CHAPTER XLIV
AND THIS IS NOT ELF LAND: WHAT GOLD WILL NOT BUY
When Carrie got back on the stage, she found that over night her dressing-
room had been changed.
"You are to use this room, Miss Madenda," said one of the stage lackeys.
No longer any need of climbing several flights of steps to a small coop shared
with another. Instead, a comparatively large and commodious chamber with
conveniences not enjoyed by the small fry overhead. She breathed deeply
and with delight. Her sensations were more physical than mental. In fact,
she was scarcely thinking at all. Heart and body were having their say.
Gradually the deference and congratulation gave her a mental appreciation
of her state. She was no longer ordered, but requested, and that politely.
The other members of the cast looked at her enviously as she came out
arrayed in her simple habit, which she wore all through the play. All those
who had supposedly been her equals and superiors now smiled the smile of
sociability, as much as to say: "How friendly we have always been." Only the
star comedian whose part had been so deeply injured stalked by himself.
Figuratively, he could not kiss the hand that smote him.
Doing her simple part, Carrie gradually realised the meaning of the applause
which was for her, and it was sweet. She felt mildly guilty of something—
perhaps unworthiness. When her associates addressed her in the wings she
only smiled weakly. The pride and daring of place were not for her. It never
once crossed her mind to be reserved or haughty—to be other than she had
been. After the performances she rode to her room with Lola, in a carriage
provided.
Then came a week in which the first fruits of success were offered to her
lips—bowl after bowl. It did not matter that her splendid salary had not
begun. The world seemed satisfied with the promise. She began to get letters
and cards. A Mr. Withers—whom she did not know from Adam—having
learned by some hook or crook where she resided, bowed himself politely in.
"You will excuse me for intruding," he said; "but have you been thinking of
changing your apartments?"
"I hadn't thought of it," returned Carrie.
"Well, I am connected with the Wellington—the new hotel on Broadway. You
have probably seen notices of it in the papers."
Carrie recognised the name as standing for one of the newest and most
imposing hostelries. She had heard it spoken of as having a splendid
restaurant.
"Just so," went on Mr. Withers, accepting her acknowledgment of familiarity.
"We have some very elegant rooms at present which we would like to have
you look at, if you have not made up your mind where you intend to reside
for the summer. Our apartments are perfect in every detail—hot and cold
water, private baths, special hall service for every floor, elevators, and all
that. You know what our restaurant is."
Carrie looked at him quietly. She was wondering whether he took her to be a
millionaire.
"What are your rates?" she inquired.
"Well, now, that is what I came to talk with you privately about. Our regular
rates are anywhere from three to fifty dollars a day."
"Mercy!" interrupted Carrie. "I couldn't pay any such rate as that."
"I know how you feel about it," exclaimed Mr. Withers, halting. "But just let
me explain. I said those are our regular rates. Like every other hotel we
make special ones, however. Possibly you have not thought about it, but
your name is worth something to us."
"Oh!" ejaculated Carrie, seeing at a glance.
"Of course. Every hotel depends upon the repute of its patrons. A well-
known actress like yourself," and he bowed politely, while Carrie flushed,
"draws attention to the hotel, and—although you may not believe it—
patrons."
"Oh, yes," returned Carrie, vacantly, trying to arrange this curious
proposition in her mind.
"Now," continued Mr. Withers, swaying his derby hat softly and beating one
of his polished shoes upon the floor, "I want to arrange, if possible, to have
you come and stop at the Wellington. You need not trouble about terms. In
fact, we need hardly discuss them. Anything will do for the summer—a mere
figure—anything that you think you could afford to pay."
Carrie was about to interrupt, but he gave her no chance.
"You can come to-day or to-morrow—the earlier the better—and we will give
you your choice of nice, light, outside rooms—the very best we have."
