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, despairing, despondent adjective
unhappy and not hopeful: Gill had been out of work for a year and was getting very despondent.
despondency noun [uncountable]
despondently adverb : He was staring despondently into the distance.

horrible : terrible, dreadful, hideous adjective
extremely unpleasant or ugly: a hideous dress
hideously adverb
hideousness noun [uncountable]
, grim, ghastly adjective

1 a ghastly situation, person, experience etc is one that you do not like or enjoy at all: What ghastly weather! | I hope they don't bring their ghastly children with them. | It was absolutely ghastly.

2 making you very frightened, upset or shocked: a ghastly accident

3 look/feel ghastly to look or feel ill, upset, or unhappy: Are you alright? You look ghastly!

ghastliness noun [uncountable]