I’m Afraid of Finishing
When I was in my mid-twenties, I spent years struggling to finish anything. I
wrote dozens of short stories and abandoned them. I thought of articles I wanted
to write for newspapers; I researched them and then I never finished them.
There wasn’t any one moment when I learnt how to complete my work and
become a writer. Instead, I got a job as a journalist writing for a newspaper.
There, I had to finish my articles by a deadline because if I didn’t my editor
would have fired me.
I know this because he called me into his office after I missed a deadline and
told me so.
Finishing is harder than starting for another reason too.
Many artists say they feel a certain sense of emptiness when their book,
painting, album or big idea is finished. You live with something for hours, days,
months or even years, fantasise about the moment it’s over and then when that
time comes, you feel bereft.
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