Atlas Shrugged


parties—you've wasted much more on the San Sebastian Mines—"



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parties—you've wasted much more on the San Sebastian Mines—"
He glanced up. He looked straight at her and she saw the first spark of a living response in his eyes, a
look that was bright, pitiless and, incredibly, proud: as if this were an accusation that gave him strength.
"Oh, yes," she said slowly, as if answering his thought, "I realize that. I've damned you for those mines,
I've denounced you, I've thrown my contempt at you in every way possible, and now I come back to
you—for money. Like Jim, like any moocher you've ever met. I know it's a triumph for you, I know that
you can laugh at me and despise me with full justice. Well—perhaps I can offer you that. If it's
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amusement that you want, if you enjoyed seeing Jim and the Mexican planners crawl—wouldn't it amuse
you to break me? Wouldn't it give you pleasure? Don't you want to hear me acknowledge that I'm
beaten by you? Don't you want to see me crawling before you? Tell me what form of it you'd like and I'll
submit."
He moved so swiftly that she could not notice how he started; it only seemed to her that his first
movement was a shudder. He came around the desk, he took her hand and raised it to his lips. It began
as a gesture of the gravest respect, as if its purpose were to give her strength; but as he held his lips, then
his face, pressed to her hand, she knew that he was seeking strength from it himself.
He dropped her hand, he looked down at her face, at the frightened stillness of her eyes, he smiled, not
trying to hide that his smile held suffering, anger and tenderness.
"Dagny, you want to crawl? You don't know what the word means and never will. One doesn't crawl by
acknowledging it as honestly as that. Don't you suppose I know that your begging me was the bravest
thing you could do? But . . . Don't ask me, Dagny."
"In the name of anything I ever meant to you . . ." she whispered, "anything left within you . . ."
In the moment when she thought that she had seen this look before, that this was the way he had looked
against the night glow of the city, when he lay in bed by her side for the last time—she heard his cry, the
kind of cry she had never torn from him before: "My love, I can't!"
Then, as they looked at each other, both shocked into silence by astonishment, she saw the change in his
face. It was as crudely abrupt as if he had thrown a switch. He laughed, he moved away from her and
said, his voice jarringly offensive by being completely casual: "Please excuse the mixture in styles of
expression. I've been supposed to say that to so many women, but on somewhat different occasions."
Her head dropped, she sat huddled tight together, not caring that he saw it.
When she raised her head, she looked at him indifferently. "All right, Francisco. It was a good act. I did
believe it. If that was your own way of having the kind of fun I was offering you, you succeeded.
I won't ask you for anything."
"I warned you."
"I didn't know which side you belonged on. It didn't seem possible —but it's the side of Orren Boyle
and Bertram Scudder and your old teacher."
"My old teacher?" he asked sharply.
"Dr. Robert Stadler."
He chuckled, relieved. "Oh, that one? He's the looter who thinks that his end justifies his seizure of my
means." He added, "You know, Dagny, I'd like you to remember which side you said I'm on. Some day,
I'll remind you of it and ask you whether you'll want to repeat it."
"You won't have to remind me."
He turned to go. He tossed his hand in a casual salute and said, "If it could be built, I'd wish good luck

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