"You're very kind," said Carrie, touched by the agent's extreme affability. "I
should like to come very much. I would want to pay what is right, however. I
shouldn't want to——"
"You need not trouble about that at all," interrupted Mr. Withers. "We can
arrange that to your entire satisfaction at any time. If three dollars a day is
satisfactory to you, it will be so to us. All you have to do is to pay that sum
to the clerk at the end of the week or month, just as you wish, and he will
give you a receipt for what the rooms would cost if charged for at our regular
rates."
The speaker paused.
"Suppose you come and look at the rooms," he added.
"I'd be glad to," said Carrie, "but I have a rehearsal this morning."
"I did not mean at once," he returned. "Any time will do. Would this
afternoon be inconvenient?"
"Not at all," said Carrie.
Suddenly she remembered Lola, who was out at the time.
"I have a room-mate," she added, "who will have to go wherever I do. I forgot
about that."
"Oh, very well," said Mr. Withers, blandly. "It is for you to say whom you
want with you. As I say, all that can be arranged to suit yourself."
He bowed and backed toward the door.
"At four, then, we may expect you?"
"Yes," said Carrie.
"I will be there to show you," and so Mr. Withers withdrew.
After rehearsal Carrie informed Lola.
"Did they really?" exclaimed the latter, thinking of the Wellington as a group
of managers. "Isn't that fine? Oh, jolly! It's so swell. That's where we dined
that night we went with those two Cushing boys. Don't you know?"
"I remember," said Carrie.
"Oh, it's as fine as it can be."
"We'd better be going up there," observed Carrie, later in the afternoon.
The rooms which Mr. Withers displayed to Carrie and Lola were three and
bath—a suite on the parlour floor. They were done in chocolate and dark
red, with rugs and hangings to match. Three windows looked down into
busy Broadway on the east, three into a side street which crossed there.
There were two lovely bedrooms, set with brass and white enamel beds,
white, ribbon-trimmed chairs and chiffoniers to match. In the third room, or
parlour, was a piano, a heavy piano lamp, with a shade of gorgeous pattern,
a library table, several huge easy rockers, some dado book shelves, and a
gilt curio case, filled with oddities. Pictures were upon the walls, soft
Turkish pillows upon the divan, footstools of brown plush upon the floor.
Such accommodations would ordinarily cost a hundred dollars a week.
"Oh, lovely!" exclaimed Lola, walking about.
"It is comfortable," said Carrie, who was lifting a lace curtain and looking
down into crowded Broadway.
The bath was a handsome affair, done in white enamel, with a large, blue-
bordered stone tub and nickel trimmings. It was bright and commodious,
with a bevelled mirror set in the wall at one end and incandescent lights
arranged in three places.
"Do you find these satisfactory?" observed Mr. Withers.
"Oh, very," answered Carrie.
"Well, then, any time you find it convenient to move in, they are ready. The
boy will bring you the keys at the door."
Carrie noted the elegantly carpeted and decorated hall, the marbelled lobby,
and showy waiting-room. It was such a place as she had often dreamed of
occupying.
"I guess we'd better move right away, don't you think so?" she observed to
Lola, thinking of the commonplace chamber in Seventeenth Street.
"Oh, by all means," said the latter.
The next day her trunks left for the new abode.
Dressing, after the matinée on Wednesday, a knock came at her dressing-
room door.
Carrie looked at the card handed by the boy and suffered a shock of
surprise.
"Tell her I'll be right out," she said softly. Then, looking at the card, added:
"Mrs. Vance."
"Why, you little sinner," the latter exclaimed, as she saw Carrie coming
toward her across the now vacant stage. "How in the world did this
happen?"
Carrie laughed merrily. There was no trace of embarrassment in her friend's
manner. You would have thought that the long separation had come about
accidentally.
"I don't know," returned Carrie, warming, in spite of her first troubled
feelings, toward this handsome, good-natured young matron.
"Well, you know, I saw your picture in the Sunday paper, but your name
threw me off. I thought it must be you or somebody that looked just like
you, and I said: 'Well, now, I will go right down there and see.' I was never
more surprised in my life. How are you anyway?"
"Oh, very well," returned Carrie. "How have you been?"
