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old.
76
Zamora writes that he feels he can never return and that he felt pressure to marry
for papers against his wishes, which shows how legal barriers can create
hard choices and
social pressure.
77
He writes how his experience with violence as a child, both familial
violence and gang violence, led him to have violent episodes when he became intoxicated
as an adult.
78
This is a psychological
impact of trauma that ideally, the government of the
country of asylum would create policy to mitigate.
Zamora also describes his experience with integration and the legal system. About
receiving a deportation letter, he writes "The words Notice to Appear flap like a monarch
trapped in a puddle. Translation: ten years in a cell cold enough to be named Hielera.”
79
He describes “waiting in that line at the US embassy when I tried
and tried for a visa like
Mom like Dad like aunts and we all got denied” and that his whole family was “working,
Mom Dad Tía Lupe Tía Mali working under different names.”
80
These experiences
account for the difficulty and fears involved in obtaining legal status to live and work in
the US. About the desire to fit in, Zamora says that he “was ready
to be gringo speak
English own a pool Jeep convertible," but that he had “always known this country wanted
[him] dead.”
81
He writes that “more than once a white man wanted me dead a white man
passed a bill that wants me deported wants my family deported."
82
There
is a desire to
integrate and even assimilate, but a feeling of alienation by the government and the
people around him.
76
Zamora,
Unaccompanied
, 1-80.
77
Ibid., 27.
78
Ibid., 69.
79
Ibid., 71.
80
Ibid., 79-80.
81
Ibid.,
78.
82
Zamora,
Unaccompanied
, 78.
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As of 2013, Salvadorans spoke more Spanish at home than other Hispanic people
living in the United States.
83
Salvadorans also had lower levels of education and
annual
personal earnings than other US Hispanics and the overall US population. Foreign born
Salvadorans were less likely to have earned a bachelor’s degree or higher than US-born
Salvadorans. The poverty rate of Salvadorans is higher than the overall US rate but lower
compared to other US Hispanics. Salvadorans have less health insurance and lower
homeownership than all Hispanics and the US population. Meanwhile, approximately
half of Salvadorans see themselves as “very different” from typical Americans, while
close to one-third see themselves as typical Americans. This
compares to about half of
Hispanic adults who see themselves as a typical American and 44% who see themselves
as “very different.” Finally, the US overall employment rate in 2013 was 8.4%, while it
was 9.9% for Hispanics, 14.6% for US-born Salvadorans, but only 6.8% for foreign-born
Salvadorans (which may be due to Visa requirements for
legal status or be due to
characteristics of immigrants and refugees in general).
84
These statistics paint a generally
negative picture of social integration outcomes. The cultural distance is high and the
social integration is poor, which supports the second hypothesis.
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