“Maktub.”
“You should pay more attention to the caravan,” the boy said to
the Englishman, after the camel driver had left. “We make a lot of
detours, but we’re always heading for the same destination.”
“And you ought to read more about the world,” answered the
Englishman. “Books are like caravans in that respect.”
The immense collection of people and animals began to travel
faster. The days had always been silent, but now, even the nights—
when the travelers were accustomed to talking around the fires—
had also become quiet. And, one day, the leader of the caravan made
the decision that the fires should no longer be lighted, so as not to
attract attention to the caravan.
The travelers adopted the practice of arranging the animals in a
circle at night, sleeping together in the center as protection against
the nocturnal cold. And the leader posted armed sentinels at the
fringes of the group.
The Englishman was unable to sleep one night. He called to the
boy, and they took a walk along the dunes surrounding the
encampment. There was a full moon, and the boy told the
Englishman the story of his life.
The Englishman was fascinated with the part about the progress
achieved at the crystal shop after the boy began working there.
“That’s the principle that governs all things,” he said. “In
alchemy, it’s called the Soul of the World. When you want something
with all your heart, that’s when you are closest to the Soul of the
World. It’s always a positive force.”
He also said that this was not just a human gift, that everything
on the face of the earth had a soul, whether mineral, vegetable, or
animal—or even just a simple thought.
“Everything on earth is being continuously transformed, because
the earth is alive…and it has a soul. We are part of that soul, so we
rarely recognize that it is working for us. But in the crystal shop you
probably realized that even the glasses were collaborating in your
success.”
The boy thought about that for a while as he looked at the moon
and the bleached sands. “I have watched the caravan as it crossed
the desert,” he said. “The caravan and the desert speak the same
language, and it’s for that reason that the desert allows the crossing.
It’s going to test the caravan’s every step to see if it’s in time, and, if
it is, we will make it to the oasis.”
“If either of us had joined this caravan based only on personal
courage, but without understanding that language, this journey
would have been much more difficult.”
They stood there looking at the moon.
“That’s the magic of omens,” said the boy. “I’ve seen how the
guides read the signs of the desert, and how the soul of the caravan
speaks to the soul of the desert.”
The Englishman said, “I’d better pay more attention to the
caravan.”
“And I’d better read your books,” said the boy.
T
HEY WERE STRANGE BOOKS
. T
HEY SPOKE ABOUT MERCURY
, salt, dragons,
and kings, and he didn’t understand any of it. But there was one idea
that seemed to repeat itself throughout all the books: all things are
the manifestation of one thing only.
In one of the books he learned that the most important text in
the literature of alchemy contained only a few lines, and had been
inscribed on the surface of an emerald.
“It’s the Emerald Tablet,” said the Englishman, proud that he
might teach something to the boy.
“Well, then, why do we need all these books?” the boy asked.
“So that we can understand those few lines,” the Englishman
answered, without appearing really to believe what he had said.
The book that most interested the boy told the stories of the
famous alchemists. They were men who had dedicated their entire
lives to the purification of metals in their laboratories; they believed
that, if a metal were heated for many years, it would free itself of all
its individual properties, and what was left would be the Soul of the
World. This Soul of the World allowed them to understand anything
on the face of the earth, because it was the language with which all
things communicated. They called that discovery the Master
Work—it was part liquid and part solid.
“Can’t you just observe men and omens in order to understand
the language?” the boy asked.
“You have a mania for simplifying everything,” answered the
Englishman, irritated. “Alchemy is a serious discipline. Every step
has to be followed exactly as it was followed by the masters.”
The boy learned that the liquid part of the Master Work was
called the Elixir of Life, and that it cured all illnesses; it also kept the
alchemist from growing old. And the solid part was called the
Philosopher’s Stone.
“It’s not easy to find the Philosopher’s Stone,” said the
Englishman. “The alchemists spent years in their laboratories,
observing the fire that purified the metals. They spent so much time
close to the fire that gradually they gave up the vanities of the
world. They discovered that the purification of the metals had led to
a purification of themselves.”
The boy thought about the crystal merchant. He had said that it
was a good thing for the boy to clean the crystal pieces, so that he
could free himself from negative thoughts. The boy was becoming
more and more convinced that alchemy could be learned in one’s
daily life.
“Also,” said the Englishman, “the Philosopher’s Stone has a
fascinating property. A small sliver of the stone can transform large
quantities of metal into gold.”
