by terror. The success of the first meeting strengthened my
position in this respect. We gained courage for a second meeting
on a somewhat larger scale.
About October, 1919, the second, larger meeting took place in
the Eberlbraukeller. Topic: Brestlitovsk and Versailles. Four
gentlemen appeared as speakers. I myself spoke for almost an
hour and the success was greater than at the first rally. The
audience had risen to more than one hundred and thirty. An
attempted disturbance was at once
nipped in the bud by my
comrades. The diturbers flew down the stairs with gashed heads.
Two weeks later another meeting took place in the same hall.
The attendance had risen to over one hundred and seventy and
the room was well filled. I had spoken again, and again the
success was greater than at the previous meeting.
I pressed for a larger hall. At length we found one at the other
end of town in the 'Deutsches Reich' on Dachauer Strasse. The
first meeting in the new hall was not so well attended as the
previous one: barely one hundred and forty persons. In the
committee, hopes began to sink and the eternal doubters felt that
the excessive repetition of our 'demonstrations' had to be
considered the cause of the bad attendance. There were violent
arguments in which I upheld the
view that a city of seven
hundred thousand inhabitants could stand not one meeting every
two weeks, but ten every week, that we must not let ourselves be
misled by failures, that the road we had taken was the right one,
and that sooner or later, with steady perseverance, success was
bound to come. All in all, this whole period of winter 191920
was a single struggle to strengthen confidence in the victorious
might of the young movement and raise it to that fanaticism of
faith which can move mountains.
The next meeting in the same hall showed me to be right. The
attendance had risen to over two hundred; the public as well as
financial success was brilliant.
I urged immediate preparations for another meeting. It took place
barely two weeks later and the audience rose to over two hundred
and seventy heads.
Two weeks later, for the seventh time, we called together the
supporters and friends of the new movement and the same hall
could barely hold the people who had grown to over four
hundred.
It was at this time that the young movement received its inner
form. In the small circle there were sometimes more or less
violent disputes. Various quartersthen as todaycarped at
designating the young movement as a party. In such a conception
I have always seen proof of the critics' practical incompetence
and intellectual smallness. They were and always are the men
who cannot distinguish externals from essentials, and who try to
estimate the value of a movement according to the most
bombasticsounding titles, most of which,
sad to say, the
vocabulary of our forefathers must provide.
It was hard, at that time, to make it clear to people that every
movement, as long as it has not achieved the victory of its ideas,
hence its goal, is a party even if it assumes a thousand different
names.
If any man wants to put into practical effect a bold idea whose
realization seems useful in the interests of his fellow men, he will
first of all have to seek supporters who are ready to fight for his
intentions. And if this intention consists only in destroying the
existing parties, of ending the fragmentation, the exponents of
this view and propagators of this determination are themselves a
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