She turned back around, regarding him with stricken eyes. Simon would have been more
concerned, except that he couldn't even begin to imagine what had so suddenly upset her. And if
he couldn't
imagine it, he tended to believe it wasn't serious.
Arrogant of him, but there you had it.
"Daphne," he said with controlled gentleness, "what is wrong?"
She sat down opposite him and placed a hand on his cheek. "I'm so insensitive," she whispered.
"I should have known. I should never have said anything."
"Should have known what?" he ground out.
Her hand fell away. "That you can't—that you couldn't—"
"Can't
what?
"
She looked down at her lap, where her hands were attempting to wring each other to shreds.
"Please don't make me say it," she said.
'This," Simon muttered, "has got to be why men avoid marriage."
His words were meant more for his
ears than hers, but she heard them and, unfortunately,
reacted to them with another pathetic moan.
"What the hell is going on?" he finally demanded.
"You're unable to consummate the marriage," she whispered.
It was a wonder his erection didn't die off in that instant. Frankly, it was a wonder he was even
able to strangle out the words: "I beg your pardon?"
She hung her head. "I'll still be a good wife to you. I'll never
tell a soul, I promise."
Not since childhood, when his stuttering and stammering had attacked his every word, had
Simon been so at a loss for speech.
She thought he was impotent!
"Why—why—why—?" A stutter? Or plain old shock? Simon thought shock. His brain didn't
seem able to focus on anything other than that single word.
"I know that men are very sensitive about such things," Daphne said quietly.
"Especially when it's not true!" Simon burst out
Her head jerked up. "It's not?"
His eyes narrowed to slits. "Did your brother tell you this?"
"No!" She slid her gaze away from his face. "My mother."
"Your mother?" Simon choked out. Surely no man had ever suffered so on his wedding night.
"Your mother told you I'm
impotent?"
"Is that the word for it?" Daphne asked curiously. And then, at his thunderous glare,
she hastily
added, "No, no, she didn't say it in so many words."
"What," Simon asked, his voice clipped, "did she say, exactly?"
"Well, not much," Daphne admitted. "It was rather annoying, actually,
but she did explain to me
that the marital act—"
"She called it an act?"
"Isn't that what everyone calls it?"
He waved off her question. "What else did she say?"
"She told me that the, ah, whatever it is
you
wish to call it—"
Simon found her sarcasm oddly admirable under the circumstances.
"—is related in some manner to the procreation of children, and—"
Simon thought he might choke on his tongue. "In some manner?"
"Well, yes." Daphne frowned. "She really didn't provide me with any specifics."
"Clearly."
"She did try her best," Daphne pointed out, thinking she ought at least to try to come to her
mother's defense. "It was very embarrassing for her."
"After
eight children," he muttered, "you'd think she'd be over that by now."
"I don't think so," Daphne said, shaking her head. "And then when I asked her if she'd
participated in this"—she looked up at him with an exasperated expression. "I really don't know
what else to call it but an act."
"Go right ahead," he said with a wave, his voice sounding awfully strained.
Daphne blinked with concern. "Are you all right?"
"Just fine," he choked.
"You don't sound fine."
He waved his hand some more, giving Daphne the odd impression that he couldn't speak.
"Well," she
said slowly, going back to her earlier story, "I asked her if that meant she'd
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