You’re lucky I want a Teluman blade, girl. You’re lucky he
wants a taste of you.
I loiter near the smithy door for long minutes before
entering. Surely Teluman won’t want to come near me when my skin is the color
of whey and I’m sweating buckets.
The shop is as quiet as it was the first time I visited, but the smith is here. I
know it. Sure enough, within seconds of me opening the door, I hear the whisper
of footsteps, and Teluman appears from the back room.
He takes one look at me and disappears, returning seconds later with a
dripping glass of cool water and a chair. I drop into the seat and drain the water,
not stopping to consider if it might be poisoned.
The forge is cool, the water cooler, and for a second, my fevered shaking
slows. Then Spiro Teluman slips past me to the forge door.
He locks it.
Slowly, I stand, holding the glass out like an offering, like a trade, like I’ll
give him his glass back and he’ll unlock the door and let me go without hurting
me. He takes it from my hand, and I wish then that I’d kept it, broken it to use as
a weapon.
He looks into the glass. “Who did you see when the ghuls came?”
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The question is so unexpected that I’m startled into the truth. “I saw my
brother.”
The smith scrutinizes my face, his brow furrowed as if he’s considering
something, making a decision. “You’re his sister then,” he says. “Laia. Darin
spoke of you often.”
“He—he spoke—” Why would Darin speak to this man about me? Why
would he speak to this man at all?
“Strangest thing.” Teluman leans back against the counter. “The Empire tried
forcing apprentices on me for years, but I didn’t find one until I caught Darin
spying on me from up there.” The shutters on the high bank of windows are
open, revealing the crate-littered balcony of the building next door. “Dragged
him down. Thought I’d haul him to the auxes. Then I saw his sketchbook.” He
shakes his head, not needing to explain. Darin put so much life into his drawings
that it seemed if you just reached out, you could pull them from the page.
“He wasn’t just drawing the inside of my forge. He was designing the
weapons themselves. Such things I’d only seen in dreams. I offered him the
apprentice spot there and then, thinking he’d run, that I’d never see him again.”
“But he didn’t run,” I whisper. He wouldn’t run—not Darin.
“No. He came into the forge, looked around. Cautious, yes. Not afraid. I
never saw your brother afraid. He felt fear—I’m sure he did.
But he never
seemed to focus on what could turn out wrong. He only ever thought about how
things could turn out right.”
“The Empire thought he was Resistance,” I say. “All this time, he was
working for the Martials? If that’s true, why is he still in jail? Why haven’t you
gotten him out?”
“Do you think the Empire would allow a Scholar to learn their secrets? He
wasn’t working for the Empire. He was working for me. And I parted ways with
the Empire a long time ago. I do enough for them to keep them off my back.
Armor, mostly. Until Darin came, I hadn’t made a true Teluman scim for seven
years.”
“But . . . his sketchbook had pictures of swords—”
“That damn sketchbook.” Spiro snorts. “I told him to keep it here, but he
wouldn’t listen. Now the Empire has it, and there’s no getting it back.”
“He wrote down formulas in it,” I say. “Instructions. Things—things he
shouldn’t have known—”
“He was my apprentice. I taught him to make weapons. Fine weapons.
Teluman weapons. But
not
for the Empire.”
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I swallow nervously as the implications of his words sink in. No matter how
clever Scholar uprisings have been, in the end it comes down to steel against
steel, and in that battle, the Martials always win.
“You wanted him to make weapons for the Scholars?”
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