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realize how often it happened that a conviction was obtained only
by the testimony of a prisoner's best friends. But notwithstanding
his experience he was amazed, when his own case came up for trial,
to listen to the evidence given by the proprietor of the little cafe he
had so much frequented, and to that of the men who for years had
fished with him, played cards with him and drunk with him. They
seemed to have treasured every careless word he had ever uttered,
the complaints he had made about his wife and the joking threats
he had from time to time made that he would get even with her. He
knew that at the time they had taken them no more seriously than
he meant them. If he was able to do them a small service, and a
man in the force often has it in his power to do one, he never hesi-
tated. He had never been ungenerous with his money. You would
have thought as you listened to them in the witness-box that it gave
them the most intense satisfaction to disclose every trivial detail
that could damage him.
From what appeared at the trial you would have thought that he
was a bad man, dissolute, of violent temper, extravagant, idle and
corrupt. He knew that he was nothing of the kind. He was just an
ordinary, good-natured, easy-going fellow, who was willing to let
you go your way if you would let him go his. It was true that he
liked his game of cards and his glass of beer, it was true that he
liked a pretty girl, but what of it? When he looked at the jury he
wondered how many of them would come out of it any better than
he if all their errors, all their rash words, all their follies were thus
laid bare. He did not resent the long term of penal servitude to
which he was sentenced. He was an officer of the law; he had com-
mitted a crime and it was right that he should be punished. But he
was not a criminal; he was the victim of an unfortunate accident.
At St Laurent de Maroni, in the prison camp, wearing the pink
and white stripe of the prison garb and the ugly straw hat, he re-
membered still that he had been a policeman and that the convicts
with whom he must now consort had always been his natural ene-
mies. He despised and disliked them. He had as little to do with
them as he could. And he was not frightened of them. He knew
them too well. Like all the rest he had a knife and he showed that
he was prepared to use it. He did not want to interfere with any-
body, but he was not going to allow anyone to interfere with him.
The chief of the Lyons police had liked him, his character while
in the force had been exemplary, and the
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