"Fine. But aren't you a success! Dear, oh! All the papers talking about you. I
should think you would be just too proud to breathe. I was almost afraid to
come back here this afternoon."
"Oh, nonsense," said Carrie, blushing. "You know I'd be glad to see you."
"Well, anyhow, here you are. Can't you come up and take dinner with me
now? Where are you stopping?"
"At the Wellington," said Carrie, who permitted herself a touch of pride in
the acknowledgment.
"Oh, are you?" exclaimed the other, upon whom the name was not without
its proper effect.
Tactfully, Mrs. Vance avoided the subject of Hurstwood, of whom she could
not help thinking. No doubt Carrie had left him. That much she surmised.
"Oh, I don't think I can," said Carrie, "to-night. I have so little time. I must
be back here by 7.30. Won't you come and dine with me?"
"I'd be delighted, but I can't to-night," said Mrs. Vance, studying Carrie's fine
appearance. The latter's good fortune made her seem more than ever worthy
and delightful in the other's eyes. "I promised faithfully to be home at six."
Glancing at the small gold watch pinned to her bosom, she added: "I must
be going, too. Tell me when you're coming up, if at all."
"Why, any time you like," said Carrie.
"Well, to-morrow then. I'm living at the Chelsea now."
"Moved again?" exclaimed Carrie, laughing.
"Yes. You know I can't stay six months in one place. I just have to move.
Remember now—half-past five."
"I won't forget," said Carrie, casting a glance at her as she went away. Then
it came to her that she was as good as this woman now—perhaps better.
Something in the other's solicitude and interest made her feel as if she were
the one to condescend.
Now, as on each preceding day, letters were handed her by the doorman at
the Casino. This was a feature which had rapidly developed since Monday.
What they contained she well knew. Mash notes were old affairs in their
mildest form. She remembered having received her first one far back in
Columbia City. Since then, as a chorus girl, she had received others—
gentlemen who prayed for an engagement. They were common sport between
her and Lola, who received some also. They both frequently made light of
them.
Now, however, they came thick and fast. Gentlemen with fortunes did not
hesitate to note, as an addition to their own amiable collection of virtues,
that they had their horses and carriages. Thus one:
"I have a million in my own right. I could give you every luxury. There isn't
anything you could ask for that you couldn't have. I say this, not because I
want to speak of my money, but because I love you and wish to gratify your
every desire. It is love that prompts me to write. Will you not give me one
half-hour in which to plead my cause?"
Such of these letters as came while Carrie was still in the Seventeenth Street
place were read with more interest—though never delight—than those which
arrived after she was installed in her luxurious quarters at the Wellington.
Even there her vanity—or that self-appreciation which, in its more rabid
form, is called vanity—was not sufficiently cloyed to make these things
wearisome. Adulation, being new in any form, pleased her. Only she was
sufficiently wise to distinguish between her old condition and her new one.
She had not had fame or money before. Now they had come. She had not
had adulation and affectionate propositions before. Now they had come.
Wherefore? She smiled to think that men should suddenly find her so much
more attractive. In the least way it incited her to coolness and indifference.
"Do look here," she remarked to Lola. "See what this man says: 'If you will
only deign to grant me one half-hour,'" she repeated, with an imitation of
languor. "The idea. Aren't men silly?"
"He must have lots of money, the way he talks," observed Lola.
"That's what they all say," said Carrie, innocently.
"Why don't you see him," suggested Lola, "and hear what he has to say?"
"Indeed I won't," said Carrie. "I know what he'd say. I don't want to meet
anybody that way."
Lola looked at her with big, merry eyes.
"He couldn't hurt you," she returned. "You might have some fun with him."
Carrie shook her head.
"You're awfully queer," returned the little, blue-eyed soldier.
Thus crowded fortune. For this whole week, though her large salary had not
yet arrived, it was as if the world understood and trusted her. Without
money—or the requisite sum, at least—she enjoyed the luxuries which
money could buy. For her the doors of fine places seemed to open quite
without the asking. These palatial chambers, how marvellously they came to
her. The elegant apartments of Mrs. Vance in the Chelsea—these were hers.
