“What an amazing sight!” he exclaimed when he saw the fabulously
illuminated gardens
before him. “No, there’s nothing like this at Alamut. And I don’t know a place like it
anywhere nearby. I must have been asleep a long time for them to carry me this far away!”
“Aren’t you afraid of being so irreverent, ibn Tahir? Do you still refuse to believe you’re in
paradise? Hundreds of thousands of parasangs separate you from your world. And yet, when
you reawake at Alamut, just one night will have passed.”
He stared at her. Again he passed his hands over his body.
“So I’m dreaming? It wouldn’t be the first time I’ve sworn that something I was dreaming
was for real.
I remember how one time, back at my father’s house, I discovered a jug full of
gold pieces. ‘I used to just dream that I’d discovered treasure,’ I told myself. ‘But today it’s
really happened.’ I poured the gold pieces out of the jug, counted them, and laughed to
myself. ‘Praise be to Allah that this time it’s
no dream,’ I sighed. Then I woke up. It really had
been a dream. You can imagine how disappointed I was. This time I’m not going to be fooled.
Though this dream is amazing and very lifelike. But that could be due to Sayyiduna’s pellets.
I’d rather not be disappointed when I wake up.”
“Do you think I’m just an image in your dream, ibn Tahir? Wake up, then! Here, look at
me, feel me!”
She took his hand and ran it over her whole body.
“Can’t you feel that I’m a living being like you?”
She took his head in her hands and looked deep into his eyes.
He shuddered.
“Who are you?” he asked uncomprehendingly.
“Miriam, a girl of paradise.”
He shook his head. He went down the steps and continued past the dozens of multicolored
lanterns with moths and bats darting around them. Unfamiliar plants
grew alongside the
path, strange flowers and fruit he had never before seen.
“Everything seems enchanted. It’s a regular dreamscape,” he murmured.
Miriam walked at his side.
“So you still haven’t figured it out? You’re not on earth now, you’re in heaven.”
Music and singing came from the pavilion.
He paused and listened.
“Those voices are just like on earth. And you, you have perfectly human traits. It can’t be
like this in heaven.”
“Are you really so ignorant of the Koran? Doesn’t it say that in paradise all things will be as
they were on earth, so that the faithful will feel they’ve come home?
Why are you surprised,
if you’re a believer?”
“Why wouldn’t I be surprised? How can a living being, a man of flesh and blood get into
heaven?”
“So the Prophet lied?”
“Allah forbid that I even think such a thing.”
“Wasn’t he here during his lifetime? Didn’t he appear before Allah, flesh and blood that he
was? Didn’t he ordain that on the day of judgment flesh and blood would be reunited? How
do you propose to partake of the food
and drink of paradise, or enjoy yourself with the
houris, if you don’t have a real mouth and real body?”
“Those things are promised to us only after death.”
“Do you suppose it will be easier for Allah to bring you to paradise when you’re dead?”
“That’s not what I meant. But it’s what has been said.”
“It’s also been said that Allah delivered to Sayyiduna the key to open to the gates to
paradise for whomever he wishes. Do you doubt that?”
“What an idiot! I have to keep remembering that I’m just dreaming. But everything, this
conversation with you,
your appearance, these surroundings are all so vivid that I keep
getting fooled. Such a pity it’s not for real!”
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