driving that smell away. Inside McD's, Arnie had reached the counter and
time lately she found herself wishing that she had fixed on Dennis first.
Dennis who seemed so safe and sensible…
She turned her thoughts away from that.
"Just tell me if it gets cold on you," the hitchhiker said apologetically. "I'm
weird, I know it." He sighed. "Sometimes I think I never should have given
up drugs, you know?"
Leigh smiled.
Arnie came out with a white bag, skidded a little in the snow, and then got
behind the wheel.
"Cold like an icebox in here," he grunted.
"Sorry, man," the hitchhiker said from the back, and rolled the window up
again. Leigh waited to see if that smell would come back, but now she could
smell nothing but leather, upholstery, and the faint aroma of Arnie's
aftershave.
"Here you go, Leigh." He gave her a burger, fries, and a small Coke. He had
gotten himself a Big Mac.
"Want to thank you again for the ride, man," the hitchhiker said. "You can just
drop me off at the corner of JFK and Center, if that's cool."
"Fine," Arnie said shortly, and pulled out. The snow was coming down even
more heavily now, and the wind had begun to whoop. For the first time Leigh
felt Christine skid a bit as she felt for a grip on the wide street, which was
now almost deserted. They were less than fifteen minutes from home.
With the smell gone, Leigh discovered that her appetite had come back. She
wolfed half of her hamburger, drank some Coke, and stifled a burp with the
back of her hand. The corner of Center and JFK, marked with a war
memorial, came up on the left, and Arnie pulled over, pumping the brakes
lightly so Christine wouldn't slide.
"Have a nice weekend," Arnie said. He sounded more like his usual self
now. Maybe all he needed was some food, Leigh thought, amused.
"Same goes to both of you," the hitchhiker said. "And have a merry
Christmas."
"You too," Leigh said. She took another bite of her hamburger, chewed,
swallowed… and felt it lodge halfway down her throat. Suddenly she
couldn't breathe.
The hitchhiker was getting out. The noise of the door opening was very loud.
The sound of the latch clicking sounded like the thud of tumblers falling in a
bank-vault. The sound of the wind was like a factory whistle.
(this is stupid I know but I can't Arnie I can't breathe)
I'm choking!
she tried to say, and what came out was a faint, fuzzy sound that
she was sure the whine of the wind must have covered. She clawed at her
throat and it felt swollen and throbbing in her hand. She tried to scream. No
breath to scream, no breath
(Arnie I can't)
at all, and she could
feel
it in there., a warm lump of burger and bun. She
tried to cough it up and it wouldn't come. The dashboard lights, bright green,
circular,
(cat like the eyes of a cat dear God I can't BREATHE)
watching her—
(God I can't BREATHE can't BREATHE can't)
Her chest began to pound for air. Again she tried to cough up the lump of
half-chewed burger and bun in her throat, but it wouldn't come. Now the
sound of the wind was bigger than the world, bigger than any sound she had
ever heard before, and Arnie was finally turning away from the hitchhiker to
look at her; he was turning in slow motion, his eyes widening almost
comically, and even his voice seemed too loud, like thunder, the voice of
Zeus speaking to some poor mortal from behind a massy skystack of
thunderclouds:
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