Men sent flowers, love notes, offers of fortune. And still her dreams ran riot.
The one hundred and fifty! the one hundred and fifty! What a door to an
Aladdin's cave it seemed to be. Each day, her head almost turned by
developments, her fancies of what her fortune must be, with ample money,
grew and multiplied. She conceived of delights which were not—saw lights of
joy that never were on land or sea. Then, at last, after a world of
anticipation, came her first installment of one hundred and fifty dollars.
It was paid to her in greenbacks—three twenties, six tens, and six fives.
Thus collected it made a very convenient roll. It was accompanied by a smile
and a salutation from the cashier who paid it.
"Ah, yes," said the latter, when she applied; "Miss Madenda—one hundred
and fifty dollars. Quite a success the show seems to have made."
"Yes, indeed," returned Carrie.
Right after came one of the insignificant members of the company, and she
heard the changed tone of address.
"How much?" said the same cashier, sharply. One, such as she had only
recently been, was waiting for her modest salary. It took her back to the few
weeks in which she had collected—or rather had received—almost with the
air of a domestic, four-fifty per week from a lordly foreman in a shoe
factory—a man who, in distributing the envelopes, had the manner of a
prince doling out favours to a servile group of petitioners. She knew that out
in Chicago this very day the same factory chamber was full of poor homely-
clad girls working in long lines at clattering machines; that at noon they
would eat a miserable lunch in a half-hour; that Saturday they would
gather, as they had when she was one of them, and accept the small pay for
work a hundred times harder than she was now doing. Oh, it was so easy
now! The world was so rosy and bright. She felt so thrilled that she must
needs walk back to the hotel to think, wondering what she should do.
It does not take money long to make plain its impotence, providing the
desires are in the realm of affection. With her one hundred and fifty in hand,
Carrie could think of nothing particularly to do. In itself, as a tangible,
apparent thing which she could touch and look upon, it was a diverting
thing for a few days, but this soon passed. Her hotel bill did not require its
use. Her clothes had for some time been wholly satisfactory. Another day or
two and she would receive another hundred and fifty. It began to appear as
if this were not so startlingly necessary to maintain her present state. If she
wanted to do anything better or move higher she must have more—a great
deal more.
Now a critic called to get up one of those tinsel interviews which shine with
clever observations, show up the wit of critics, display the folly of celebrities,
and divert the public. He liked Carrie, and said so, publicly—adding,
however, that she was merely pretty, good-natured, and lucky. This cut like
a knife. The "Herald," getting up an entertainment for the benefit of its free
ice fund, did her the honour to beg her to appear along with celebrities for
nothing. She was visited by a young author, who had a play which he
thought she could produce. Alas, she could not judge. It hurt her to think it.
Then she found she must put her money in the bank for safety, and so
moving, finally reached the place where it struck her that the door to life's
perfect enjoyment was not open.
Gradually she began to think it was because it was summer. Nothing was
going on much save such entertainments as the one in which she was star.
Fifth Avenue was boarded up where the rich had deserted their mansions.
Madison Avenue was little better. Broadway was full of loafing thespians in
search of next season engagements. The whole city was quiet and her nights
were taken up with her work. Hence the feeling that there was little to do.
"I don't know," she said to Lola one day, sitting at one of the windows which
looked down into Broadway, "I get lonely; don't you?"
"No," said Lola, "not very often. You won't go anywhere. That's what's the
matter with you."
"Where can I go?"
"Why, there're lots of places," returned Lola, who was thinking of her own
lightsome tourneys with the gay youths. "You won't go with anybody."
"I don't want to go with these people who write to me. I know what kind they
are."
"You oughtn't to be lonely," said Lola, thinking of Carrie's success. "There're
lots would give their ears to be in your shoes."
Carrie looked out again at the passing crowd.
"I don't know," she said.
Unconsciously her idle hands were beginning to weary.
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