3
В а та н п а р в а р ............................................................................................ 3
Э рм ак ш е ъ р ............................................................................................5
К у т и л м а г а н л и к .................................................................................... 7
Г и р я ............................................................................................................9
У ч л а н и ш ................................................................................................ 10
И з л а м ...................................................................................................... 16
Кўча ҳақи да э р т а к ............................................................................ 19
И ш қ б а л о с и ......................................................................................... 21
М ендан ш ам ол бўлиб к е т м о қ и с т а й с а н ............................... 21
Д у н ё н и н г к ам и н и м уҳаббат б и л а н ......................................... 22
Т у ш л ар и н г к ап ал а к м и сол қ ў н и м с и з .................................... 23
С о ғ и н ч ................................................................................................... 25
О м о н и м о н а ......................................................................................... 26
И ш қ б а л о с и ......................................................................................... 28
Т ун кеч ар, кун к е ч а р ......................................................................35
М уҳабб атдан с ў н г ............................................................................ 37
Уш бу к еч ам , ял д о кечам қ о р л и д и р .......................................39
В и д о й и н г бўғзи м га қад алган х а н ж а р ...................................40
С ен келарсан би р кун и қ а й т и б .................................................43
М ен с ен и с о ғи н д и м , д е р л а р и м д а с а н .................................... 45
Р о н д е л ь - 1 ............................................................................................. 47
Р о н д е л ь - 2 ............................................................................................. 48
Р о н д е л ь -3 ............................................................................................. 49
К и м л а н и ш ...........................................................................................50
О ддий ф о ж и а ...................................................................................... 52
Ё зи л м аган ш е ъ р л а р ........................................................................ 55
Ў н гарилган т у ш л а р ......................................................................... 56
Т о н г таш б и ҳ л ар и ............................................................................. 56
Қ и ш к и и н ............................................................................................ 57
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Т у н ги \ о в у з ......................................................................................... 59
Қ а й р а ғ о ч ................................................................................................60
В а қ т ......................................................................................................... 61
К е ч и н м а ............................................................................................... 63
Ё л ғ и з л и к .............................................................................................. 65
Қ о р а ш у ъ л а ......................................................................................... 66
Гул а т р и .................................................................................................68
Д ам олиш кун и .................................................................................69
Н а в б а т .................................................................................................... 71
Тун с о ч и б ю борар одам н и .......................................................... 72
К е р ак с и з н ар сал ар т а б и и й л и г и .................................................74
Ҳ ар би р ф а л с а ф а ............................................................................... 75
И з ти р о б т е н г к у ч л и л и г и ................................................................77
Х у д б и н л и к ...........................................................................................78
С у к у н а т .................................................................................................79
Д у н ё қ а р а ш ............................................................................................80
Тун қ у ю қ .............................................................................................. 81
С о н с т а р и й ............................................................................................. 83
Ҳ аёт ю р аги м н и ти л кал а р .............................................................83
С е н с и з л и к ............................................................................................84
У м ид йўллари да адаш ди б а ҳ о р .................................................91
Б ир кеча м и н г кеча бўлган бу к е ч а .......................................92
С у й ги л и м суй гулим суй ги л и м .............................................93
Бўгзим дан с и р қ и р а р то ву ш - қ о н .........................................94
Ҳ а л и к ......................................................................................................95
«И м л о лугати»дай ё л г и з л и к .......................................................96
Т и й р а м о \ б о гл ар и рутуба гл ид и р .............................................97
С ен м ен и алд ай сан туш к а б и .................................................... 98
Зулхум ор кеча кук ой с и й н а с и д а ........................................... 99
Ю р а ги м н и н г қ ад о қ д а р и н к у зл ар и м га суртди м м е н .. 100
М ен с ен и туш ларга бой б ер и б куйди м ............................. 101
С ен ў тм ад и н г, с ен д ан д у н ёл а р ў т д и .................................. 102
К еч и р м ад и м ен и и з т и р о б ..........................................................103
Баҳор келар д алаларга т у р к у н л аб "........................................ 104
О й л о қ кеча, муҳаббат к е ч а р ................................................... 105
Не с у в о р и й э д и м к и , л а й л о .....................................................106
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С а н а м ж о н , к ў зл а р и м ў й и л д и ................................................. 107
О й ю зидан ю зи б ўтар т у р н а л а р ............................................. 108
О с м о н я р а т г а н н и н г м о ви й к ў з и д и р ....................................109
А й та р и н г не эд и , қ а й т а р и н г ....................................................110
Д арахтлар ж ан уб дан к ел м о к д а қ а й т и б ................................111
Ҳ а л и ...................................................................................................... 1 12
К у й ган и н г мен б ў л д и м , с у й м а г а н и н г - м е н ................113
Т ақ д и р п е ш о н ан гн и туш ларга с о л д и .................................. I 14
Н а м о з ш о м г у л ...................................................................................115
М аж руҳ ю р а ги м н и н г к у н ж а к л а р и г а ..................................... 118
М уҳаббат - кўкси н гга қ ам алган ҳ а в о ................................. 119
М ен ҳам севган эдим куй ги н ва д а л л и ............................. 120
К а й ф и я т х у л о с а с и з л и г и ..............................................................121
С е н и о л и б кетар гу н о ҳ л а р .........................................................122
Х отира ф а с л и ....................................................................................176
К ап ал ак қўнади т а б а с с у м и н г г а ...............................................177
Қ ўр и злаб кул ти тган бо л а с и н г а р и ..................................... 178
Т асаввурга д о ш б е р са н г б ў л д и .............................................. 179

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