warning, and this made it harder. She had thought it would be easier somehow,
that she would know what to say. But she didn't. Everything that came into her
head seemed inappropriate, somehow lacking.
Thoughts of the summer they'd shared came back to her, and as she stared at him,
she noticed how little he'd changed since she'd last seen him. He looked good, she
thought. With his shirt tucked loosely into old faded jeans, she could see the same
broad shoulders she remembered, tapering down to narrow hips and a flat stom‐
ach. He was tan, too, as if he'd worked outside all summer, and though his hair was
a little thinner and lighter than she remembered, he looked the same as he had
when she'd known him last. When she was finally ready, she took a deep breath and
smiled. "Hello, Noah. It's good to see you again." Her comment startled him, and he
looked at her with amazement in his eyes. Then, after shaking his head slightly, he
slowly began to smile.
"You too ∙, the stammered. He brought his hand to his chin, and she noticed he
hadn't shaved. "It's really you, isn't it? I can't believe it " She heard the shock in his
voice as he spoke, and surprising her, it all came together‐‐being here, seeing him.
She felt something twitch inside, something deep and old, something that made her
dizzy for just a second.
She caught herself fighting for control. She hadn't expected this to happen, didn't
want it to happen. She was engaged now. She hadn't come
here for this.., yet... Yet... Yet the feeling went on despite herself, and for a brief
moment she felt fifteen again. Felt as she hadn't in years, as if all her dreams could
still come true.
Felt as though she'd finally come home. Without another word they came together,
As if it were the most natural thing in the world, and he put his arms around her,
drawing her close. They held each other tightly, making it real, both of them letting
the fourteen years of separation dissolve in the deepening twilight.
They stayed like that for a long time before she finally pulled back to look at him.
Up close, she could see the changes she hadn't noticed at first. He was a man now,
and his face had lost the softness of youth. The faint lines around his eyes had
deepened, and there was a scar on his chin that hadn't been there before. There was
a new edge to him; he seemed less innocent, more cautious, and yet the way he was
holding her made her realize how much she'd missed him since she'd seen him last.
Her eyes brimmed with tears as they finally released each other. She laughed
nervously under her breath while wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes.
"Are you okay?" he asked, a thousand other questions on his face.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to cry .... "
"It's okay," he said, smiling, "I still can't believe it's you. How did you find me?"
She stepped back, trying to compose herself, wiping away the last of her tears.
"I saw the story on the house in the Raleigh paper a couple of weeks ago, and I had
to come see you again."
Noah smiled broadly. "I'm glad you did."
He stepped back just a bit. "God, you look fantastic. You're even prettier now than
you were then."
She felt the blood in her face. Just like fourteen years ago.
"Thank you. You look great, too." And he did, no doubt about it. The years had
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