Translation.
I watch’d it when in hands well skill’d —
(How I recall that season sweet!) —
It grew and grew, until fulfill’d
In splendor never so complete;
And, true enough, ‘t is now my own,
Yet, to myself alone I tell,
I wish it still were not quite done —
I loved its making all too well!
With this transposition our friend did not long remain satisfied; he regretted
the conversion of the beautifully inflected verb fierent into a sorry abstract
substantive, and he was vexed that, in spite of all reflection, he was unable to
mend the passage. Now all at once his partiality for the ancient languages awoke
again, and the splendor of the German Parnassus, the heights of which, however,
he was privately striving to ascend, seemed to grow dim before him.
But at last, finding that this pleasant compliment, apart from the original text,
was good enough, and venturing to believe that a lady would accept it quite in
good part, there arose a second source of misgiving, namely, that if one cannot
be galant in verse without seeming to be in love, he would in that case, as a
father-in-law about to be, be playing a strange part. The worst, however,
occurred to him last. The Ovidian verses were uttered by Arachne, a lady spinner
no less clever than beautiful and attractive. Now, if she through the envy of
Minerva was turned into a spider, then it would be dangerous to compare even
remotely a beautiful woman with a spider, and see her hovering at the centre of
an outspread net. Among all the witty company which surrounded our lady,
could one imagine any scholar who would have blundered into a comparison of
this kind? How our friend extricated himself from such a dilemma has remained
unknown to us, and we must number this case among those over which the
muses slyly make bold to throw a veil. Enough, the hunting-poem itself was
despatched; but about this we have to add a few words.
The reader of it is supposed to revel in a determined love of sport, and of
everything that contributes to it; delightful is the succession of the seasons,
which in different ways occasion and promote it. The peculiarities of all the
creatures that are pursued and that one seeks to kill, the different characters of
the sportsmen who devote themselves to this pleasure, to this toil, the accidents
that favor or hinder it — all, especially whatever related to the winged tribe, was
set forth in the best of moods, and treated with great originality. From the
breeding of the grouse to the second flight of the woodcock, and from that to the
building of the crow, nothing was neglected; all was well observed, clearly
conceived, passionately pursued, and was lightly, playfully, and often ironically
set forth.
The elegiac strain, however, sounded throughout the whole; it was treated
rather as a farewell to these pleasures of life, whereby it indeed gained a pathetic
touch as of a merry life spent, and had a very beneficial effect, but yet in the end,
as in the case of those mottoes above cited, allowed a certain emptiness after
enjoyment to be felt. Whether it was due to turning over these papers, or to a
momentary indisposition, the major did not feel in a happy mood. At the
diverging point at which he found himself, he seemed all at once to feel keenly
that the years at first bring us one pleasant gift after the other, and then by
degrees withdraw them again. A holiday put off, a summer gone without
enjoyment, want of continual, habitual exercise — all caused him to feel certain
bodily ailments, which he took for real evils, and showed more impatience
thereat than there might seem occasion for.
The various members of the family had now been for several months without
any special news of one another; the major was busy in the capital finally
negotiating certain grants and confirmations appertaining to his affairs; the
baroness and Hilaria bestowed their energies upon securing the gayest and
richest outfit; the son, passionately devoting himself to his fair one, seemed to
forget everything in that. The winter had set in, and enveloped all rural
habitations in dismal rain-storms and premature gloom.
Anyone who at this time might have lost his way on a dark November night in
the neighborhood of the noble castle, and seen by the feeble light of the half-
veiled moon cornfields, meadows, clumps of trees, hills and underwood lying
gloomily before him, and then all at once at a sharp turning round a corner have
beheld in front of him the whole range of windows of an extensive edifice lit up,
might well have thought that he had there fallen in with a company in festive
array. Yet how would he have been astonished, when ushered up the illuminated
staircase by a few servants, to see only three women — the baroness, Hilaria,
and the ladies’-maid, in the lighted apartments within those bright walls, among
hospitable domestic surroundings, thoroughly warm and comfortable.
