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silent. "You want it, too, don't you?"
She was about to answer "No," but realized that the truth was worse than that. "Yes," she answered
coldly, "but it doesn't matter to me that I want it."
He smiled, in open appreciation, acknowledging the strength she had needed to say it.
But he was not smiling when he said, as she opened the door to leave, "You have a great deal of
courage, Dagny. Some day, you'll have enough of it."
"Of what? Courage?"
But he did not answer.
 CHAPTER VI
THE NON-COMMERCIAL
Rearden pressed his forehead to the mirror and tried not to think. That was the only way he could go
through with it, he told himself.
He concentrated on the relief of the mirror's cooling touch, wondering how one went about forcing one's
mind into blankness, particularly after a lifetime lived on the axiom that the constant, clearest, most
ruthless function of his rational faculty was his foremost duty. He wondered why no effort had ever
seemed beyond his capacity, yet now he could not scrape up the strength to stick a few black pearl studs
into his starched white shirt front.
This was his wedding anniversary and he had known for three months that the party would take place
tonight, as Lillian wished.
He had promised it to her, safe in the knowledge that the party was a long way off and that he would
attend to it, when the time came, as he attended to every duty on his overloaded schedule. Then, during
three months of eighteen-hour workdays, he had forgotten it happily—until half an hour ago, when, long
past dinner time, his secretary had entered his office and said firmly, "Your party, Mr. Rearden." He had
cried, "Good God!" leaping to his feet; he had hurried home, rushed up the stairs, started tearing his
clothes off and gone through the routine of dressing, conscious only of the need to hurry, not of the
purpose.
When the full realization of the purpose struck him like a sudden blow, he stopped.
"You don't care for anything but business." He had heard it all his life, pronounced as a verdict of
damnation. He had always known that business was regarded as some sort of secret, shameful cult,
which one did not impose on innocent laymen, that people thought of it as of an ugly necessity, to be
performed but never mentioned, that to talk shop was an offense against higher sensibilities, that just as
one washed machine grease off one's hands before coming home, so one was supposed to wash the stain
of business off one's mind before entering a drawing room. He had never held that creed, but he had
accepted it as natural that his family should hold it. He took it for granted—wordlessly, in the manner of a
feeling absorbed in childhood, left unquestioned and unnamed—that he had dedicated himself, like the
martyr of some dark religion, to the service of a faith which was his passionate love, but which made him
an outcast among men, whose sympathy he was not to expect.

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