Having heard that, the boy became even more interested in
alchemy. He thought that, with some patience, he’d be able to
transform everything into gold. He read the lives of the various
people who had succeeded in doing so: Helvétius, Elias, Fulcanelli,
and Geber. They were fascinating stories: each of them lived out his
Personal Legend to the end. They traveled, spoke with wise men,
performed miracles for the incredulous, and owned the
Philosopher’s Stone and the Elixir of Life.
But when the boy wanted to learn how to achieve the Master
Work, he became completely lost. There were just drawings, coded
instructions, and obscure texts.
“W
HY DO THEY MAKE THINGS SO COMPLICATED?” HE
asked the Englishman
one night. The boy had noticed that the Englishman was irritable,
and missed his books.
“So that those who have the responsibility for understanding can
understand,” he said. “Imagine if everyone went around
transforming lead into gold. Gold would lose its value.
“It’s only those who are persistent, and willing to study things
deeply, who achieve the Master Work. That’s why I’m here in the
middle of the desert. I’m seeking a true alchemist who will help me
to decipher the codes.”
“When were these books written?” the boy asked.
“Many centuries ago.”
“They didn’t have the printing press in those days,” the boy
argued. “There was no way for everybody to know about alchemy.
Why did they use such strange language, with so many drawings?”
The Englishman didn’t answer him directly. He said that for the
past few days he had been paying attention to how the caravan
operated, but that he hadn’t learned anything new. The only thing
he had noticed was that talk of war was becoming more and more
frequent.
T
HEN ONE DAY THE BOY RETURNED THE BOOKS TO THE
Englishman. “Did
you learn anything?” the Englishman asked, eager to hear what it
might be. He needed someone to talk to so as to avoid thinking
about the possibility of war.
“I learned that the world has a soul, and that whoever
understands that soul can also understand the language of things. I
learned that many alchemists realized their Personal Legends, and
wound up discovering the Soul of the World, the Philosopher’s
Stone, and the Elixir of Life.
“But, above all, I learned that these things are all so simple that
they could be written on the surface of an emerald.”
The Englishman was disappointed. The years of research, the
magic symbols, the strange words, and the laboratory
equipment…none of this had made an impression on the boy. His
soul must be too primitive to understand those things, he thought.
He took back his books and packed them away again in their
bags.
“Go back to watching the caravan,” he said. “That didn’t teach me
anything, either.”
The boy went back to contemplating the silence of the desert,
and the sand raised by the animals. “Everyone has his or her own
way of learning things,” he said to himself. “His way isn’t the same
as mine, nor mine as his. But we’re both in search of our Personal
Legends, and I respect him for that.”
T
HE CARAVAN BEGAN TO TRAVEL DAY AND NIGHT
. T
HE
hooded Bedouins
reappeared more and more frequently, and the camel driver—who
had become a good friend of the boy’s—explained that the war
between the tribes had already begun. The caravan would be very
lucky to reach the oasis.
The animals were exhausted, and the men talked among
themselves less and less. The silence was the worst aspect of the
night, when the mere groan of a camel—which before had been
nothing but the groan of a camel—now frightened everyone,
because it might signal a raid.
The camel driver, though, seemed not to be very concerned with
the threat of war.
“I’m alive,” he said to the boy, as they ate a bunch of dates one
night, with no fires and no moon. “When I’m eating, that’s all I think
about. If I’m on the march, I just concentrate on marching. If I have
to fight, it will be just as good a day to die as any other.
“Because I don’t live in either my past or my future. I’m
interested only in the present. If you can concentrate always on the
present, you’ll be a happy man. You’ll see that there is life in the
desert, that there are stars in the heavens, and that tribesmen fight
because they are part of the human race. Life will be a party for you,
a grand festival, because life is the moment we’re living right now.”
Two nights later, as he was getting ready to bed down, the boy
looked for the star they followed every night. He thought that the
horizon was a bit lower than it had been, because he seemed to see
stars on the desert itself.
“It’s the oasis,” said the camel driver.
“Well, why don’t we go there right now?” the boy asked.
“Because we have to sleep.”
T
HE BOY AWOKE AS THE SUN ROSE
. T
HERE, IN FRONT OF
him, where the
small stars had been the night before, was an endless row of date
palms, stretching across the entire desert.
“We’ve done it!” said the Englishman, who had also awakened
early.
But the boy was quiet. He was at home with the silence of the
desert, and he was content just to look at the trees. He still had a
long way to go to reach the Pyramids, and someday this morning
would just be a memory. But this was the present moment—the
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