Yet, since we suppose that we are surprising the baroness in a festive array, it
is necessary to observe, that this splendid illumination is in this case not to be
regarded as anything extraordinary, but that it is one of the peculiarities that the
lady had brought with her from her earlier life. As the daughter of a lady-in-
waiting, educated at court, she was wont to prefer the winter to all other seasons,
and to make the display of a grand illumination the chief element of all her
enjoyments. In fact there was no stint of wax candles, but one of her oldest
servants had such a great delight in artificial illumination, that it was not easy for
a new kind of lamp to be invented without his taking pains to introduce it into
the castle, whereby surely enough the illumination gained considerably, but it
also occasionally happened that here and there partial darkness was the result.
By her marriage with a distinguished landowner and eminent cultivator, the
baroness, from affection and on due consideration, had changed her condition of
a lady at court, and her sensible husband, when at first a country life failed to
suit her, had, with the consent of his neighbors, nay, even at the injunction of the
government, so much improved the roads for many miles round, that the
intercommunication of the neighborhood had never been found anywhere in
such a good condition; yet in this laudable improvement the principal object had
really been that the lady, especially in favorable weather, might be able to drive
everywhere; but in winter, on the other hand, she might remain at home with
him, whilst he managed, by means of artificial light, to make night like day.
After her husband’s death, her passionate solicitude for her daughter afforded
her sufficient occupation, her brother’s frequent visits gratified her affection, and
the habitual brightness of her surroundings gave a degree of comfort which had
all the appearance of real contentment.
To-day, however, this illumination was altogether in place, for in one of the
rooms we see displayed a kind of Christmas-show, attractive and resplendent to
the sight. The cunning ladies’-maid had prevailed on the butler to increase the
illumination, and at the same time had collected and spread out all that had been
prepared beforehand for Hilaria’s marriage outfit — in point of fact with the sly
purpose rather of bringing under discussion what was still wanting, than of
showing off what had already been provided. All the needful things were there,
made, moreover, of the finest material, and with the most elegant handiwork;
neither was there any lack of fancy articles; and yet Ananetta was clever enough
still to make a gap visible everywhere, where one could just as easily have found
the most beautiful continuity. Whilst all sorts of under-clothing, handsomely set
out, dazzled the eyes, linen, muslin, and all delicate fabrics of the kind, whatever
their names might be, casting light enough around, yet all the colored silk-stuffs
were missing, for the purchase of those had been wisely deferred, because,
considering the very changeable fashions, it was intended to add whatever was
most recent as a climax and conclusion.
After this most merry inspection, they betook themselves again to their
customary but varied evening entertainment. The baroness, who knew well what
makes a young lady endowed with a pleasant exterior attractive also from
within, and her presence desirable wheresoever fate might lead her, had
managed to introduce into these rural surroundings so many varied and
instructive means of amusement, that Hilaria, young as she was, seemed at home
everywhere, was not at a loss in any conversation, and yet showed herself withal
quite on a level with her years. To show step by step how this had been possible,
would be too long a task; enough to say, this evening also was a sample of the
kind of life they had hitherto led Intellectual reading, a graceful piano recital,
pretty songs, went on for some hours, pleasantly and in due order as heretofore,
and yet not without a certain significance; they had in mind a third person, a
beloved and honored man, to welcome whom in the heartiest manner they were
practising this and much besides. It was a bridal feeling that animated Hilaria,
and not her alone, with the sweetest sensations; the mother, with delicate
sentiment, felt an unalloyed sympathy therein, and even Ananetta, in general
only scheming and busy, was fain to abandon herself to certain distant hopes,
which pictured to her fancy an absent friend as returning and present. In this
manner the feelings of all three women, each of them amiable in her own way,
were in harmony with the surrounding brightness, with the cheering warmth, and
with the most comfortable circumstances.
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